Well, surprise, surprise, the chapter is just getting longer and longer. Already I'm up to 12 pages and am still nowhere near the end. So I decided to extend my story into four parts instead of three. This means you will get a taste of what is still to come and you can't say I haven't posted the next part anymore. So, enjoy your first taste of lime. Lemon will follow in the next part. And... well I fear the story has gone far too light for my liking but... I just couldn't help it, this pharaoh kept demanding he wanted to make love to Yuugi and to do it the way he wanted he had to push away some of his madness. For now, enjoy!
Title: Darkness' Addiction to Light
Part: 3/4
Author: Usagi-chan
Warnings: some madness, lime, lemon, light spoilers for everything in the manga till Death-T
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Romance, Darkfic
Pairings: Yami no YuugixYuugi
Disclaimer: Nothing is mine, I don't make money from fanfiction. I write only for fun and to get better at English.
Description: This fic starts from the mangas right after Yami no Yuugi won his game against Seto Kaiba in Death-T. Yuugi has been aware to his other half for some time now, and he has also told his three best friends about his darkness during Death-T. After Kaiba's games, thinking that he doesn't fear his other half anymore, Yuugi's assuming is taken back when he starts to remember more and more about the time when Yami no Yuugi takes control over his body and plays his games against the people who hurt Yuugi. Shocked about what he has to watch from afar and confused by what he is feeling during these times, Yuugi becomes sad and fearful again about his other half. This is, until Yami no Yuugi does more than punish bad people. He is finally able to talk to Yuugi and tries to convince him to meet in their soul room. Will this meeting help Yuugi to understand his darkness and his own feelings? Will he even dare to meet his Yami after all?
And I mustn't forget, many thanks to Deb for betareading.
This thing with the names:
Well, I am using the original Japanese Names but... since I saw a lot of fics where this terrible English names were used, I will give a "who is who here for help".
Yami Yuugi Yami no Yuugi, Mou hitori no Boku (called by Yuugi) (YY)
Yugi Mutou Yuugi Mutou (YM)
Joey Wheeler Katsuya Jonouchi (KJ)
Seto Kaiba Seto Kaiba (SK)
Tristan Taylor Hiroto Honda
Tea Gardener Anzu Mazaki
"Speaking" Speaking
'Thinking' Thinking
"Mind communication" Mind communication between Hikari and Yami speaking of the spirits outside the soul rooms
"Wait!" he pleaded to his darkness. "C... C... Can I see... yo... ur ... your room?"
The Yami looked his Light in the eyes, and a smile came to his lips.
"If you wish," he whispered huskily and he turned to lead his Hikari to the impressive iron door, which opened as soon as he stood before it.
Light's Surrender
They entered the Yami's room and Yuugi couldn't help but gasp at what he saw. For a moment, fear, excitement, confusion, everything that he felt, were forgotten.
"That's a labyrinth!" he acknowledged, stunned, his eyes drinking in the sight of stones, stairs and doors, the hieroglyphic paintings and everything else the room was exposing.
"This," Yami no Yuugi explained, while kissing fingertip after fingertip of Yuugi's hand, "Is my soul room. I can't remember who or what I am and because of the long time I spent in darkness, my mind became non-transparent and complicated. But I've been told that there is one door somewhere in this whole labyrinth, where my past awaits me. One day, I will open this door, I will make sure of that."
Yuugi nodded absentmindedly, his body unable not to shudder from the kisses his Yami was giving him, especially the moment when the darkness took one finger into his mouth and started to alluringly suck on it.
"Mou hitori no boku," Yuugi whispered, fear, warmth, confusion, longing and desire coming back to his senses with his Yami's actions.
"Let's go, little one," the darkness murmured wantonly and nibbled softly at the other's earlobe. He smirked when he discovered that he had obviously found a sensitive part of his delicate Hikari, because the small body was shaking pleasantly now, and a very, very small and silent moan escaped from the sweet, sweet lips.
