BECAUSE I LOVE YOU.
BY TIGRESSA1
Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters just the plot for this fic the characters are owned by the amazing JKR.
This is a slash fic there will be some swearing, and references to sex between male/male pairings if you don't like then don't read and please review
Chapter 3: Plans and Actions
Harry stirred from his sleep; reaching for his glasses, he noticed the clock on the wall said that it was only quarter to six. He sat up; not feeling the slightest bit tired this morning and his back only aching slightly. He looked over to Draco in the next bed and thought 'He really is beautiful, almost angelic, God, I love him. I think I always have'.
Not wanting to wake Draco, but wanting to be near him, Harry got up and went quietly to him. He stroked a stray lock of his now long blonde hair that was hiding his eyes, and then gently kissed his cheek; Draco stirred in his sleep with a little moan of pleasure and a smile, which Harry thought was breathtaking. For a moment Draco mumbled what sounded like "I love you Harry," in his sleep, then settled back into his dreams.
"I do love you so much, you know," Harry whispered to Draco.
He went back over to his trunk and got dressed as quietly as he could, as to not disturb Draco and Ron. He decided to head down to the kitchen to see if anyone else was up.
Just before he entered, he heard voices talking quietly in the kitchen. He knew the voices, but he couldn't tell what was being said. The voices suddenly went quiet so he chose this time to go into the kitchen, having no idea what he was about to see. He opened the door to greet the two.
"Good mor-oh sorry," Harry blushed.
He had walked in to find Sirius and Professor Lupin in the middle of a passionate kiss. They jumped when Harry bid them good morning, as they hadn't noticed that he had opened the door.
"Harry, I," Sirius blushed even more than Harry.
"I'm sorry I walked in on you. Don't worry I'll go back up."
"Harry, wait. This is not how we wanted you to find out," Sirius tried to explain.
"Sirius, its okay, honestly. To be honest, I've wondered for a while if you two were together. I'm really glad that you are," Harry smiled reassuringly.
"Still, this is not how we wanted you to find out," Replied Sirius, looking relieved as they hugged.
"So, how long have you two been together?" he asked.
"We got back together after the Tri-Wizard Tournament."
"Really, wow, so you were together bef-" Harry broke off. He realized that they must have been together before Sirius was sent to Azkaban.
"We first got together when we were in the sixth year at Hogwarts," Began Professor Lupin. "I think its time you called me Remus, don't you Harry?" Harry smiled, then hugged Remus.
"So Harry, you're up early, are you okay?" Sirius asked.
"Yeah, I'm fine. I've been an early riser for a while."
"As long as you are fine. How is your back today?" Remus asked.
"Its loads better now thanks, just aches slightly. I'll be fine honestly." He told them sincerely, smiling at the two men.
"So, what will it be, tea or coffee?" Sirius asked.
"Tea please, Draco's the coffee drinker." He replied with a grin.
"Ah yes, I was meaning to ask you about that. When did you realize you were gay, and why didn't you think to come and talk to me about it? I could've helped you. I know you didn't know about me being gay but still you know you can talk to me about anything you know that don't you?" Sirius asked Harry, sounding a little hurt that Harry never said anything to him.
"I know. I'm sorry. It's just that once I realized that I had developed feelings for Draco, I was worried that you would all think I was nutters and I didn't know that he was in The Order, so I figured you guys would be pissed at me. I didn't think anyone would be okay with it. I only found out that he felt the same way about me yesterday."
"Well, you should know that everyone is okay with it Harry. Remus and I just want you to be happy we all do. You've been through so much you deserve to be happy. I also know that James and Lily would be over the moon that you've found love, and they wouldn't mind that you're gay," Sirius reassured Harry who was relieved to here his parents would approve.
"I'm glad you approve, even more so that Mum and Dad would too."
The three sat at the table. They could hear laughter from people coming down the stairs that announced that Draco and Ron were up. Harry stood to welcome Draco as soon as he came into the kitchen.
"And just where did you disappear to?" Draco asked with a mock hurt expression on his face.
"Oh shush, come here," Harry kissed Draco wrapping his arms around his waist.
"Hmm good morning," Harry said.
"Good recovery. Good morning lion," He whispered into Harry's ear.
"Hem hem," Ron said grinning.
"Sorry, Ron. Morning," Said Harry blushing.
"Morning mate, the girls will be down in a minute."
