Summary: What is the deadly secret Goyjo refuses to believe? Goy/Oc.

Disclaimer: I do not own Gensomaden Saiyuki. I wish but I don't. I only claim the plot line and the characters that do not appear in the Anime or manga of this. Origato.

May contain: offensive language, violence, lesbian incest, and weird old men.

Does contain: odd characters and sequences.

Rated: R for excessive violence, bad language, romance, and little evil children.

AN: Shut up ppl. I'm writing it alright! So leave me alone! Grr! Kokoro: Heart, soul Yamaro: Stop Kire: kill Ta-su-ke-te!: Help me! Zettai ni makenai: I'm not going to lose

Last time: Sanzo stepped closer to Goyjo. "I really think you should read this." He pointed his gun at Goyjo. "Read it."

The kappa nervously swallowed and took the scroll. He skimmed through the details, until he came to the bottom. He read the last three sentences before his eyes popped out. "I'M A WHAT?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!"

Chapter 6:

The Truth Kills

Sanzo cleared his throat. "Now do you realize why we tell you not to sleep with so many women?"

Goyjo sat down heavily in the closest chair to him. "I need a drink. Something stronger than beer."

The old man squirmed. "You'll drink me out of house and home!"

Goyjo grabbed him by his puny little neck. "Shut up gigi."

Hakkai sighed. "Well. Custom dictates that you either marry the girl or....you leave her shamed with a bastard."

------Izumi's room

Goku stroked the woman's hair. It was so soft... A hand grabbed his. "I swear! I wasn't doing anything bad!"

Izumi sat up. "I know baka. Did they tell you yet?"

Goku shook his head. "What did the lecher do?"

Izumi leaned close to Goku's willing ear. "Promise not to say anything?"

Goku crossed his heart. "Promise."

Izumi smiled softly. "I'm pregnant."

Goku stood bolt upright. "WHAT?!?!?!?!"

-----Downstairs

Sanzo shot the ceiling. "SHUT UP!!!"

Hakkai laughed politely. "Sounds like she told him."

Goyjo held his head in his hands. "This sucks. Now I have to settle down and have a family life."

The front door crashed open. A lone figure stood framed in the half light, then strode up to Goyjo and smacked him.

Goyjo looked up, and saw a reversed image of Izumi, blue hair, red eyes. She wore a priestess's garb, and held a ceremonial staff with multiple tags on it. She looked straight at him. "So you are the one we waited for....Disgusting."

Izumi came down the stairs. "Onee-chan...Don't kill him."

The woman looked at her. "We waited for six hundred years, for this pile of waste! Pathetic!"

Izumi hopped the stairs. "We do what we must Kokoro! God made us the way we are, and God can take us back just as easily!"

Kokoro looked at her sister. "Izumi! Yamaro! That is blasphemy to everything we lived for!"

"I've had enough of this Kokoro! I'm tired of living in this pisshole of a world! I WANT TO GO HOME!!!!"

Kokoro smiled softly. "Yes...we all want to go home....to what we had...before you met that disgusting Kenren Taisho. Before you accepted something you didn't have to accept. But you are what you are in this life. God gave us so much for this 'pisshole' as you call it. Blindness, death, and all manner of things. Tell me...Izumi....how long has it been since you have tasted the joys of destruction. Four, five years?"

Izumi gave her sister a heated glare. "Six hundred years. Twenty lifetimes. Twenty loves. Twenty deaths. Twenty promises. Twenty births. Twenty life sentences of a crime so distant I can not even remember his face. It has been a long time in coming Kokoro."

Goyjo looked up at his lover, his child's mother. "What the hell are you talking about?"

Izumi gave him an evil look. "Not even he remembers."

Kokoro nodded. "His part is done. We have what we need for our revenge on the gods."

Izumi looked at Goyjo, for just one instant he could see past her eyes into her soul. "And then I kill that scheming bitch."

Kanzeon popped up, as sudden as ever. "Oh. And would that scheming bitch be me? You remembered you past then?"

Izumi gave a fanged smile. "Of course Kanzeon."

Kanzeon blinked. "Six hundred years to the dot. Good timing."

Izumi and Kokoro began laughing, doubling over in their shared mirth. "Timing? You call this timing? Do you know what we know Kanzeon? Have you seen what we have seen? When was the last time you took a good look at us? Be honest."

Kanzeon stared. "You little bitches. You broke your own contract."

Izumi stood up straight. "A contract that was broken the moment he was unfaithful."

Kanzeon backed up. "We forced you to live for six hundred years....like this....for no reason?"