"At last, there is one room in this place which has been created by myself," he continued to whisper while he took Yuugi's hand again and started to lead forward to a certain door. "You will like it, I hope."
He opened a door of dark green, exposing a big room with a blue ceiling and walls, with an even bigger bed in the middle of it. The bed looked like it had been taken from Seto Kaiba himself, big, soft and inviting with a lot of cushions and a large, warm looking sheet.
Yami no Yuugi walked swiftly over to the bed and made himself comfortable on the velvet looking sheets. Yuugi nearly forgot how to breath when he watched his darker half sprawl out on the bed. The sight he presented couldn't be registered in Yuugi's mind in any other way than delicious.
The darkness turned his gaze to the Hikari, eyes looking deeply into each other. Silently did the taller beckoned his Light over to join him. Yuugi followed the invitation hesitantly, but not unwillingly.
He went up to the bed, though he stopped by the edge, his fear coming back a little, not allowing him to take the final step. The darkness watched the inner struggle of the smaller one silently for a moment before he slowly and gently took a strong grip over Yuugi's wrist to pull the small body towards his own.
The Hikari gave a small shriek of surprise followed by a soft thud when he landed on the velvet sheets just beside his Yami. The taller one was immediately on top of the other, trapping the soft and delicate body with his arms and legs.
Yuugi was too frozen to even think of struggling. Yami no Yuugi smirked playfully, lowering his head to an ear, lips nearly touching the Hikari's sensitive skin there.
"And now, precious one, let me give you a taste of what heaven is like," he whispered huskily, sending shivers down the smaller one's spine. Lips covered the Hikari's earlobe softly. The darkness nibbled and sucked on the sensitive flesh lovingly until he decided that he wanted to discover new parts of the sweet face.
The taller one slowly wandered behind the ear, his tongue happily lapping every ounce of skin it found on its way. Then he trailed upwards along the neck, leaving a wet trail of salvia where his lips and tongue had tasted the delicate skin.
Almost silent, small moans escaped Yuugi during this ministration. Where his other half's mouth touched, it left a wonderful burning sensation. The Hikari couldn't deny that he liked the bubbling feeling the darkness left in his stomach through his actions.
But suddenly the hot seducing lips left his neck. Confused, he opened his eyes, only to be greeted by a fiery, bloodlike counterpart, burning right into the small one's mind, penetrating and flooding him with the feelings which were reflected in those depths. Yuugi had never experienced so much non-innocent, burning, lingering promises.
Lust, want, need, craving, fire, hidden desires now well exposed, poured just behind the eyes of the darkness which were so different from the open, tale telling eyes of the small Hikari. Yuugi felt his mouth going dry. His heart rate began to increase and it seemed as if a horde of butterflies had started to fly around in his stomach frantically.
The Light wanted to drown, to stop thinking, to just lose himself into the foreign feelings. He never even noticed when his arms wrapped around Yami no Yuugi, pulling him nearer to his own, smaller body. Lips crashed together, wantonly, craving, seeking. Tongues trying to touch and taste and hold and devour, battling and struggling with each other, fighting for dominance, which the darkness, in the end, won easily enough.
He played with his Hikari's tongue for a while, before he changed to softly nibbling at the other's bottom lip. Meanwhile, the darkness' hands decided they didn't want to stay still any longer. Slowly they started their journey downwards over arms and hips, slyly creeping lower to Yuugi's legs.
The surprised teen gave a small squeak when he felt bold hands touch his thighs firmly and start to knead the soft flesh under the fabric lovingly. The darkness' mouth left the now, slightly kiss-bruised lips to again discover the delicate flesh of his Hikari's neck.
Yuugi became lost in the intense emotions caused by the touches and hot, wet lips. He wasn't prepared for the sudden jolt which tore through his body, causing his back to buck unconsciously and helplessly up into the cause of the unforeseen, marvelous feelings. He moaned loudly when another wave of sweet, sweet, foreign pleasure rolled through his system.
Yami no Yuugi had touched him, feather like, at one of his most private areas of his body - twice. Satisfied with the noise of response to his actions and also curious, the darkness looked down at the Hikari and nearly purred in contentment.
