A/N Hey guys. I wrote a small little Ginny fic when the moment struck me. You can go read it if you want. It was only a one chapter thing. But anyway, here is the chapter that might change your lives FOREVER!!! Okay I'm just joking, but here it is.
Blasie strolled through Draco's door like it was nothing.
"Hey, Draco..."
She stopped and took a second look before walking at a fast pace toward Ginny.
"Oh my...Ginny...I knew you were a cutter but.."
"Stop Blasie...I'll talk to you about it somewhere else..."
Draco grabbed Blasie's arm. Ginny had no expression on her face. It was like there were so many emotions her mind couldn't make up which was to come first. Blasie and Draco walked out of the room and onto the stairs. All she heard was a silencing charm being said and all she had were her own thoughts.
She didn't really believe she went through with it. She never would have thought this to be her fate a year ago...perhaps even a month ago. Silent tears streamed down her face. Her memories passed by her in her brain.
She fell when her dad had brought home 'roller skates' because all the muggle kids had them. Ginny tried them on and went rolling through the house and fell a few times, and her brother Ron would always be there. But then just suddenly, he wasn't. She had no one to hold onto when she was about to fall, or no one to help her when she did. Then Harry Potter came and saved her from everything. That's when that crush developed. He helped her when she needed someone, but then all that went away. Just like her brother had. But instead of forgetting about her, he abused her. Physically and mentally. Why, she would never really know. But she knew all of it wasn't the alcohol.
Then...Hermione. She had tried to help Ginny, but she rejected. She didn't need help though...right? She just wanted more attention. Stupid Hermione, all she wanted was attention!
Ginny's face turned to anger as she remembered how she was caught. How could she have been so careless? It could have been prevented...
Then Draco. He had been the first to find out. But he was just Draco at the time...not the Draco she knew now. He didn't matter back then. But now he mattered so much. He had taken her pain away. Maybe sometimes...in weird ways but he did. But she didn't want to get close to him. But it was too late. Why did she have to get into this? Just so she could be heart broken again? No, this didn't have to happen. She could forget all this happen, and go back to being old Ginny and prove them all right. And it was just a phase. But it wasn't...
She had to pretend. Go back to her original state. Just...pretending and lying and not really being her. She can just be that little girl again who had her hair tied in pigtails or just tied back lazily. She can be that little girl who wished she had said more to Harry Potter at lunch but be to shy at dinner. It was better then being hurt.
She got out of the bed and had to hold herself up, she hadn't gotten up and about for the past 2 days. She just walked for the front door and wouldn't care if someone saw her. Draco would deal, it wasn't her problem. She reached the door knob then heard a voice from behind her.
"Where do you intend on going missy?"
Blasies voice cut off her air supply for a second and all body motion stopped. She opened the door a little more...in hopes of getting courage from it.
"You wont want to step any further."
"Why? Are they going to attack me because I'm Ginny Weasley a mudblood lover? Or are you going to do that yourself?"
"No. I'm just saying. You don't want to. I don't know you very well but..." She sighed and walked over to where Ginny was standing.
"I know you don't want to."
Ginny stopped and looked at her for a second.
"You know your really pretty for a girl who just tried to commit suicide." Blasie put her hand out to move a hair out of Ginny's face. ginny flinched and moved to the side.
"I'm not going to hurt you." Blasie chuckled and moved the hair.
"I can see why he likes you so much. He can hardly eat if people are in the way of your view."
"I'm not pretty."
"Come again Gin?"
"Listen, I'm not pretty, and I'm not for Draco. So let me go ruin my life some more elsewhere."
Blaise shut the door and went to make Draco's bed. She sat down on it and stared at Ginny.
"I'm not stopping you really. Lets just say I'm just helping you in the right direction."
Ginny started walking toward her. Maybe one more minute in this room wasn't so bad.
"Ginny, you ARE pretty. I don't care what you say because your not on the outside. So you ARE pretty. Okay you got that?"
"Sure."
"Okay look. One of my best friends is walking around the school because he hasn't been out of this room for more then one second. Do you know why?"
Ginny looked down.
"Not just that. If you would have gotten a little tiny scrape he would be up here for as long as he has been."
Ginny looked at Blaise while she uttered all these words. 'Blaise had very pretty eyes and long black hair...why was she complimenting me?' Ginny thought to herself.
"And...what Ginny?"
"I can hear you say these things...but somehow I just can't believe them."