Draco and Ron sat on either side of Harry at the table with Remus and Sirius. Ten minutes later everyone was up, and Mrs. Weasley was cooking breakfast with Remus. Kreacher was no longer at Grimmauld Place, as he had died the previous Christmas, so Mrs. Weasley and Remus did most of the cooking. Harry, Hermione and the younger Weasley's helped to keep head quarters clean and tidy while they were there.
After having a hearty and very entertaining breakfast, due to Fred and Georges antics, as well as Tonks changing her appearance between each bite, they were settling down again when Harry asked a question.
"So, what's on the agenda for today?" Sirius looked to Dumbledore who answered.
"Ah yes, my dear boy, once Minerva, Kingsley, Severus, and Alastor arrive, there are a few important things we need to discuss. They should be here shortly."
Professor McGonagall, Kingsley, Snape, and Mad-Eye had left late last night and were to return for the meeting this morning to discuss Harry heading a new faction of the Order from members of the DA. They were to assist The Order and prepare for the approaching war with Voldemort. Also to be discussed was preparations for Harry's intensive training and schedule for him to continue with the DA, which needed to be finalized.
"I call this meeting of The Order of The Phoenix to order," Said Dumbledore
"We have the following agendas that need to be discussed. First of all we know that Harry has agreed to lead those trusted and able from the DA in years six and seven to create a junior faction of The Order. Tonks has been given a sabbatical from Kingsley to help give extra training to Harry, with Alastor starting on the second of August. Harry, I've taken the liberty of applying for you to take your apparition test on the fifth. It's essential that you familiarize yourself on the theory, perhaps Miss Granger can assist you," Harry and Hermione nodded in agreement to this. "I myself will be teaching you to apparate before the fifth. Mister Weasley, you, Miss Granger and young Mister Malfoy will need to do the theory and will start practicing to apparate when we return to Hogwarts, and as soon as you are of age we will take you to the ministry to be tested and obtain your licenses. I'm afraid that we are unable to do the same for you yet Miss Weasley, as you won't be of age until next year, but I'm sure that you will still be an important asset to The Order," Dumbledore gave Ginny a wink of encouragement, she smiled and nodded. "Now, I'm aware that we'll all have an extremely busy year due to your NEWT's, but we feel that if you feel up to the task, we would like for Miss Granger and young Mister Malfoy to be head boy and head girl this year-" Ron gasped in shock and turned to Harry.
"But I thought yo-"
"Mister Weasley, I can understand why you are shocked at this, but Harry will not have time to hold the duty of head boy, due to his extra training, the DA ,NEWT's and Quidditch Captain duties, as well as his position on the team, surely you understand?" Ron nodded.
"Sir, may I make a request?" Harry asked.
"Certainly dear boy."
"I would like Ron to take over as Quidditch Captain. I'll still be seeker of course, but Ron is my second and is more than up to the task." Ron again was in shock. "Don't look at me like that, Professor Dumbledore is right, I have too much already, and I won't be able to dedicate myself as a captain. I have to train for the war train and lead the DA. Besides, you are better with strategies on the pitch. I just catch the snitch," Harry grinned.
"A very wise decision dear boy. Now, I've asked Remus to help you with the DA faction of The Order Harry, as he has declined the role of DADA teacher, due to his having to disappear once a month. However, Sirius has gladly accepted the role instead, so when Remus is unavailable Sirius will be able to assist you. Is this acceptable to all?" Everyone nodded in agreement. "Excellent. Now, I believe now would be an excellent time to have a recess until after lunch. Lemon drop anyone?" everyone chuckled.
"Right, you lot go freshen up. I'll call you when its time for lunch." Said Mrs. Weasley.
Harry, Draco, Ron, Hermione, and Ginny went straight upstairs to the boys' room. They all sat on Harry's bed. Harry was the first to speak.
"Wow, Draco, Mione I'm really chuffed for you, congratulations." he said leaning over to hug Hermione and kiss Draco.
"No offence Draco mate, but I still can't believe that they didn't make Harry head boy," Ron said.
"None taken, I'm speechless myself," Draco replied.
"Honestly boys," Said Hermione, rolling her eyes.
"Harry knows why, he couldn't possibly be head boy if he wanted to, he has to train. You heard Dumbledore, the war is coming, Harry needs to prepare him self, learn all he can," Harry nodded in agreement with her, to confirm to the others that she was right.
"Harry, listen, thanks for making me Quidditch Captain," Said Ron.
"Well, what I said was true. You are the best at strategy on the pitch," Ron blushed at Harry's statement.
