Not totally sure what day it is...
9:30
Woke up. Severe pain. Decide to wait it out.
10:00
Remembered class starts in half an hour… Screw it. Still waiting…
12:00
Waiting interrupted by Feuilly, reminding me that Enjolras is speaking in half an hour.
12:01
Get up.
12:15
Finally find a stash of clean clothes…
12:16
Leave. Make mental note to do laundry. Sometime.
12:25
Arrive at Musain. Have coffee. Now semi-awake. Still in severe pain.
12:26
Finish coffee. First bottle of wine begun.
12:27
Enjolras arrives. Glances at my table. Scramble away in case he wants it. Spill wine. Double sigh. Wine lost, mocked by others, taunted mercilessly by Enjy for being drunk.
12:28
Not drunk. Resent that comment. Unfortunately, this left me with a desire to get drunk…
12:29
Order second bottle of wine. Stare at Enjy.
12:30
Speech begins. Have no idea what it's about. Fortunately, all about the same thing, so can make snarky comments at intervals. Stare at Enjy.
3:00
Even staring at Enjy getting tiresome… Ordered eighth bottle…
5:00
Woke up. Finished off twelfth bottle. Mmmm… Enjy still talking. Staring happily at both of him. Wish they'd stand still, though…
5:30
Dinner. Sat by myself, as usual. One of the Enjys left. Still staring at the remaining one. Accidentally spilled stew during staring. More mockery. "Winecask winecask winecask". Do they know my name? Maybe very forgetful…
5:31
Enjy asked me to talk to him alone!
5:32
Walk very slowly to savor the moment. And, to not fall over…
5:33
Follow him outside…Tension mounting…
5:34
Told I am a disgrace to the Revolution.
5:35
Tried to hug him.
5:36
He thought I was passing out and caught me!!!! Raptures ecstacy.
5:37
Leaned me against wall…
5:38
…and walked away…
5:39
Alllll alone…
5:45
Still all alone.
5:46
Courfeyrac came. Looked semi-sympathetic. Tried to look as pathetic as possible. Always go for the sympathy.
5:47
Tried to tell him only Enjolras could take me home. Had difficulty expressing this desire. Held up by 'rac.
5:50
Fell. Picked up unceremoniously.
5:52
Stumbled, miraculously didn't fall. Suspect suppressed laughter on Cour's part. Glare feebly.
5:55
Arrived home. Dumped on bed. Left to rot.
6:30
Woke up. Out of wine.
6:35
Back at Musain. Trying to act like it's an accident.
6:37
Thrown out by Monsieur Stupid, owner of le Café, and Enjy. Don't they want patrons/followers? If had friends, would tell them to avoid Musain. Grr…
7:00
Found my street.
7:15
Arrived home. Flopped on bed.
7:16
Alllll alone. Again.
7:17
Fall asleep thinking of Enjy…