Sorry it took forever to get this up, I've been bust with school and I've been sick since Thursday so I hope you like it, enjoy and review even if you hate it.

CHAPTER8/ HURT

The next morning Emma woke up feeling warm and happy, turning over in bed she saw why she was so happy. Jay was sleeping peacfully next to her his mouth was open just a little and she just laid there watching as he slept. She watched his chest rise and fall with each breath he took, Emma moved closer to him and he instintly put his arm around her pulling her closer to him, her lips softly kissed his neck barley touching his skin. But it was enough to wake him up, he rubbed his eyes and looked down at her with a smile on his face. "morning beautiful." he kissed her on the lips and burried his face into her neck. "I like this." she said to him "what waking up cause I sure as hell don't." she laughed at him "no I mean waking up with you next to me." "oh yea that, eh its okay." he laughed when she smaked him on the shoulder. "I'm kidding." he looked into her eyes and pushed some hair out of her face "I love you Emma." "I love you too." Jay leaned down and kissed her, she wraped her arms around him and pulled him closer to her and made the kiss deeper. Jay moved his mouth to her neck and smiled when he saw the hicky he had formed and laughed "What are you laughing at?" she asked when he stoped kissing her, "that." he said and pointed to her neck, She sat up in bed and took her little mirro that was next to the bed and saw what he was talking about. "JAY!!!!" she laughed and hit him. "What can I say you taste good" he said and moved in to kiss her neck again, making her forget anything she was going to say, "okay fine you get away with it this one time." she said breathlessly, and closed her eyes as he laid her back down on the bed.

Jay moved between her legs when the phone started to ring, Emma groaned and pulled away to reach for it "no leave it." Jay said trying to get her hand away form the phone "Can't it could be my mom." she pushed her self up and Jay rolled over on to his side as she answered it. "hello?" "Hey Em, I need a favor." it was Spiner "yea sure what's up?" "okay well I have another math test coming up.""yea I know we're gonna study tomorrow." "yea that's the thing I have to work so I was thinking you could come here to the Dot and help me when I have a break?" "yea sure but I'm kinda busy so I'll call you later." "okay bye Em and thanks." they hung up and she laid back down next to Jay, "so can I pick up where I left off?" he asked already kissing her neck "no." she said getting up and putting his shirt on over her "What why?!" "because if we stay here in bed all day we'll never get to the shower", she said walking away. Jay sat there for a minute before jumping out of bed and picking her up and running up to the shower.

Emma stood under the hot water with Jay behind her kissing the back of her neck, "you know this shower is gonna take longer if you don't stop." she said as his hands moved across her body. "yea but this is more fun." he said against her skin, "okay I'll give you that." she turned and kissed him hard on the lips, they tried to pull eachother closer than they already were. Jay ran his hands form her hips down her legs and lifted her so they wrapped around his waist and turned so her back was pressed against the wall. He moved his lips down her to her neck and collar bone, she bent her head and kissed his neck while tighting her legs around him even more making him moan, he shifted himself and pushed deep into her with one fast thrust. Emma gasped and dug her nails into his shoulders. The slight pain form her sharp nails made him thrust into her harder and faster.Emma moved her hips meeting his her back sliding against the wall, her chest pressed against his. Both were breathing hard and fast trying to stay with each other, but Jay was losing his control and he wanted her to cum with him. "Emma I can't wait much longer." he moaned into her ear biting it lightly, he held her against the wall with his body and one hand supporting her leg, while his other went to her breast. Emma moaned and bit her lip to keep from screaming, his fingures were pinching at her nipples and kissing her. He thrust up into her a few more times before she came, he thrust once more sending off his own climax.