The smaller one's eyes were glazed over in uncontrolled, never before experienced desire. Pure lust overshadowed nearly every fear and uncertainty which had been left in Yuugi's emotional, over fogged mind. The taller one smiled widely in satisfaction, his own craving for his pretty light only heightening.
His hands, which had come to a short stop poised at the waistband of the pants that the other wore, awoke to life again. Fingers clasped on the end of the shirt the Hikari wore to push the fabric upwards. The other hand dived deep under the shirt, fingers caressing smooth skin, climbing upwards, slowly and torturously.
Yuugi's breath caught in his throat at feeling the still relative new sensations burning their pleasuring impressions through blood and mind. He moaned again, lightly, as fingers brushed softly over one of his nipples. But suddenly the hand retreated in it's journey and left completely from under the shirt.
Confused, Yuugi opened his eyes, which had closed somewhere along the line when his Yami had started the more intimate ministration. His dizzy gaze fell to the burning one of his other half's, who wordlessly pulled his Hikari towards him to ravish his sweet, sweet mouth with his own, hungrily. When he pulled back again, the smaller one was even more dizzy and lost in the world of pleasure.
Slowly and carefully, so as not to startle his light, his hands began to open the buttons of the top of the night-cloth Yuugi wore. While more flesh was exposed to the eager darkness' eyes, the Hikari's mind began slowly to become a little clearer again and he realized what his other half was doing just as Yami no Yuugi had opened the last button.
The darkness had the light still trapped under him, both in sitting positions, chests near to each other, ready to touch.
"Mou hitori no boku... I... I," the small one whispered, fear coming back to his mind and affecting the tone of his voice. But Yami no Yuugi simply put a finger over those so soft lips, silencing whatever his lighter half wanted to say.
"Shhhh, it's all right, mou hitori no ore," he whispered back, voice deep and alluring in its want and need for the body he was sitting on. "Don't fear, don't be afraid. Just concentrate on the warmth you were surely feeling just before. I plan only in heightening these feelings you had previously. Just close your eyes and enjoy. Let yourself fall, let yourself feel, allow your body to be under my control."
Yuugi couldn't do or say anything in reply. He was numb, enchanted by the voice of his darker half and his heart beating fast within his body. He allowed his Yami to remove the shirt he wore, his body left to shiver, though not from the cold.
The taller one pushed the delicate upper body gently back onto the cushions of the bed, his eyes darkening with desire when he let them roam over the now, totally exposed chest. Yuugi's heart rate increased even more when his other half's lips neared his face again to lead them into another deep, lingering kiss.
Yuugi closed his eyes, when their lips met hungrily, his hands dug into the fabric of his other half's black top. He wasn't even aware of his stiff fingers starting by themselves to open fasteners of the shirt, to free the darkness of his own garment.
Yami no Yuugi ended their kiss, though not before his own top was open. Only then did he draw back from those sweet, addicting lips to slowly peel off the garment he wore, while being watched by the wide, open eyes of his hikari.
The darkness smirked slightly when he saw the look on the smaller one's face, exploring the well built chest with his eyes. Enchantment and wonder lay in those 'oh so open' and inexperienced depths. Yami no Yuugi gently took one of his other half's hands to pull him in a sitting position again before guiding the hand slowly to his exposed flesh, showing him exactly what he wished for the smaller one to do.
Shaking fingers obediently came first in contact with heated skin, stroking slowly and with true curiosity over strong muscles. They explored every curve, every unevenness, trying to take in as much about this fascinating being as possible. As if in a trance, the smaller one's hands started to quicken a little.
Fingers became bold, instead of simply exploring, they started to stroke and caress, leaving the darkness to purr in delight when Yuugi shyly, for the first time brushed over one of the already, half erect nipples. Oblivious to his unintended teasing he continued to discover the well built upper chest and it's two glorious nubs.