"To tell you the truth Ron, I have a feeling that I'm going to be too busy to have much time to myself," Harry sighed and looked to Draco.
Draco pulled Harry in to an embrace and looked towards the others.
"Guys, could we have a few minutes please? We can meet you back downstairs."
"Actually, Mione and I were going to go to her room for a bit anyway," Said Ron, his ears turning bright red.
"Well, I'll see you down stairs then," They left the room to give Harry and Draco some time to themselves.
"Harry, what is it?" Draco asked, as he bolted the door.
"I just… I guess its just hitting me that I know everyone is counting on me. I don't want to let anyone down, but I know that this year I'll need all the help I can get. I wish that this battle wasn't going to be at Hogwarts, I have to find a way to-" Draco stopped him.
"Harry, its okay, we are here and we are all with you. You have support, Ron, Mione, Ginny, and I will be with you every step of the way. You won't let anyone down, and I for one intend to be right next to you when you take the evil bastard out."
"But you could get hurt, or Mione or Ron! I couldn't bare it if anything happened to any of you," Harry started to sob tears in anticipation as to what could happen to everyone he loved. Even thinking of those who he didn't even know, thinking of the suffering and the torture that they could receive at the hands of Voldemort and his death eaters was too much for him. Too many had already been lost. Draco wrapped his arms tightly around Harry and rocked him gently, seeing Harry like this was breaking his heart.
"Shh, its okay my lion, we'll be just fine, we all will. With you leading us and teaching us what you learn in your extra training, the bastards won't stand a chance," He whispered.
Harry's tears had stopped some time later, and he was calming down. The two young men looked into each others eyes, and Draco came forward and kissed Harry tenderly. He kissed Harry's tears away, and Harry traced Draco's lips with his own, then ran the tip of his tongue over Draco's bottom lip. Draco let Harry's tongue meet his own, each lashing against the other, until they were forced to end the kiss through need of oxygen.
"Thank you. You know I love you, don't you, my dragon?"
"I love you too my lion. Come on, we've been up here a while, let's go and eat."
They headed down to the kitchen. When they entered the room, everyone looked at them, grinning knowingly as they entered the kitchen.
"And just what have you two been up to all this time?" Asked George, who was wiggling his eyebrows.
"Shame, shame knows your name," Fred called. Harry and Draco blushed, while the others were in fits of giggles, as they sat down to eat.
"Okay, now that we are all fed and watered, might we continue?" asked Dumbledore "We need to discuss the situation with the Dursley's," he continued.
"Sir, I really don't want to go back there-" Dumbledore put up his hand up to stop Harry from continuing his sentence.
"Precisely, it is important that you don't. However, we need to know what course of action to take against them for the way they have treated you Harry. I was truly horrified at hearing what they have been doing to you, and I'm truly sorry that I placed you there Harry," A tear tricked down Dumbledore's cheek as he apologized to Harry.
"You don't need to be sorry sir, I know why you had to place me there, and I understand, really, but I don't want any action taken against them," Everybody gasped at Harry's statement. Sirius, however, looked livid with anger.
"But Harry dear, they starved you and beat you all these years! They need to be punished." Sobbed Mrs. Weasley, remembering the state he was in when they saw him just yesterday. The others nodded in agreement.
"I know, but they still took me in. They may have tortured me all this time, but they still took me in. I was kept hidden, protected from Voldemort and the death eaters until I was ready to come back to the wizarding world. Please just let me forget them, I need to focus on the future not the past, otherwise I won't have a chance of getting rid of Voldemort."
"Harry, when did you suddenly become a man?" Said Remus.
"I just want to get on with this; the sooner I get rid of Voldemort, the sooner we can all live normal lives, without fear."
"Surely we can do something though?" Draco asked.
"Please can we drop this?" Harry asked.
"Can we at least send howlers for a few hours?" Asked Ron.
"If you really feel you want to do that, then I can't stop you." Harry said, trying to keep a straight face at the thought.
"That won't be needed," Said Sirius. A mischievous grin spread across his face.
"Why not though? It would totally freak the evil git out, and serve him bloody right too," Said Ron.
"It won't be needed because Molly already sent Howlers," Dumbledore said chuckling.
"Really? I would've loved to have seen their faces when it arrived, thanks Mrs. Weasley!" Said Harry laughing.
"I can't take all of the credit, Sirius and Remus helped me write it dear. By the way, isn't it time that you, Draco and Hermione called me Molly?" She replied.
"Okay then, thank you Molly, Sirius and Remus," He replied.