Izumi and Kokoro smiled. "Now you get it Kanzeon."

The goddess of mercy looked at Sanzo's party. "Kill them. Kill them now, and maybe you'll live to see tomorrow."

Goyjo looked at Izumi. "What are you three talking about?"

Izumi hugged him around his neck. "Nothing you need to worry about. Now go to sleep." She bit his spine, knocking him out.

Sanzo shot up. "That was uncalled for!"

Izumi licked her lips. "Sweet....It's like damned nectar."

Kokoro sidled up to her sister. "Want some too."

Izumi sighed, and gave her sister an open mouth kiss, transferring some of Goyjo's blood to Kokoro. "Satisfied?"

Kokoro licked her mouth. "Double sweet."

Kanzeon gagged. "That's disgusting."

Izumi raised her brow. "Biologically, I'm her mother and her sister. Plus she has a reverse gene code from mine. There's nothing disgusting about it."

Sanzo turned away. "I don't want to know."

Hakkai got up and left.

Izumi and Kokoro twined around Goyjo, falling asleep.

-----morning

Goyjo tried to rub his neck, but found his arms held down by two women. "What happened....?"

Izumi and Kokoro sat up. "Nothing." Then they both reached their heads down to the two sides of Goyjo's neck, and bit.

Sanzo, Hakkai, and Goku had left earlier to find another inn. They left Oji instructions for Goyjo if he wanted to join them. Unfortunately, they had left Goyjo to die at the hands of the two sisters.

--------Next day

Goyjo struggled to get up, and found the two women had started to melt together. "What is going on here?"

Izumi and Kokoro raised their joined head, and smiled. "Nothing." They bit deep on one side of Goyjo's now pale neck.

Sanzo, Hakkai, and Goku had begun going through Goyjo's things.

---------Next day

Goyjo didn't even bother to try and get up. He was too tired to move. "Bite me already."

Izumi and Kokoro had almost finished their creepy merger. They sat up as one, smiled, and obliged him.

Goku had begun messing with Goyjo's staff thing.

-------Next day

Goyjo moaned. The women had finished their creepy merger, and had gotten off of him. "Done already?"

The little girl smiled. She had short red hair, big purple eyes, and a cute girlish-childish physique of a cross between Goyjo and the two women. She wore a short kimono. "Morning dada."

Goyjo sat up. "What do you mean dada?"

"Mommy and auntie sped up my birth by contributing their bodies, and your blood. Don't you want to know my name?"

Goyjo waved his hand. "Whatever."

The girl gave a cute smile. "My name is Kijin-Hakai Yume." {See chapter 3}

"Great. Do you have a nickname?"

The girl smiled. "Yes."

Goyjo hit his head. "What is it?"

"Killer."

Goyjo got of the spacious chair. "Great. I gather I have to keep you?"

Killer helped her dada up. "Yessir."

Goyjo rubbed her head. "I'm not a sir, and I'm not a dada. My name is Goyjo. Got that?"

Killer looked at him. "But mommy and auntie said-"

"I don't care what mommy and auntie said! I'm not old enough or responsible enough to take care of a little kid!"

"Of course Goyjo-sama."

"Whatever! Let's go!" The two headed out, just in time to run into Sanzo, Goku, and Hakkai.

Goku smiled. "I have a new friend!"

Killer snarled, dashed forward, bent Goku's arm up to his ears, and kicked him to the ground. "I'm not anyone's friend! Especially not some stupid little heretic's!"

Goyjo smacked a heavy hand on her head. "Do you know what the term 'civilized' means?"

Killer let go of Goku, and felt herself leave the ground. "Yessir."

Goyjo smacked her as he dropped her. "Then be civilized!"

Goku scrambled up behind Sanzo. "She's mean! I don't like her!"

Killer snarled. "Who said you had to like me?!?!" Goyjo kicked her straight up into the air.

"I told you to behave. If I have to brat I will collar you like a dog."

Sanzo perked a brow. "So you're a pedophile now?"

Killer had landed. She snarled. "What did you just call my dada?"

Goyjo hung his head. "Thank you Killer."

Sanzo pulled out the fan. "Killer is it? Do you know what pain feels like?"

Killer snarled. "You insulted my dada. You also insulted my sense of judgment."

Sanzo beat her with the fan. "BAKA ONNA! I can call the pervert anything I want! You just shut up and stand somewhere!"

Hakkai rescued Killer. "Killer....That's not a nice name for a girl. So what's Goyjo to you?"

Killer scowled. "He's my father. And that's not my name. It's my nickname."

Goku rubbed his arm. "She's mean..."

Sanzo pulled out the fan. "Have fun?"