Jay leaned his head aginst the wall behind her breathing hard, he let go of her legs and she slid down from the wall. Jay was still leaneing against the wall, and she pulled his face up to hers to kiss him. "I love you." he said agianst her mouth, "Love you too." They finished their shower, they went back to her room and got dressed, "what do you want to do?" Emma asked sittign on the bed looking at him tieing his shoes, "well I have a suprise for you but you can't have it till later." he said leaneing in to kiss her, she smiled into his kiss "I bet I can make you tell me." she said and her hands slid fomr his waist down to the crotch of his jeans, but he pulled back "okay that's not fair and you still can't have it till later." he kissed her again softly before they walked upstaries. "I have some stuff to do but I'll be back by 6 okay." "yea sure." she kissed him and he left leaving Emma to just hang around the house doing whatever.

Jay was at home trying to figure out what to do with Manny. He picked up his phone and called her "Hello?" "Manny it's Jay we need to talk" "finally seeing things my way, I hope?" he made a disgusted sound "not in your life, seriously Manny don't ruin this for Emma, please she's so happy." he couldn't believe he was begging her but he would do anything to prevent Emma from getting hurt. "Hmmm let me think....No this is to much fun you have till lunch on Monday." with that she hung up, leaving Jay with a dial tone. "Shit!!!" he yelled throwing his phone on the bed and pacing his room. "I can't tell her Manny doesn't have the guts to do this." he said to himself, he went over to his dresser and opened the top door. Jay reached in and took out the small black velvet box, opening the top he looked down at the contents of it and smiled. Snapping it closed he left the house.

At 6 the door bell rang and Emma opened the door faster than she ment to, and almost lost her balance. "Couldn't wait to see me huh?" Jay asked stpeing into the house, "naw thought it was someone else." she laughed when he faked a hurt look, "this is the thanks I get for being a loving boyfriend and bringing you a present." "Awww I'm sorry baby come here." she walked over to him and wrapped her arms around his neck adn kissed him softly, Jay pulled her closer and rubbed her lower back where her shirt exposed it just a little. When they pulled apart she looked at him and smiled "feel better?" he pretened to do think about it "yea I do." he kissed her once more and lead her into the living room and sat next to her. "I have something for you, and you have to tell me if you hate it okay?" he said reaching into his pocket to take out the box. "Jay I'll love it." she said taking the box he held out to her.

Emma slowly pulled the lid up on the small box and gasped when she saw a baeutiful ring sitting in there. "Jay it's beautiful." It was a white gold ring with the word "love" engraved in it there were two stones on either side of the wording. One was her birthstone, a ruby (A/N I have no idea when their birthdays are on the show so I'm making it up, but if you know let me know and I'll change it.) and his a diamond. He took it out of the box and took her left hand, "this isn't an engament ring, just a promise ring so don't freak out." he said with a laugh and placed it on her ring fingure. Emma was close to crying she was so happy. "Jay I love it, I love you." she held his face and kissed him softly, but there was still passion in it. She pulled away and smiled at him and then her ring, "I wanted to put out birthstones on either side of the world love because we love each other and to me we belong with each other, I will love you for all my life no matter what I love you more than anyone or anything in this world." Emma was crying now. He moved into kiss her gently adn hug her, he gently rubbed her back till she stoped crying. "I didn't know that you could be so romantic." she smiled at him when she pulled away. Jay smiled at her and pushed her hair off her shoulder "yea well don't tell anyone what will people think if it gets out." she laughed adn leaned into his chest. "fine it'll be our secret." she said adn kissed his chest lightly.

Come Monday morning Jay was a nrevouse wreck, he met Emma out on the steps of the school and grabbed her hand and pulled her close to him as they walked inot school,"Jay why do you look so worried?" She asked when he wouldn't let her hand go and keot looking around the school. "nothing's wrong." he started to say but he looked down when he saw the look she was giving him, "okay fine something is wrong but I'll tell you later, promise." he said to her and kissed her on the head before leaving for class. Manny was watching them from acoss the hall 'Well that's it I'm not waiting I'll do it now.' she thought and walked off to Emma's locker a black sharpie in hand. When she got there she made sure no one was around and started to write, She wrote the word "SLUT" in huge letters, this was only the begining to what she had in mind. She smiled and walked off to class. In class she took her normal seat next to JT, she gave him a forced smile and looked forward. Emma was infornt of her and she was talking to Paige, Paige had study hall and didn't have to be there for another few minutes so she was stoping to talk to Emma, Manny leaned forward and listened to thier conversation.