"Well, now that this matter is dealt with, are there any other issues that anyone wishes to raise?"
"I have an issue sir, if I may put it forward for discussion." Said Harry.
"Certainly Harry, what is it?"
"What happens if Voldemort finds out from the Slytherins about Draco's relationship with me and the fact that he's spying for The Order?"
"Harry, I'm a Slytherin. I've already got a plan, and I wanted to discuss it with you before going to Professor Dumbledore with it. Can we please discuss this later?"
"Alright, but it better be good. I don't want you in any more danger because of me."
"Sir, do we have any other spies in Voldemort's ranks?"
"Alas, no. Not where we need them. Why do you ask?"
"Have the ministry finished with Wormtail yet?"
"I don't like the sound of where this is going Harry," Sirius said.
"Sir, is he still being questioned, or has that idiot sent him for a Dementors kiss yet?"
"He is actually still being questioned Harry, why do you ask?"
"I want to speak to him before they're done with him. Before he is charged or sent to Azkaban."
"WHAT! Harry you can't be serious!" Sirius bellowed.
"Look, just please hear me out on this. As far as we know, Wormtail let himself be caught to try and save me. Well, the way I see it he still owes me for what he did to Mum and Dad, so why not let him spy for us? He claims he wanted to help, why not let him help this way?"
"Harry, no this is madness!" Sirius replied.
"Look, because of him I lost my parents. I'll be damned if I'll lose Draco as well. I don't want Draco in there."
"Listen to what you're saying! It's Wormtail you're talking about! Plus, if Draco suddenly stopped going to the meetings, and was found to be in a relationship with you, that would be like sticking a target on his back." Sirius tried to reason.
"Draco, I think we need to hear your plan now," Dumbledore said.
"Well it's quite simple really, as far as Voldemort's concerned. I can suggest forming a relationship with Harry. I'll tell Voldemort that I'm going give him a false sense of security, and then break him, so they'll think he will be easy when they plan to attack Hogwarts. That way, he'll need to tell me when he plans to attack so as to make sure that Harry will be broken and a softer target for him. He'll jump at the chance if he thinks that he has an advantage over Harry. You know he always underestimates Harry's abilities, so he'll think that a if Harry is broken, that will make him easier to beat."
"Now that's bloody madness, look-"Harry began.
"Harry, the plan is the best we've got. You know how hard it is to keep secrets at Hogwarts, this way we can be open about our relationship, and I won't be a target from death eaters. Besides, Wormtail may have been told to get caught on purpose. Just because I'm in the inner circle it doesn't mean I get to know every plan, just the major ones, we can't risk it."
"Harry, Draco has a portkey on him at all times for whenever he goes to a meeting, any sign of trouble and he will be able to leave swiftly," Said Dumbledore.
Dumbledore knew that the discussions were becoming heated and decided to put an end to this meeting. Anything else could be discussed at the next meeting.
"I think that it may be best if we continue this discussion at a later date, this meeting is over."
"Draco, I want to talk to you right now. Come on," Harry said as he took Draco by the hand.
"Harry, where are you-?"Draco began.
"Ron, 'Mione, I need to talk to Draco. We'll be in the study if we're needed," They nodded a reply, looking to one another knowingly.
Harry led Draco to the study. Sitting on the couch, he motioned for Draco to sit by him.
"I don't want you to spy for The Order any more."
"But I-"
"Draco please, I'm begging you. I won't be able to cope every time you go to those meetings."
"Harry, look at me. Listen, I want to do this, and I'm the in the best position to do this. There's no way they will suspect me. This plan is the only way that we can be open about are relationship, only those in The Order and the DA faction of The Order will know our true relationship. Others, like death eaters, will just think it's a deception to break you for Voldemort and leave us alone."
"So many people have been lost already, I don't want to lose you, and I couldn't bear losing anyone else."
"You won't lose me love. I'm a Slytherin and a Malfoy, give me some credit. This is the best I could come up with. Now come on, where's that Gryffindor bravery?" He smiled.
"Do you really think it will work?"
"Again, I'm a Slytherin, of course it will work," He smiled wiggling his eyebrows making Harry laugh.
"You're right, I'm sorry. I only tried to get you out of there because I love you, you know."
"Harry, I'm in there because I love you."
"Do you know occlemencey?"
"Yes, Severus trained me for that already. Now, stop worrying my lion and kiss me," Draco pulled Harry in for a loving kiss.
"Come on, let's go and see Ron and 'Mione."
