False hope I had

by Nomanisan Island

A poem in Ayame's POV and what I predicted that she might have been thinking when she found out that Kouga had forgotten about her; and that he loved another girl. R&R, first attempt at a poem!

(False hope I had)

The first time I ever met you

I was merely a young child

I probably was innocent,

So carefree and so wild.

Once day chased by demons,

So helpless; weak was I.

You then thought that I liked you;

Now that fact, I deny.

You offered me your sturdy back

And gave me a long ride.

To my cozy den we went along

With the sunset by the side.

Your soft locks, jet black,

So ice blue were your eyes.

I never ever believed you could

Ever spill such lies.

Never had I forgotten the day

The day that I was saved

And from then on to meet you

Just once again I raved.

When you were of age

You said you would be wed

Not just to a common girl

But to me, I know you'd said.

Now I'm fully mature, and

Of course I am of age.

So why is it that the girl next to you

Gives me so much rage?

You always warmed my doubtfulness,

You softened up my heart.

But it seemed like you were waiting

To tear it all apart.

Several years I've trained

And several years I've waited

To become of age, and now I came

To see the girl you've mated.

You didn't mate yet; of course, I know

Because too small and young she was.

But you wanted to mate her anyway

I asked you why, and you said 'cuz

You loved her, so much

Deep down to the bone

How her black hair sparkled,

How her chocolate eyes shone.

Kind to her enemies and

Friends alike was she

But I still can't get it;

How the hell is she better than me?

I have flowing crimson hair

And emerald eyes

Am I still alive in you?

Or have I already died?

I guess I have, and died I did

A long, long time ago

Only weaving through your

Forgetful mind one time to and fro.

But still I don't understand myself

How you would have lied;

And too late, I know, but I must ask…

Why, Kouga? Why…?

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And here is my first (and yet somewhat blank) poem. Just something I wrote on a lazy Religion class...I personally thought I didn't have much talent in writing poetry, but I seriously don't know...as you probably know, this poem is in Ayame's POV and what I thought was probably running through her head when she found out that Kouga liked Kagome. Weak, yeah, I know...but can you guys R&R anyway? It's nice to have reviews...