Part 29
Trance's POV
I slowly open my eyes to bright light. I'm in a white room, as far as my eyes can see its nothing but white. I take a look at myself, I'm in a black corset dress flowing to the ground, and my skin, I almost faint at the sight out it, its white, pure white, no gold or even purple tent at all.
I look around, wondering where I am and why I'm here. "I'm dead.... I died... this is wrong..." I say to myself. I have to be dead, my body was completely destroyed, I should have just disappeared in to space, my energy given to the stars. But I'm here, in a white colorless room in a black dress. Why?
Suddenly everything goes blank, my head spinning uncontrollably, I'm too dizzy to keep my eyes open. I slam them shut trying to calm the spell, with no luck. I scream out in rage and it stops. I open my eyes and am shock by what I see, I'm no longer in the white room but aboard the Andromeda, battle lights blazing. I see Harper, a pained look on his face, I smile weakly "Harper?" I jump back as he begins to scream my name, heart wenching scream, again and again, tears flowing down his cheeks. I spin around to see the remains of a ship and it all snaps into place. "Oh god" I say to myself. I turn back around to see Harper now leaning over his consol shacking with sobs. I'm beyond shocked, I feel numb at what's happening.
I look over to Dylan and see a look I've only seen once... in myself. A look of hate and wanted revenge. I see Tyr, his eyes wide, anger on every inch of his face and body. I jump yet again as Rommie pops up next to me saying that Beka's back. I watch in fright as Tyr slams his fist into the consol and storms out. Then in pain as Harper runs out. Leaving Dylan and Rommie. I watch as Dylan slowly walks out speeding up with each step. Now leaving a confused looking Rommie, trying to make a logical reason for my death, she to soon turns and walks out.
The dizzy spell over takes me again and I spin, head pounding this time. I throw my hands up to hold my head. I soon feel the pain subside and the spinning stop. Opening my eyes I see the white room again, in my black dress, with white skin. I feel a tear run its way down my cheek.
"Oh don't cry for them." says a voice. " I spin around and look right at myself, my golden warrior self. "What?... what's going on?" I look at her, her eyes seem darker than I remember or is that how I had looked, so sad and warn. "I'm here to show you what happens when you do something with out thinking and to give you a choice." her tone dark."Don't listen to her" I spin back around to see myself again. My purple , young, and innocent self. Her eyes light and happy. I remembered that self, I was happy then."What are you here for?" I sounded tired and I was, and I was confused, I hated not knowing what was gong on."Oh I'm here for the same reason, but I'm here to give you back that innocent self, to give you back the innocent life you once had a life where you can be happy a-" My gold self cut her off "don't listen to her, she wants to make you a weak helpless little girl again, I can make you what you really are, a trained killer, a warrior that can kill anything that's living. Hell you could take out Tyr if ya wanted." she leaned in close to me "Power that what you'll made for...Power." she smiles. I looked at her "I would never hurt Tyr or any of the crew, they love me. And would never give me any reason to hurt them... never" She smiles "Wait before you say that."
I grab my head as I begin to spin again, my head hurting worse than ever. I can't take it much longer and when I think I've had enough it continues on. It felt like forever before it stopped, but it did and I was in the docking bay. I saw Harper run in a full speed, tackling the alien "Harper No!" I scream as he starts to pound into him. I run to him and scream again, I watch as he hits the alien until he's a bloody mess, blood smeared his hands and the floor. And even then he continued, I started feeling complete anger at what he was doing to him, this being that had saved me and Beka and Harper was gonna kill him after I begged him not to. As I felt hope was lost Dylan ran in and pulled him off, Harper screaming "NO! ITS HIS FAULT!" pain in his voice. Dylan pulls him aside and say "Harper.....Trance said don't hurt him remember...it was her last words" I smile then I hear him again "We'll worry about the alien bastard's once Beka's better." No this can't happen. I rush to follow them as they walk out with a limp Beka and watch as Dylan yells for Rommie to take the alien to V deck. I stand next to Harper letting my hand run over his cheek "I'm so sorry" he looks at Beka as she opens her eyes "Hey Beka... nice to have ya back" I smile as Beka looks up "Good to be back" I see Dylan look her over and then freeze "Beka... Trance is...Trance blew up the fleet. She's gone Beka." It was more of a shock than I thought, hearing my self being pronounce dead. I watch Beka, she gets even more pale than she already was her eyes full of sadness "Trance" she whispers as she tries to get up but is only pushed down by Dylan looking her in the eyes I hear "Kill the Bastard's" those three words sealed there fait, and I knew it all to well.