As they came downstairs back into the kitchen Ron looked over.
"Hey mates, are you ok?"
"Yeah we're fine. I'm just, you know," Harry replied.
"It's okay Harry. Everything's going to be okay," Hermione said, coming over to hug Harry.
"So where is everyone?" He asked.
"Dumbledore and McGonagall had to rush off somewhere, Order business I think. They are coming back to talk to you later. Sirius and Professor Lupin went to check on Buckbeak, and Ginny's helping mum with something upstairs."
"So Draco, I hear you're a chess player." Said Ron.
"Is that a challenge?"
"Why, I believe it is."
"Your board or mine?" he asked and fell about laughing.
"Erm Draco, Ron is a good player." Harry said.
"I know he is, so am I. I finally have a challenge, you've no idea how crap at chess everyone else in Slytherin is."
"Oh, by the way, now we're on our own, you won't believe who and what I saw this morning before you guys came down stairs," Harry said.
"Oh gossip, do tell," Replied Hermione. Ron and Draco were half listening to him as they set up the chess board.
"Well it appears that Draco and I aren't the only gay couple around here," He said as Draco and Ron looked up from their game, just as eager to hear who Harry had seen.
"Who? Come on Harry, who?"
"Sirius and Remus," He said matter-of-factly.
"Really, wow. That explains a lot," Hermione squealed.
At that moment, Sirius and Remus entered the kitchen; the four looked up at them grinning knowingly.
"Hey, how's Buckbeak?" Asked Harry.
They all burst out laughing, tears running down their cheeks as they looked at the puzzled Remus and Sirius. Sirius' shirt was buttoned up wrong and his long raven hair was all over the place.
"What are you four laughing at? Come on let us in on it," Sirius said.
"Is there something you wish to tell me?" Asked Ron. Putting on a very straight face and doing a very good impression of Dumbledore, which cracked the others up even more.
"Remus?" Sirius looked to Remus who cracked up laughing as well.
"Padfoot, your shirts buttoned up wrong, and you might want to sort your hair out as well, maybe tie it back," He replied kissing Sirius on the cheek. Sirius blushed bright pink and went to tidy himself up a bit.
Ron and Draco's chess game was now in full swing. Draco was trying to get Ron on his own, and he had a favour to ask. Seeing that Harry and Hermione were having an in-depth conversation about how Harry would be starting the DA group when they got back to Hogwarts, he decided now would be a perfect time.
"Ron, can I ask you something?"
"Sure, what's up?"
"Would you please ask Molly if she would go to the jewelers next to Ollivander's and have them make this for me?" he asked handing Ron a piece of parchment with a design and his Gringotts details. "All they need is on there. Its Harry's birthday present, and I wanted it to be a surprise."
"Of course she'll do it. She's fond of both of you, you know."
"Thank you Ron, you're a mate, by the way," He said with a mischievous grin.
"What?"
"Check."
Over the next few days Mrs. Weasley had enlisted their help in cleaning Grimmauld Place from top to bottom. Everybody pitched in as if they were expecting an inspection. What Harry didn't know was that there was a surprise birthday party being planned for him, every one in the house knew about it and he was totally oblivious to their plans. The only problem was thinking of a way to get Harry out of the house long enough to get the party set up. Currently the lad's were tidying their room 'again', while Hermione and Ginny helped Mrs. Weasley with the living room.
"I have an idea," Said Hermione.
"What about 'Mione?"
"Getting Harry out of the house so that the others can get the house ready for the party."
"Oh. Mum, come here a sec, 'Mione's got an idea." Mrs. Weasley came over.
"Well, why don't we take Harry to Diagon Alley for the day? He could pick out what he wants for his birthday or something, even go shopping for clothes and everything for school, if we can get our Hogwarts letters on time. I'm sure he won't suspect anything."
"What about Draco though dear?"
"That's the easy part. We'll just do a glamour charm so he can change his appearance, you know his eye colour hair colour, that sort of thing. I'm sure one of you could cast it for him."
"Hermione, dear, that is a brilliant idea. I'm sure Sirius, Remus, and Tonks could go with you, just to make sure you're all safe. You tell Ron and Draco, I'll tell Sirius and Remus after you all go to bed tonight."
Meanwhile, Harry, Draco and Ron had finished their room. It was mostly Harry and Ron's mess, but Draco helped out anyway. After a long day cleaning and tidying Grimmauld Place, it was time to relax and after another entertaining supper it was time for bed.