Goyjo backed away. "Hey! It wasn't my idea! It was Izumi's fault! Her and that Kokoro!"

Hakkai patted the girl on the head. "So what is your real name?"

Killer scowled. "Kijin-Hakai Yume."

Hakkai let her go. "Who would name their child inhuman destruction dream?"

Killer sighed. "It's supposed to mean 'the inhuman dream of destruction'."

Hakkai smiled softly. "That's an odd name for a little girl. Do you like your nickname?"

Killer sighed. "It's what I do best....so it suits me."

Hakkai stood up. "Don't you have anything else to wear?"

Killer shook her head. "No. Why do you want to know?"

Hakkai coughed politely into his hand. "Because your clothes are a little bit.....short."

Killer sat down on the ground. "Well sorry. I didn't want to be born in my birthday suit around this particular dada."

-------Two hours later

"There! That should give you plenty of new clothes and a few accessories for any sort of social occasion." Hakkai smiled as he carried the bags.

Killer scowled. She was being forced to wear a kimono suit. "It's just clothes."

Goyjo rubbed a large bump on his head. "Glad you think that. I'm off to go see if Lady Luck is still with me. Got to get more money after paying for the brat. You...Killer. Stay with the rest of the group."

Killer nodded. "Hai dada."

"And stop calling me that."

"Hai."

Hakkai reached for the young girl's hand, and smiled as she grabbed his hand and clung with a childish ferocity. "Well...let's go get you something hot to eat. What do you like?"

Killer looked up at him quizzically. "What's eat?"

Hakkai smiled as he started his long explanation of the way the world works.

-----Hotel

Hakkai carried a sleeping Killer piggy-back, her arms loose around his neck. "Hope you saved some food for us."

Goku looked up from his huge bowl of rice. "Sanzo wouldn't let me touch anything."

Sanzo looked at the young girl. "She fell asleep?"

Killer's eyelids fluttered as she sat up and yawned like the child she was. "Stomach hurts."

Hakkai gently put her down. "That's because you're hungry."

She looked at him. "What's hungry?"

Goku laughed. "She's stupider than I am!"

Killer gave him a fierce violet glare. "At least I know when to shut up."

Sanzo put a bowl of rice in front of her, with chopsticks.

Killer lifted a brow. "What's this?"

"Rice. It's good for you." Hakkai lifted his chopsticks elegantly, smiling politely as Killer struggled to do the same.

Sanzo reached over and moved her fingers into the proper grip. "Like this."

Killer screwed up her face and tried to pick up pieces of rice. "So hard!'

Sanzo shook his head. "Grabs clumps of rice. It sticks together you know."

Killer tried again, managing to get rice in her mouth. "Now what?"

Hakkai closed her mouth. "Chew like you would on someone's neck per say."

"Not enough to chew."

Goku shrugged and began eating at his usual fast pace. "My way is better."

Killer swallowed the rice quickly and started mimicking Goku instead of Hakkai. In two seconds flat she had polished off her first bowl of rice.

"Yatta! Now we move on to bigger food!" Goku set to his new task, teaching the girl how to eat food with chopsticks.

After a few tries at a piece of meat, Killer growled and stabbed it with a chopstick. She grinned. "Got one!"

Sanzo hit her with the fan. "You aren't supposed to eat like that!"

Killer rubbed her head and looked up at Sanzo with teary eyes. "That hurt!"

Sanzo held up his chopsticks. "Watch baka onna." He grabbed a piece of meat slowly. "Once you get the hang of it, you can start to eat faster."

Killer held her chopsticks the way Goku held them, and grabbed a bowl of stew. "Yatta! I have an idea!" She poured the stew into her rice, and mixed it all around. "Faster neh?"

Goku looked at her with awe on his face. "I never thought of that!"

The two kids set to work eating everything on the table. Sanzo had to repeatedly smack them with the fan for them to quiet down.

Hakkai smiled. "It's good neh?"

Killer looked up, half a duck in her huge mouth. She chewed quickly, and spat out the clean bones a moment later. "Yep."

Goku looked at her. "Wow! You should teach me how you do that!"

Goyjo threw open the door. "Lady Luck is such a lovely lady."

Killer waved a small hand at him. "Oyaho dada!"

Goyjo pulled up a chair, and grabbed some food. "You couldn't wait?"

Killer smiled. "No! Hey! No fair! That was my sushi!"

Goyjo chewed quickly. "Not anymore!"

Sanzo pulled out the fan. "Baka saru, onna, and kappa! Eat quietly!"