I look at Harper his eyes seem glassed over, he's thinking I know he is, I've seen him do it a hundred times, I loved watching him think, he was so beautiful when he thought. I reached out and kissed his cheek softly, "I'll miss you the most" we walk into sick bay and I wait as they place Beka on a bed, she doesn't seem to be hurt much, but I notice her staining to see, that could be a problem. I laugh, look at me, even in death I'm a doctor. Rommie tries to examine Beka and as she always dose she tries to get away or was it she wanted to kill them now. As she tells Harper to get out I frown and watch him leave the room. And then Beka spoke "My eyes are messed up. I can't see very well." I am completely shocked as Rommie tells Beka of her condition, then almost start to cry when I see the true hate Beka now has for them, but I know she'll do it. I want to be with Harper again, as if I had done it I was next to Harper, he was standing out side of med looking at the door. I didn't know why I wanted to be here but I just felt I needed to be here.
But I didn't stay long, soon I felt my being pulled away, like I was going backwards, soon I found my self in my quarters looking at Tyr, in my quarters, next to my tree. Anger shot through every part of my body, my tree, he's going to hurt her, my tree. I watched as he tried to cut it and was shot with a future and then as he tried again. Anger still in me, I watched him take the cut branch and stop the cord from killing the branch. Then as he stormed out to V deck. I had to be there before him. And again I felt my self being shot to that place. I stood looking at the alien in his cell, then as Tyr came in, stopping Dylan from killing him. Maybe that sight of the future had done him some good. I look at the alien scared huddled in his little room. Then I see Dylan take another try at the alien, only to be stopped by Tyr. Anger rising even more, I see Dylan storm out and Try approach the Alien, they speak of Beka and that he can save her, he'll have to, or he'll die.
I see Tyr storm out to talk to Beka and I wait watching the Alien. Then I see Harper come in. I freeze, No this can't happen. I scream out "Ok let me out I've made my mind up!!"
My head shoots to pain and dizziness again, spinning again and again. Making me even more dizzy, And sick. I feel myself start to pull out of it. I scream out as one last shot of pain shoots threw my head and I'm dropped back to the white room. "Ahhhh..... I can't take that any more!!!"
"You'll never get used to it so live with it." I hear my goldself say. I look at her dead in the eye. "Why the hell did you show me that!!" she smiles again "I simply show you, your great loved friends, how easy they the go against you word." she laughs. "Stop it!" my younger self shouts, she pulls me in front of her "They did this because they loved you, they wanted revenge for your death. Harper loves you more than life itself, he'd put his in front of yours any day. You can't listen to her I can make it all disappear like it never happen....let me please" I look at her, never happen? But it has, I can't change that. I'm pulled back in front of my golden self "She wants to take your power, you can have the Andromeda, your own ship, your own war ship" she look me in the eye, hers sparkling. I smile "No I won't take the ship, but I will make some changes. Do it, send me back."
That was all she needed she smiled evilly "I can do that, one born killer coming right up." with a snap of her fingers the room went from white to black and back to white. I look at my self, RED I'm red, my skin shines bright red, the dress becoming a black corset top and skin tight pants, much like the ones I used to have. I felt knowledge coming over me, battle plans, ways to kill, the way ones mind may work, the knowledge to fly anything. I was a killer, I feel my hip and find two new blades, I look to my ankle one of the spikes nice and clean. I smile "So do I go back" I stop my voice its dark, darker and angered. I liked it.
My golden self smiled wickedly "Goodbye" with that I feel my self spin, I feel the pain but I block it out as if I was shutting a door. I feel it stop and I look around everything's stopped. I'm looking at Harper standing in front of the Alien, I slowly feel things moving, First just the air then I hear sounds then I see Harper start to move. As if I didn't even have to think I reach out and push Harper back, slamming him into the wall. He looks at me complete fear in his eyes "Trance!!!?" I walk up to him and swat down "Stay" he gulps and nods. I look over to the Alien and then back to Harper. "Gun now" I put my hand out as he hands me the weapon. Just as I stand back up I see the doors open with a very pissed Tyr walking in. I take one look at him " you touched my tree" then I hit him hard in the face with my elbow, then bringing my leg under his knocking him to the ground hard enough to knock him out. Then I smile more evil than I ever had. I speak out loud "Ok Andromeda send the rest of your crew hear to stop me, or you can get on with what you have to do fix Beka then we can all talk, there's gonna be a few changes on this ship.
Ok people Harper can go. Hope you liked this I'm doing as I'm sick but I didn't want to make you all wait.