Only when his curiosity was satisfied did the hikari move forward to the lower regions. Now bolder hands stroked over the soft flesh of his other half's belly. One finger even dug into the hole of the navel before the hands continued to wander to the sides, stroking over hips, up and down.
But when Yuugi finally reached the garment of his Yami's trousers, it seemed that he awoke from his trance-like state and fear made itself known again. His arms fell to his sides and small shivers ran through the more delicate body.
"Sorry but I... I just... I..."
But the darkness immediately silenced him by placing a finger over trembling lips.
"Shhhh, sweet Yuugi, say no more!"
He replaced his finger with his lips to ravish this, oh so addicting mouth in a deep and slow kiss. At the same time he pressed the smaller body gently back to the sheets, his own body following until he lay tightly pressed against the other's chest on top of Yuugi.
For a moment, darkness simply basked in the feel of his other half's naked skin against his own, feeling the slightly quickened movements of the chest, body heat and so, so, so soft skin, brushing, teasing, lulling his senses into sweet contentment. Then he placed his hands left and right of Yuugi's head and lifted his upper body up again. In the same movement he arched his back to press his lower body tighter against the one under him.
Slowly he started to rub himself against his small Hikari. Yuugi gasped in surprise and let out a long, loud moan. He couldn't help it. What his other half made him feel was incredible. Pleasure and heat were flowing through his body leaving him light headed again. It felt so, inconceivably good.
"Kami-sama, oh my," the small one whispered again and again like a mantra. How could it be, that a being like his other half, who was so violent and merciless against others, could be acting so gentle, touching him so softly and making him feel things he'd never felt before in his life? How could it be that instead of being afraid, like he was supposed to be, he felt safe, loved, cherished, comforted and warm?
Why every touch, every stroke left him craving, wantonly, near to even screaming for more? It was confusing; but as the darkness went on pleasuring his light, fog overflowed his mind and all doubts and confusion vanished.
"Why? Oh so good," Yuugi moaned and unconsciously bucked up, crashing himself against the other's lower body, wanting, needing, craving, tasting. For the first time, the Yami let out an ecstatic moan himself.
His hands touched the sweet body under him. They sneaked lower until fingers reached the waistband of the night trousers, the last garment which denied the darkness a fully exposed view of this, beautiful being.
Yuugi didn't see the yearning glimmer in his other half's eyes since he had his own closed only to feel and not see. So he didn't notice what his Yami was planning until he felt fingers firmly taking hold of his trousers and boxers that he wore underneath and slowly pushed them down.
The small one's eyes snapped open in shock and surprise. But he didn't do anything to stop Yami no Yuugi's action. He was not even sure why. Was he afraid or was it this strange feeling of excitement? He couldn't tell. All he noticed was that his body was starting to tremble and it was not because of fear. Not entirely.
Silently and with open eyes, which watched every movement of his darkness, did he allow the taller to fully free him of his last garments. They were tossed aside carelessly by the other, before he focused on his own trousers and started to slowly undress his lower body as well.
Burning red eyes didn't leave the wide open ones of his hikari as the darkness stepped out of his last garments and allowed them to join the other trousers lying on the ground. He crawled over to his light and proceeded to lose himself in another deep, searing kiss with the small one.
Even though the mixture of shock and curiosity still lingered within his senses, Yuugi couldn't help but accept and respond to the craving kiss eagerly and willing. He even allowed his darkness to cover his body with his own, to feel flesh touching flesh in every part of their bodies.
Somehow this feeling was even greater and deeper than it had been when just their upper bodies had touched. The small built teen couldn't deny the feeling of comforting, alluring heat, which was his other's body. He let out a content, though shuddering sigh, his eyes closing in enjoyment and even bliss. It just felt so, so right, like nothing else in this world ever had.
Yami no Yuugi silently let their bodies feel, touch and adjust to each other, slowly discovering and awaking more craved for pleasure. He kissed his lighter half again, coaxing his tongue into a slow, sensual and very intensive battle. Tasting, stroking, caressing the sweet cave of the smaller one's mouth in a kiss which turned out to be deep and wet.
