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Warning to all: Some smut like actions in this chapter, you have ben warned

"Crap...crap...crap..." that was all that went through her mind when she lay there motionless not to wake Harry. She just lifted her head up and looked at him with one arm over his head. His glasses were on the table and their clothes...well they were everywhere. She looked down and reached for her shirt, but she saw her robes lying next to them. She leaned over more and saw the green scarf she had taken from Draco's room. Ginny slid off of Harry, put on her shirt and robes. She held them tight as she looked for her underware and pants. Harry was full-on naked, so she tried not to look at him as she went on her hunt. She didnt even bother to put her bra on because it would have involvd taking her shirt off again. She stuck it in the pocket with the scarf and ran out of the room.

It was still early, so no one was walking anywhere except for a few teachers whom she avoided. She kept asking herself how she could be so stupid and how she could have done that...and many other thoughts that almost brought tears to her eyes.

She made it to where Draco's secret entrance was. She needed to be alone and this was the place where she could be. She ran over to the bad and fell face down on it. She cried her heart out and rememberd what had happend.

"Ginny, Ginny whats wrong?"

"Nothing, just dont stop okay?"

"Okay."

She didnt want to be reminded of who he was, she just wanted comfort.

Their clothes came off in a matter of seconds, and Ginny was on top of Harry, naked.

"Ive never done it like this before...I.."

"Shh, its okay, I'll help."

She felt Harry's cold hands on her hips as he moved her down toward what she had wanted from him a long time ago. She lifted herself up as high as she could and harry moved himself around on the couch so she could put her knees on either side of him. He motioned her hips down. She braced it as she felt him enter her.

He then motioned her hips up and down for a few seconds. Untill she got rythim of it and he felt elsewhere. He felt down her legs and felt her stomach. He felt up and felt her breasts. He felt her go faster and Harry started to get impatient.

"Ginny, oh Merlin Ginny!"

He put his hands back on her hips and held her harder. He pushed her farther down and tried to make her go faster as if he could controll it.

Ginny and Draco usually kept things quiet and was not used to hearing anyone say anything suring sex. Just the occasional moan or two. She never said anything either. But, the thing was, Harry was used to it.

"Ginny, say my name."

Ginny looked a little weirded out by this, but she went a long with it.

"Harry."

"More...more..."

"Harry, Harry, Harry."

"Ginny, im about to...."

"Me too....HARRY!"

"Ginny!"

And that was the end of it. Harry mutterd a birth controll spell as Draco had before, and they fell asleep in eachothers arms.

This was not a happy memmory for Ginny, she felt like hurling but nothing ever happend. It just sat there in the pit of her stomach taunting her to move, to even breathe wrong. His voice rang out in her head, and it wouldnt stop. It just repeated itself on and on and it wouldnt stop. Luckily she was alone. No one could get her in here. She was safe.

Ginny fell asleep on Dracos bed. She kept waking up with nightmares of Harry and her. Why did she have to do it? She just wanted someone to make her happy, not thinking about the consquences it would cause on other people. But in a way she was glad she had gotten Harry out of her system. She wouldnt need him again.

Ginny stayed in Dracos room for the weekend. She had the House Elf get her food and usually ate very little. She didnt want to risk running into Harry. It would make things worse.

Ginny was sleeping when Draco got back. He was glad to have seen her. Even if it was a couple of days, he had missed her very much. He put his bags down and walked over to her on his bed. She was wearing the same thing she had worn before he had left. He thought it to be kind of odd, but he took it in as a compliment. He slowly shook her awake.

"Ginny...Ginny..."

"Hmm"

"Wake up Ginny...Im back."

He went to shake her again and when he touched her she freaked out and moved away. Her heart was racing, she was having another dream.

"Ginny are you okay?"

He saw her eyes were red and swollen and her hair was matted to her face.

"Ginny whats wonrg?"

She looked at him and started crying again. He crawled on the bed and held her as she cried.

"Its okay, i promise."

"No, Draco, no its not." She managed to get out between sbos.

She moved away from him and began to tell him the story.

"Well once we got in there, one thing led to another..."

'Oh Merlin, thats the line...not that line Ginny...please not that line.'

Draco took his hand off of her shoulder and his mouth dropped a little.

"You know what Ginny, its fine."

He said getting up off the bed.

"Its COMPLEATLY fine. We didnt have anything. We were just fuck buddies after all. So theres no point in telling me anymore. Can you get out now please?"

Draco was holding back tears as those cold words hit Ginny as sharply as her own knife.

She sobed louder and tried to lift herself up off the bed.

"OUT PELASE!" Draco yelled once more. Ginny got up off the bed and ran down the staircase and into the hallway. She turned the corner to fast and she fell onto the ground. She couldnt take it. She didnt know what to do, it all had to just go away...

Draco had to take in all she said for a little bit. He reasoned it over in his head while he sat on his bed. He recalled memmories of him and her on the very same bed he was sitting on in the very same room he was told about...Potter.

No matter how tightly he held her, or how tightly they held eachother, he still felt like she was pushing him away. She still felt cold to the touch even if it was warm. She looked so frail and broken, but he could do nothing to put her back together. He would look at her and she would smile, but she was a bad faker. He loved the way she did smile. He loved everything about her. He just couldnt understand why he couldnt hold her; be close to her. She was always so distant and confused. He couldnt do anything but comfort her for that little while in time. Then he thought about it a little bit more, and realized, she was just like him.

He had his girls every night to keep him happy. But none of them could say that he was anybodies. Which was how he liked it. Untill he realized HE couldnt say that he was anybodies. So he understood her actions a little better. Potter was the one that broke her heart, she just needed a peice of him before she could move on. Move on to the one she would love second best, Draco. He was never second to anyone except his father. But he wasnt home, he was at Hogwarts.

But he hurt her so many times, how could she have gone back to that? He hated his father for doing what he did, he may have put up with it but he didnt like it. He had beaten him, left him alone, he just ignored it. Maybe because she had somthing left for him she was ignoring it.

Merlin her hated her right now. He went over and picked up a couple of partchments that he got from his father to read them over and take his mind off it. But he couldnt get through the first line.

Why did she have to go and do it? Why couldnt she have done it before they got together? Although neither of them really announced it, it was understood.

"Damn it Potter!" He yelled, throwing the papers everywhere.

He saw she had left her robes in his room and lifted them up and threw them across the room. His scarf fell out. He was expecting it to clank because of what she usually kept in her pocket.

He suddenly felt his heart skip a beat, his mind began to race.

"Oh shit, Ginny!" Draco yelling, running through the door.

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