Killer stuck her tongue out at Sanzo, and resumed eating. "Baka houshi!"

Goku and Goyjo laughed as they stuffed their faces.

Killer yawned, and fell forward. Sanzo and Goyjo grabbed her before she could land in her own food. Sanzo gave Goyjo a look as he picked her up. "Which room is she sleeping in?"

Hakkai held up his finger in a monumental decision. "She can't sleep with Goyjo; he's probably going to have company. Since Goku and Killer don't get along, she can't stay with him."

Sanzo perked a brow. "So it's my room or your room."

Hakkai smiled. "You could use a bodyguard."

Killer mumbled in her sleep. "Kire, kire, kire...."

Sanzo looked at her. "Why the hell is she saying kill?"

Hakkai smiled. "She should stay with you. You're the only one who can keep her in line. Plus, a monk would be the safest person in our party."

Sanzo reached for his gun, but found he could not hold Killer and shoot at the same time. "Fine. I get her today, Hakkai gets her tomorrow."

Killer sighed as she snuggled up to Sanzo.

Goyjo snorted. "She likes you already Sanzo! Just don't become a pedophile!"

Sanzo's face twitched as he carried the girl up to his room in disgust.

-------Sanzo's room

Killer yawned as she stretched. It was two hours ago that she had first eaten human food. She sat up, finding that she could see in the dark. She giggled, and tried to hop off the thing she was on, but then someone turned on the light.

Sanzo flicked the light switch. "Have a nice nap?"

Killer rubbed her eyes. "Why is Sanzo here?"

The monk threw a large bag at her. "This is my room. The cot is in the corner."

Killer yawned, and pitched forward off the bed.

Sanzo lunged, and grabbed her before she could hit the floor. He sighed. "I guess I get the cot."

------Later that night

Sanzo felt his peaceful sleep being interrupted by a small tugging. He sat up, grabbing his gun in the process.

Killer stood at the side of Sanzo's cot, tears streaming down her cute little face. "I'm scared."

Sanzo picked her up and sat her on the bed next to him. "Why?"

"Saw bad people....and dada was dying....and Sanzo-kun was in pieces on the ground...and Hakkai-sama was...they were...ripping red stuff off Hakkai-sama...Goku- chan was in chains....."

Sanzo rubbed the girl's head. "It was just a nightmare."

Killer looked up at Sanzo, snot coming out of her nose. "But what if Sanzo- kun was going to die...and Killer couldn't save him?"

Sanzo sighed. There would be no peace tonight. He handed Killer a handkerchief. "I'm not going anywhere."

Killer noisily blew her nose and wiped her tears. "I'm still scared."

Sanzo had heard of this. Young children get nightmares, and their parents usually comforted them until they fell back asleep and put them back in their own beds. Then two hours later, the kids would have nightmares. This cycle would repeat until the parent relented and let the kid sleep in their bed. "What do you want then?"

Killer hung onto Sanzo's arm. "Wanna stay near Sanzo-kun."

Sanzo sighed. He had known this would happen. "Fine. You sleep in my bed tonight. But only tonight!"

Killer smiled. "Sanzo-kun no go away!"

Sanzo held up the blanket, and watched the little girl wriggle in. "No biting."

Killer made no answer. She was already asleep.

Sanzo sighed, and tucked the blanket around Killer. He got up and grabbed a second blanket for himself off of Killer's bed. If Goyjo ever heard about this....

-------Morning

"Sanzo-kun! Sun is up!" Killer shook Sanzo's shoulder until his blue eyes wearily opened.

He looked up at her cheerful smiling face, and the corner of his mouth twitched in a half-smile. "It does do that."

Killer looked out at the sun. "One day....one day I'm going to find out where the sun is, and I'm going to bring it back with me so that everyone can have some sun of their own!"

Sanzo looked shocked, even for him. "That was deep..."

Killer turned back to him, the image of a five year old. She ruined the moment by hugging Sanzo around his neck. "When we leave?"

Sanzo stood up and fixed the bed so it looked like only one person had slept there. "After breakfast. Oh, Killer. I have a favor to ask."

Killer swung up to sit on Sanzo's shoulders with eerie flexibility. "What Sanzo-kun?"

Sanzo blushed. Later, he would beat himself for it. "If Goyjo hears that I let you sleep in my bed....."

Killer filled in the blanks. "No worries. Killer has a good sense of morals."