"Ok you lot, off to bed," Mrs. Weasley said.
Ron went to kiss Hermione goodnight, receiving cat calls and whistles from Harry and Draco.
"Oh shush," Ron said as he went.
"Alone at last, come here my lion," Draco said pulling Harry to him.
"Draco, did I tell you how much I love you?" A very willing Harry asked.
"Hmm, not in the last hour," He chuckled. "I love you too, now come here and kiss me."
Harry pulled Draco even closer to him, leading him back towards his bed all the while kissing him deeply, 'Oh my god, I so want you right now' Harry thought. They reached his bed, now both kissing each other hungrily. Harry stumbled backwards as he reached the bed and pulled Draco with him. Time appeared to have stood still as steel orbs met sparkling emeralds. They gazed into each others eyes losing themselves in the moment. Each could feel the others need, and they brought themselves closer, noses almost touching. Draco closed the gap and their lips crushed together in a passionate want for each other. Harry gasped and Draco moaned both in pleasure at being so close to one another. Draco nestled closer to Harry as their bodies aligned themselves; they could feel each other through the clothes they were wearing. This time, it was Harry who moaned.
"I so want you right now, Draco," Harry said gasping.
"I want you too, but can we wait till your birthday to make it more special? Do you think you could wait till then? I really wanted it to be special" Draco replied teasingly.
"I don't know, what can we do until then? Two day's is a long time," he asked huskily.
"Hmm I'll show you," Draco said.
Draco moved himself against Harry's body, teasingly kissing him and exploring his body. Hands were exploring each other, each of them finding what pleasured the other, thrusting their hips together to feel the sensation of one another. This caused gasps and moans of pleasure, and continued until neither of them could take any more and moaned in release of the others touch.
"Oh Merlin, I love you Harry," Draco said "Two day's isn't that long is it?"
"I love you too, do that again. I think I'll be able to wait for you my dragon, as long as you promise to do that again. It was wow," Draco chuckled.
"Let's go get ready for bed, Ron will be back soon."
When they got back from the bathroom Ron was waiting for them. He looked up as they entered, and Ron gave Draco an I-need-to-talk-to-you look.
"Harry, Sirius just came up, he wants to ask you about something."
"Okay, cheers mate. I'll be right back."
Harry gave Draco a quick kiss and headed down stairs. Ron told Draco Hermione's plan to get Harry out of the house, while the others got everything ready for the party.
"I always knew 'Mione was smart," Said Draco.
"Yeah, she is, isn't she?" Replied Ron proudly.
Downstairs, Harry walked into the kitchen to find Sirius, Remus, Tonks, and Mr. and Mrs. Weasley at the table. They stopped talking as he entered; they all had serious expressions on their faces. 'Oh god what's happened' he thought.
"What's wrong, what's happened? Ron said you needed to talk to me, its not Voldemort again is it?" the others turned to each other and smiled.
"No, nothing like that. Listen, how would you like to got to Diagon Alley on your birthday? That way you could pick out your own gift off Remus and me. We could make a day trip of it, maybe go in to muggle London too, what do you say?"
"Really? I'd love to! Are the others coming? Can Draco come? Are we taking a guard? I can really choose my birthday present?" He asked excitedly.
"Yes really, I'm glad, yes, yes, yes and yes," Sirius replied and they all chuckled "Thought we could even get you some decent clothes that fit, too. The only decent clothes you have are your dress robes, which are getting too small, your school robes, and Molly's excellent jumpers. The clothes that the Dursley's gave you aren't fit for a house elf, you need clothes that fit."
"Thank you," Said Harry, and he went over to Sirius, hugging him as if his life depended on it.
"We could even get your things for the new term if your Hogwarts letters arrive," Said Molly. She looked at Harry as he hugged Sirius, and she thought 'I've never seen him this excited before. He's so happy these day's, it's about time he had something to be happy about.'
As they finally broke apart Sirius noticed that Harry was crying.
"Harry, what's up? You okay?" he asked.
"Yeah, I couldn't be happier."
"Are you sure Harry dear?" Asked Molly.
"Yeah I'm sure. It's just that, well, I've never picked out my own birthday present before, the Dursley's never bothered about my birthday, and I only started getting cards and present's for my birthday when I started at Hogwarts. The first cake I birthday cake I had was from Hagrid, and Hedwig was my first gift. Well, that I can remember anyway, I don't know what my first birthday with mum and dad was like. I don't remember. This is going to be the best birthday I ever had, thank you all of you," Harry dashed off upstairs to tell Draco and Ron.