"Okay so spill what did you say what did he say!!" Paige asked she had a huge smile on her face and was practicly jumping up and down. Paige calm down before you pass out." Emma said laughing, "okay soory so tell me before I do pass out." "okay well he came over and I just kinda said it I mean I was so so so nervouse but once I said it I felt so much better, and the best part was he told me he loved me too." She had a huge smile on her face as she remembered what had happen that weekend. "Awwww, see I told you it wold all be okay, I don't know wahy you dout me." "I have no idea." they both laughed at that "okay so what else happened I mean you guys did have the house all to your selves and had just told eachother you love one another." Emma looked down adn blushed a little but looekd up and smiled, "okay well after we told each other that we loved each other,we.....we slept togeather." she said in a quiet voice she didn't want everyone to know just Paige. "oh my God Emma!!!! This is great I've never seen you this happy." she said happily and hugged her friend "I know and look what he gave me." Emma said holding up her hand and showing off her ring. "Awwww that is so sweet he really loves you Em." Manny had listened to the whole conversation and was really angry now, they had sex, they loved eachother, and he had given her a ring. 'That should my ring, this is going to be better than I thought' she thought to her self and smirking. The bell rang and class started during class Manny glared at Emma's head and came up with ways to ruin this for her.

Manny was waiting till lunch to tell everyone in the school about Emma and Jay, she had been watching them the whole day. Jay was holding onto Emma like she was his life line. "Jay what's the matter with you today, you seem off like someone is out to get you?" Emma asked him as she stood by his locker waitign fro him "I'm sorry baby I'm just a little off today." he kissed her quickly "okay I'm heading off to luch I'll see you there." she said and walked down the hall, Sean had been listening to them around the cornor and walked up to Jay. "hey what IS wrong with you?" "Jay looked up at him and slid down to the ground. "Man I really fucked up." Sean sat down next to him "what are you talking about it can't be you and Em, you guys are fine." Jay turned to look at him and then down at the ground "I never ment for this to go this far, I never thought I would fall in love with her." Sean looked at him confused he knew Jay loved Emma but he didn't know what he ment about the rest of what he said. "What do you mean Jay?" Jay got up and looked down at him "don't worry about it you'll find out soon enough unless I can stop it." with that he took off down the hall to go meet lunch.

Manny saw Emma sitting with all her friends, she smirked and stood on top of the table she was sittign at, she whisled and when she had everyone's attention she began to speak. "okay I have an annocment to make to everyone and it deals with our little Emma Nelson." she turned and smirked at Emma who was looking a little nervouse. "Well as we all know Emma has always stood up for women's rights and has the guts to call others sluts when she does everything she is against." After that statment peopel started to talk and look between Emma and Manny, Emma looked pale and looked like she was about to be sick to her stomach, Paige moved closer to her and placed a hand on her arm. "That's right people Emma Nelson has turned into the new class slut, she had sex with Jay and the best part is it was all a scheam, he didn't really love or even like her it was all a game to him. Sorry Emma the truth hurts but your just another slut who no one cares about." Manny said with a smirk on her face, Emma sjot up and ran out of the lunch room Paige and Hazel not far behind. Ashley stood up and walked over to Manny. Had ruined another life and AShely was going to put her in her place, she grabbed Manny's legs making her fall hard against the table smaking her head on the cornor. Ashley punched her hard in the jaw and then again in the eye and walked away.

