Disclaimer: I do not own Sesshoumaru, Rin or the anime/manga series INUYASHA.
Author's note: Hi! Thanks a lot for the reviews and suggestions! I'm going to insert some OC later. Here goes chapter two! Happy reading!
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FLOWERSEvery time I think of you,
I feel shot right through with a bolt of blue,
"Sesshoumaru-sama………B….but why?" Rin asked. "I had never disobeyed you, My Lord. W…why do I have to go?"
Sesshoumaru had studied her face in the silence. He saw the fear; the anger and the hope were shown clearly in her brown eyes.
"You're just……….not belonged here, Rin," he answered in monotone. "You're a human. You should live with the one of your kind."
Sesshoumaru didn't know what else he could say. In fact, he did want her to stay. But it was dangerous for a girl at her age following him in his travel. Kagome were different. She can protected herself since she knew how to fight. Rin? No. She doesn't even have herself any weapon.
It's not a problem of mine,
But it's a problem I find,
Rin frowned. She had felt tears stinging her eyes.
"D….did I did something wrong, My Lord?"
Sesshoumaru stared at her.
"No, Rin. You had never do anything wrong."
"T……then why do I have to go?" Rin kept on asking.
Rin didn't want to go away. She refused to. Rin didn't want to leave this time nor the last. She wanted to be with her Lord for all her life.
Living a life that I can't leave behind,
Sesshoumaru just stared at her without saying any words. How he wished he could tell her that he didn't want her to leave. He wanted her to be with him all the time.
"Wait! What am I thinking? How did I get into this point?" Sesshoumaru thought. "How can I admit that I've been attracted by a human girl? She means nothing to me. I kept her just because………because I pitied her! She's nothing for me to cared and worried about!"
But there's no sense in telling me,
The wisdom of the fool won't set you free,
Sesshoumaru frowned. His pride wouldn't allow him to admit such kind of thing. The truth that he did felt something blooming inside him for the girl in front of him. It's such a shamed for a youkai lord like he is falling into a human girl. Human, the thing he hated most in his life.
"Rin……."
Rin looked at her Lord meekly.
"Yes, My Lord?"
But that's the way that it goes,
And it's what nobody knows,
"Just go back to sleep," Sesshoumaru grumbled after being silence for a moment. "I won't discussed about this matter anymore."
Well everyday my confusion grows,
Every time I see you falling,
I get down on my knees and pray,
Rin stared at her Lord with wide eyes.
"That's it?" Rin thought to herself. "He'd been shutting his mouth for a while only to spoke out such kind of word? Telling me to go back to sleep?"
"No, Sesshoumaru-sama," Rin replied." I won't go back to sleep until you tell me the reason why do I have to stay with Inuyasha and his friends."
I'm waiting for that final moment,
You said the words that I can't say,
Sesshoumaru sighed.
"I've told you I won't discussed this matter anymore."
Rin shook her head.
"No! I wanted to know!"
I feel fine and I feel good,
I'm feeling like I never should,
"You………are really stubborn," Sesshoumaru said with a deadpan expression.
"It's because you didn't tell me the reason why I have to leave!" Rin exclaim. Tears were now at the ream of her eyes.
Sesshoumaru turned away. He hates to admit it but he hates to see Rin with her runny eyes.
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday?
"Yes, it is, Sesshoumaru-sama…………..," Rin replied.
I'm not sure what this could mean,
I don't think you're what you seem,
"Fine then," Sesshoumaru said with his back turned. "I hate human. And I think that I started to hate you too, Rin."
I do admit to myself,
Sesshoumaru clenched his fist. He hated himself for saying that. But is he didn't, Rin will still resisted to leave.
"You had become such a burden lately," Sesshoumaru continued. "That's why I wanted you to go away. Now, do I make myself clear? Are you satisfied?"
Rin didn't say or answered anything. She rose up slowly, head still facing the ground. Without saying anything, she ran towards their campsite, leaving her Lord alone.
That if I hurt someone else,
Then I'll never see just we're meant to be.
"I can't believe he hates me so much!!!!!" Rin thought as she ran.
And as her tears fall, the happiness then disappeared.
To be continued…………------
Author's note: Hope you like that. I had never watch nor read INUYASHA anime and manga. I only have Inuyasha The Movie 3. I have to find information about the characters in Internet. Poor me………
As usual, comments and flames are always welcome. But just don't burn me into crisp. Hehehe……….See ya in chapter 3!!!!