-------Foresight

Sanzo stood horrified at the sight of the battlefield. It was a myriad of dead and mutilated bodies, with one survivor. An older version of Killer stood in front of Sanzo. Her long red hair blew out in an ungodly wind, and her violet eyes stared at the Heavens. In her hand she held the strange kantana Kyofu, left to her by her mother. This older Killer turned to Sanzo, her face stained by the blood of her enemies. She held out her other hand to Sanzo, her blood-stained kimono flapping in the wind. "Sanzo-kun? Can we go now?" Sanzo shot her, only to find his bullets stopped the way they had on a god. "What kind of freak are you?!?!?!" Killer drew back her hand, as if she had been hurt. "Sanzo-kun...."Her teary eyes closed, and she faded away, leaving only a small medallion behind.

---------End foresight

"Sanzo-kun? Is Sanzo-kun alright?" Killer tugged Sanzo's hand while Hakkai passed a green glowing hand over him.

Hakkai frowned. "It doesn't look like anything is wrong."

Goku stood over Killer. "This is all your fault! Sanzo passed out because of you! I hate you!"

Killer started crying, and ran out of the room with an ungodly speed.

Sanzo blinked and moaned out one word. "Beer."

Goku jumped up and raced to get a beer.

--------Two hours later

"Say....Sanzo. Have you seen Killer around? She's not up in your room or the ladies restroom." Goyjo tried to light his lighter. "Damn crappy quality."

Sanzo shook his head. "Not since this morning."

Hakkai looked at Goku. "Anything you want to say?"

Goku stuck out his tongue. "Good riddance. Let's just go."

Goyjo grabbed Goku off the ground. "I'm not leaving one of my only daughter to die here!"

Kanzeon poofed into being. "I told you to kill her! She's a monster! You don't mix that kind of blood! Izumi and Kokoro's last revenge was to bear a child of their talents! Izumi the physical monster, and Kokoro the sadistic! If they sped up the pregnancy...."

Goyjo looked at her. "What the hell do you mean?"

"Hot-head! She's perfect! The perfect monster! Half demon, quarter goddess, quarter human, and 100% sadistic murderer!"

A childish giggle was heard from the rafters. "But I'm just having fun Sanzo-kun."

Goku pulled out his pole. "It's all your fault!"

A shadow moved, as sudden wind passed Goku, and then stopped. "Boo."

Goku screamed as Killer shoved him gently, but the strength of her shove knocked him into the wall clear across the spacious room.

Killer giggled, her violet eyes as red as her hair. "Hello goddess."

Kanzeon gritted her teeth and backed away. "Stop it! You freak!"

Killer's eyes opened with a snap. "Freak? Just remember something Kanzeon: You helped me live when I should have died."

Kanzeon backed away as Killer walked forward. "I'm sorry! Just please don't kill me! Ta-su-ke-te! Somebody up there in Heaven!"

Killer lunged forward, Kyofu glittering at her side, as Goyjo tried to bat her like a baseball.

He grunted. "Stop it Killer! Yamero!"

Killer looked at Goyjo with her red eyes. "Why should I? She deserves every little hell I could ever put her through." She gave a small heave, and Goyjo flew across the room to join Goku.

Kanzeon fell to the floor. "It's no use. Kyofu and Kokoro are in play here."

Killer licked her bloody blade's edge. "Damn right bitch."

Sanzo darted in front of Kanzeon. "Yume!"

Her eyes flashed violet, and for a moment, for just one moment, Killer was just a little girl. And then Kanzeon ruined it by clapping her in irons. Very heavy irons.

"Thanks Kouryu. Oh wait. I forgot. You're Genjo Sanzo now. Take that little bitch incarnate. Next time I see you, it's the execution block."

Killer fell to the floor. "Kenren...." Her violet eyes held disbelief, and a sense of betrayal in their deep reaches.

Sanzo watched her fall to the floor. "What did you do?"

Kanzeon laughed. "Oh...I only gave her the most powerful inhibitors we have. She'll be lucky if she can even think."

Killer struggled on the floor, her small frame heaving with exertion. The veins on her arms stood out as she tried to push herself off of the floor. "Zettai....ni.....makenai..."

Sanzo grabbed her waist and tried to pull her up. He grunted {un-Sanzo ish} as he tried to lift the suddenly heavy girl.

Tears dripped down Killer's face as she struggled. Finally, with enough power to shatter the floorboards, which she did, she was up. Hunched over, but still up. Killer was back in the game.

AN: Neehaha. Told you I'd tell you my secret. And look: 14 pages. Kept my promise didn't I. Admit it Asian-Orange. I rule. Do the crazy white man dance! Hey! Ho! Go read my new fic Pyrotechnics! Hey! Ho! That thing is 23 pages long! Hey! Ho! Do the monkey! Wait a darn second there...the monkey is stupid.......