Emma ran down the hall when she slamed into Jay, "hey baby what's the matter?" he asked taking her face in hsi hands, Emma glared at him and pushed him away. "Emma what the hell is the matter with you?!" he yelled "you, your my problem, I was a FUCKING GAME JAY?!!?" she screamed at him tears runing down her face, "Em I'm sorry it started that way but then I fell for you." he tried to tak her in his arms but sahe pushed him away again, "don't ever touch me again Jay it's over you broke my heart." she was crying now "Emma I'm so sorry I was going to tell you I never wanted you to find out this way." his voice cracking as he spoke, "well I did find out and it's over Jay I mean it I never want to talk to you again." she walked by him but he grabbed her arm, she didn't pull away but he felt his heart break into a million poieces when he saw the tears in her face and saw all the pain and confusion in her eyes and he put it there. "Emma please don't do this I love you." he wisphered to her. She shook her head and ran into the girls room. Her friends came running after her they didn't say anythign to him just glared adn went to take care of Emma. ' I just lost the best thing in my life, I just lost my whole life.' he thought sliding down against the lockers tears pouring from his eyes, this time he just didn't care if people saw him being weak.

"Emma com on hun you have to come out some time." Paige said to her Emma had locked her self in one of the stalls and was cryign he eyes out. "Paige I can't face everyone why did Manny have to do that?" "because she is a misserable little bitch who needs to make other feel bad. But she is wrong Em we care about you we love you, please come out." Hazel said standing on the other side of Paige. Emma came out and Paige and Hazel took her in thier arms as she cried a little more, then the door opened and Ellie walked in "Emma are you okay?" she asked coming up to them "not really." she said wipping her eyes and taking a few deep breaths. "yea I figured, um look I'm sorry this happened to you, um if you need another person to talk to or vent you can come to me. I know you and I haven't gotten along in the past but you didn't deserve this." Emma managed a small smile "Thanks Ellie." Ellie nodded and left the bathroom. Emma and the other stayed in the bathroom a few more minutes before they left, when they got out into the halls people were looking at Emma. Some guys were checking her out, making comments and girls were glaring talking about her like she wasn't even there, and some called out names. "well if it isn't the new school slut." a voice said behind her they turned and saw Amy and Alex there smirking at her, "guys just leave her alone." Hazel said to them Emma was not up to dealing with this at all "ummm how about no." Alex said she turned to look at Emma who was next to Paige looking at Alex waiting for her to say something. "I knew there was a reson Jay was going out with you slut." she said shakign her head, Amy was about to say something when Sean walked up "leave her alone both of you." he said standing next to Emma and putting his arm around her "Sean what is this your standing up for her?" Amy said with a look of disgust "yea I am and I told you both to leave so move it and Amy just for the record we're over." with that he lead Emma away with Paige and Hazel.

"Thanks Sean" she said as he took her out of the school, he told Paige and Hazel he would tak her home, they agreed with some convinceing form Emma. They walked down the street his arm still around her in comfort "no problem Em." "why did he do it Sea?"she asked and sat down on a stone wall, he sat next to her and looked down "I have no idea Emma I know he loves you but why he did this I don't know." she nodded her head and looked back down at her feet, "come on lets get you home." he stood up and they began to walk to her house. When they got there no one was home and they walked into the house adn down to her room. Emma walked over to her closet after getting rid of her bag and coat, Sean took of his coat and sat on her bed and watched as she moved things around in her closet "Emma what are looking for?" "a box." she said coming out and settign a box down on the bed. "For what?" he turned and watched as she walked over to her dresser and began looking through it till she found what she was looking for, it was a black zip up hoddie Sean recoginzed it as Jay's and knew what she was doing "I'm gettign rid of all his things, everything he's given me,and things he's left here." she said placign the hoddie in the box. She placed pictures and a few small gifts he's given her and sentimental (Spelling anyone?) things like the movie stud form their first date things like that. Sean saw it was hurting her to have to do this so he walked over to her and took her in his arms. "It'll be okay Em, it'll be okay" he rocked her gently till she stoped crying. Sean left a few hours later and Emma placed all of Jay's things in the back of her closet, she wanted to throw them out but she just couldn't do it now, the only thing she kept out was the ring he had given her the other night, it hurt to look at it but she couldn't bare to take it off, she she placed it on a silver chain adn around her neck. She went to bed early that night telling her mother she didn't feel well and fell asleep cryinjg that night. She lost her heart that day she lost her whole world that day, she lost herself.

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Allie