"Well, your going to have to sometime. Or you will realize them on your own. Because you really are. You have grown so much Ginny. I have watched you over the years. Draco actually has always had a small thing for you. But he blocked it out."
"How do you know?"
"I'm his best friend. He tells me everything. Even if I would ruin his reputation. he knows he can trust me."
"I've never seen you guys together. Since you guys are best friends and all, wouldn't you be?"
"He has other friends too and his own life. I try to not get too involved because really there are some things I'd rather not know. But every time he talked about you, it interested me. You have made him grow too, even though you may not think it. He grew apart from his fathers ideas and started to gain his own. You, being a Weasley, and him liking you made him grow. You really changed him for the good. And I've been telling him for years to do so and you come along and do it with just one glance."
Blaise started to laugh, and Ginny smiled a bit.
"So he's liked me for a while?"
"Yes, he has. Since about 5th year I think. Wait...he first told me he thought you looked pretty in the middle of fourth year. It was quite a long time ago. He's just good at hiding things and suppressing feelings is all."
"I just don't want to hurt him anymore."
Blasie took in a deep breath and looked at Ginny.
"Listen, he's Draco. He can handle his own. He's known about your liking of Harry Potter as the whole school. You have never 'dated' until Draco. So he understands your little need to expand for a day. Even though, it was something that hurt him deeply. He didn't want to loose you. There's just something about you that makes him soft."
Ginny kind of felt anger towards her. Her 'need to expand' ? What was her right to say that? She had no right...what was her problem? But she did deserve what she had coming to her. Every dripping bit of pain was what she deserved.
Blaise saw the fire in her eyes light up again.
"Go."
"What?"
"Go talk to him. I'm guessing he is back by now."
Blasie walked off and out the front entrance to his room.
Ginny got up and grabbed her wand. She made her way to the back entrance.
Her hair swayed as she made her way down the stairs. Her hand graced the wall. She felt different. Her arms feeling better. Her head feeling cleared. She tapped the wall with her wand.
The door slid open. Draco's face appeared slowly as the door moved aside. His face tilted slightly down. His eyes looked so alive and you could see a sense of wanting in his expression. Ginny looked at her arms, and took off the cut up shirt on her left arm, The shirt fell to the floor. She moved on to the next arm but Draco grabbed her. Ginny's eyes flickered and she looked up. Draco pulled her close and kissed her. Did she deserve him? Did it matter? She had him, and well, she never wanted to let him go.
Ginny held the back of his head as they kissed. Merlin, how did she deserve this? Ginny wanted to be as close as she could, her hips would grind on his. Their foreheads rested on each other as Draco looked down at Ginny.
They both panted, out of breath.
"Ginny..."
"Draco, I have to tell you something."
"Hmm?"
"I...i think i l--"
"You fucking bastard! Get off of her!"
Just then McGonagall and Ron had walked up.
"What the fuck are you doing?"
He pushed Draco violently off her.
"Ronald Weasley control yourself!"
Ginny threw her one uncovered arm back behind her. McGonagall frowned on her. What was going on?
Draco had been pulled away from the heat and comfort of someone he cared for deeply. Who the hell ripped that apart? He wanted to kill the bastard.
Draco jumped up.
"Weasley! You fucking git you bloody bastard, YOU..."
He didn't even bother to finish his sentence, and just punched him as hard as he could in the face.
Ron stumbled backwards and held his nose.
"Stop it now, the both of you!"
McGonagall stepped in the middle of them, Ginny still backed against the wall. Afraid to speak. Her cover was off, she didn't know what to do.
"Ginny, the Headmaster needs to see you. Your mother is here. Don't bother putting robes on Ginny, your mother is here."
Draco's breathing slowed a little bit and he looked at Ginny and McGonagall.
"Why?" Draco said, being protective.
"It's none of your business you git!" Ron shouted as he held his nose still from the bleeding.
"Ronald, you go to the hospital wing while I take your sister up to see your mother."
Ron hesitated, giving one last death glare at him. Draco returned the favor as Ron stomped off in the opposite direction.
Ginny spoke up, her voice a little shaky.
"Wh..y...do I need to see the h-headmaster?"
McGonagall again looked down.
"It is about your arms Miss. Weasley..."
A/N OOOOH. What happens now? Well, you wont be able to find out until you review. I expect 20 at LEAST. Also no time for thanks in this chapter, in too much of a hurry to get it up! But I will say, THANK YOU ALL. Even though I can't do it individually.