There wasn't a dry eye in the room. Once Sirius was sure Harry wouldn't hear him he turned to the others and said.
"Merlin, if that's how he reacts to going shopping, how is he going to react to a surprise party?" Sirius stated.
Harry was just entering his, Ron, and Draco's room to tell them the news.
"Draco, Ron you won't believe this! Guess what we're doing for my birthday?" Seeing his excitement, they tried to not to give the game away.
"What are we going to be doing mate?" asked Ron.
"We're going to Diagon Alley so I can choose my birthday present off Sirius and Remus, and they said that I can go shopping for new clothes. Not just robes, but muggle clothes as well. They said we can go in to muggle London too, and if the Hogwarts letters come, we can pick up our things for next term."
"Cool, who's coming to be your guard, do you know?" Ron asked.
"Well, Sirius and Remus are definitely coming, probably Tonks, Kingsley, and Moody too, and your mum will probably come as well if the school letters come in time. Oh God, I just realized," Harry's smile vanished.
"What's wrong?" Draco asked.
"I can't go shopping for clothes! I've no idea what to get, I'll probably look stupid if I pick my own clothes out. I've never shopped for any clothes, apart from school robes that is," He sighed.
"It's fine. This is me you're talking to! I can help you, we all will. Now, do you have any idea what you would like off Sirius and Remus for your birthday?"
"Well, now that I come to think about it, I haven't had a watch since fourth year. I'd really like a wizard watch, you now with hands that tell me were you all are, like Molly's clock does. Is that a stupid idea, or do you think its okay?"
"It's a perfect idea. They might even get it engraved for you, there's a good jewelers next to Ollivander's where you can get it done," Draco said giving Ron a grin.
For Harry, the rest of the day passed in a blur of laughter and excitement, and it was only during the evening at supper that things became of a serious nature. Moody had come by to discuss the guard they needed for the next day's trip. Snape had also stopped by to check on Draco for his mother.
"So, that's the guard sorted for tomorrow. Remember, CONSTANT VIGILANCE!" Moody said. They all jumped at this and tried to stifle their giggles.
"Now Draco, Tonks will do the glamour charm for you. Any preferences?" Snape asked.
"As long as I still look gorgeous, I don't mind." He grinned, receiving giggles from the others.
Suddenly Harry's hand flew to his scar as he cried out; at the same time Draco and Snape hissed and grabbed their left wrists, wincing in pain.
"Oh shit, not now. Not tonight. Damn him!" Draco snarled.
"You have to go Draco," Said Snape.
"I know, I know. Impeccable timing as always, the bastard," Draco growled.
"Harry, I'm sorry. Are you okay? I'm sorry I have to go. I'll put our plan in action, so don't worry, I'll be back as soon as I can." Draco said as he kissed Harry.
"Please be careful, I love you."
"Love you too, don't worry," Draco said as he took out the Portkey, muttered the activation word, and left.
Harry stood a few moments looking at the spot Draco was, then turned and ran upstairs. Ron and Hermione stood to follow when Sirius also stood and said.
"Wait, let me go," They nodded in agreement, and Sirius followed Harry upstairs.
"Harry, can I come in?" Sirius asked quietly. Harry opened the door, he was in tears, and Sirius sat on the bed and tried to comfort him.
"I'm sorry, it's just, I can't not worry about Draco going to those meetings. I know he has to, I just hope the plan works. I love him so much, I can't bare the thought of losing anyone else just because they care about me. I just want rid of Voldemort so I'll know that the rest of you will be safe."
"I know Harry, but you need training first. We need you to be ready for him. I don't want to lose you, none of us do, we love you and you are our only hope. I'll stay with you until Draco gets back. He'll be fine, I'm sure of it."
"Thanks. Listen, don't let me fall asleep. I don't know if I can clear my mind at the moment, and I don't want to see the meeting." Harry muttered.
Sirius knew he had to change the subject to take Harry's mind of the Death Eater meeting.
"So, where would you like to go tomorrow? Any ideas on what you would like off Remus and me for your birthday."
Harry knew Sirius was trying to get his mind off the meeting, and loved his godfather even more for it.
"We were actually talking about it earlier, and I thought maybe a watch. I haven't had one since the fourth year. Then at least I can have you with me all of the time, even when I'm not in DADA class or on my Firebolt," He tried to smile. "Do you like the idea?"