When he broke the kiss again, he had his hikari panting and wanting. Chest moving even more quicker than normal, eyes still closed, lips slightly parted, glistering wet and kiss bruised, inviting, begging to be captured and taken again.
It was nearly impossible for Yami no Yuugi to resist the will of his carnal instincts and not kiss the being under him senseless again. But he refused to give in to his urges. Instead he just gave the small teen a chaste peck on the lips before he bent further, near to the right ear.
"Yuugi, let me take you?" the darkness whispered softly, voice full of want and desire. The small one rested his arms left and right beside his head, a silent invitation for his other half to do with his body what he desired. But the Yami shook his head and stroked over the alabaster skin of his cheek, which caused Yuugi to open his eyes and look into the deep red pools of the darker one.
"Not like this, my Light," the Yami explained quietly. "I don't want you to give yourself to me because you agreed to the condition of the game we played earlier. This is not about the game anymore, my sweet, sweet aibou. This is about you and me. I want you, I desire you. I didn't deny it before and I won't deny it now. But I don't want to take you against your will, Yuugi."
He stroked and kissed his other half over his face, caressing skin and hair with breath and light touches. Yuugi slowly closed his eyes again, enjoying the feelings his Yami caused with this simple gestures, enjoying the feeling of being loved and cherished.
"See," the darkness continued, "I wish for you to want me too, little Light. I will take you only if you wish for it, if you desire me to do it, if you want me to love you all and whole. Do you wish for me to love you, sweet Yuugi? Do you want me?"
The boy on the bed, opened his eyes again and looked into the red ones of his darker half. While he simply stared, his arms wound around the slightly taller body on top of him and he pulled the Yami closer, as close as it was possible, their naked bodies rubbing at each other, causing jolts of pleasure to run through both of them.
"I do desire you," Yuugi confessed, silently. "By my own choice I do. I have for some time and I want you to take me. Love me, mou hitori no boku! Love me, ravish me, take me, please me, show me heaven like you promised you would do! Show me I don't love you for nothing."
The Yami's eyes started to glow even darker when he heard the words of his other half and pure lust shone within the face of the darkness.
"Yuugi, sweet lover mine!" he whispered huskily and bent down to share a hungry kiss with the smaller one. When they parted, Yuugi opened his eyes again and grasped one of the Yami's arms, his eyes apologizing and pleading.
"But, mou hitori no boku," he added timidly. "As much as I adore and may even love you, I can't agree with the way you deal with the threats to my life. Your wish may be to protect me, mou hitori no boku, but I just can't allow you to kill or drive people to madness. I can't allow this, I can't stand to watch this."
Yami nodded his head slowly, hands stoking lazily over exposed flesh while he considered his answer.
"I understand," he finally acknowledged. "This is the way you feel, sweet Light. But understand, that I just do what I think I have to do. And... I have been in darkness for far too long. This didn't help my temper any you know. I can't control the want for revenge against the people who hurt you or your friends. You have to understand that."
He paused for a moment and gazed kindly into the sad shining eyes of the boy under him and shook his head slowly.
"Maybe one day, my beloved one," he soothed. "If the pure light of yours continues to shine as it does right now, maybe one day my bloodlust and hunger for revenge will be satisfied or at least subdued. It will just take time."
Yuugi nodded and gave him a small thankful smile.
"Mou hitori no boku, I am grateful that you are at least willing to try to change, just for me. This alone means a lot to me."
The Yami bent down to kiss his Hikari again, long and extensive.
"Everything for your happiness, Hikari, everything," he said and added in a whisper. "But for now... let's forget about the outside world. Let me show you heaven, lover of mine!"
And Yuugi gave up his last resistance.
TBC...
Well, that was a good moment to cut now, wasn't it? -looks innocent around- Anyway, I am currently working on part four, which will hopefully really be the last part. ; And an Epilogue of course. But I am not sure how long it will take me to finish that last part. -sighs- I am very busy with university nowadays. Anyway, liked it, hated it? I hope you enjoyed.