"I think that would be perfect. If you would like a watch, then a watch it shall be. I may even have it engraved for you."
"I'd love that. Thank you," Harry said, achieving a smile.
"If you're feeling better, would you like to come back downstairs? I know the others are worried about the both of you; maybe we can have a butter beer or some of Molly's famous hot chocolate. What'll it be?"
"Hot chocolate. Maybe we can have butter beer when Draco gets back."
"Sure Harry no problem, come on then."
They went back down to the kitchen. When they entered, Molly was making hot chocolate for everyone. Everyone looked up as Harry and Sirius entered, and he gave them a sad smile and nod. They all sat and waited for Draco's return. Ron played chess with Harry, and Ginny and Hermione were chatting with Tonks. Snape had decided to stay until Draco returned, after all Draco was his godson, and he would do anything for him. 'I know how you feel, I feel the same way leaving Narcissa at home alone.' He thought as he watched Harry. Snape could see what Harry was going through just by looking at the expressions on Harry's face as he was distracted by Ron. It was clear that his mind was on Draco, not the game he was playing. 'He must really love him to be worried like this' he thought. Suddenly Harry was laughing, but there was something different about the laugh. It was not like Harry's normal laugh, he sounded insane. Ron looked to Hermione in panic; he had seen Harry like this once before. Seeing the look on their faces, Sirius started to panic and rushed to Harry's side.
"What's up with him?" He asked.
"The last time he laughed like this. it was because of V-V-"
"Say it, VOL-DE-MORT! Ron, say it!" Shouted Hermione.
"WHAT!" Sirius looked to Harry in confusion and panic.
"The only way we could snap him out of it last time was when I gave him a hard slap in the face, watch," Ron slapped Harry across the face hard.
"OW, Ron what was that for? Oh shit, it happened again, didn't it? He's happy, no ecstatic, about something," Ron nodded in answer to Harry's question.
The next moment Draco appeared.
"He is one sick bastard," Spat Draco.
"Draco, are you okay? Come here," He said hugging him for dear life.
"I'm fine, but you're not. Who slapped you?" He asked, wrapping his arms around Harry.
"Ron, I was laughing because of Voldemort. Why's he so happy all of the sudden?"
"Ah, well that, my love, is where we should be laughing. Our plan worked, he thinks that I'm going to break your heart so that when he wants to attack, he thinks you won't be ready to face him and that it will be easy to destroy you. The sick part is that he asked if he could have me."
"What do you mean have you? You don't mean…? Oh my God, that's sick."
"He was joking Harry, at your expense. How I didn't hex him to the next millennium, I'll never know," He explained then kissed Harry.
"I love you."
"I love you too Harry."
"Ahem, Draco, what else happened at the meeting?" Snape asked.
"He wants to take Azkaban, use it to hold prisoners. He mentioned something about to attack muggles more, and he wants to take over the muggle world too. He also mentioned the muggle government, we need to inform Dumbledore."
"Don't worry, we'll speak to Dumbledore. Its time you all went to bed now anyway," Mrs. Weasley said.
"Wait a minute, have you thought about your disguise for tomorrow Draco?"
"Oh, erm, black hair, blue eyes."
"No problem, I can do that for you," Tonks said.
"I should be off now. Good night Draco, Mr. Potter," Snape said, nodding to each of them and then apparating.
"Good night sir," Replied a stunned Harry.
"Good night Severus," Said Draco.
They all went up to bed; Ron, as usual, went to say good night to Hermione. Harry and Draco had some time alone.
"Can I sleep with you tonight? I was really worried about you, you know. I just want to hold you in my arms and never let go," Harry said.
"You don't have to ask, just come here my lion," Draco said, pulling Harry towards him for a good night kiss.
"Hmm, I feel better already. I love you my dragon."
"I love you too."
"So are you looking forward to tomorrow?" Draco asked.
"Yeah, I asked Sirius about a watch off him and Remus, and he loved the idea. He's even going to get it engraved."
Ron came back and noticed that Harry was in Draco's bed for the night. He grinned knowingly.
"Night mates. By the way, if you like, I'll sleep in Fred and Georges room tomorrow night. It'll give you two some time to yourselves; Harry will need to do a silencing charm and locking charm on the door though," He teased, wiggling his eyebrows and making Harry blush.
"Thanks, you're a mate," Harry began. "Night Ron."
"Night Ron, and thanks," Said Draco. 'This is going to be the best birthday you ever had my lion.' Draco thought as he snuggled up to Harry and they both drifted off to sleep,