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Warning- This is a slash! Massive guy on guy is gonna go on.

Chapter 9: Needed Comfort Zone

"What are we/ What you wanna be." 'Bullet Proof', Goo Goo Dolls

I can NOT believe that just happened. Ron and Hermione where always there for me. Draco takes me to this ledge where it overlooks all of the school grounds. The moon was out and it's freezing out. I sit down and let my feet dangle over the ledge and I sigh.

"Thanks for the backup." I say.

He sits down next to me. "No problem. I sorry all that happened back there." He says.

"Who told you that they yanked me out of the party?" I ask. I gotta thank them. Maybe.

"Cho Chang. She thought I was trying to strangle you." He says. Oh right. The hikky. "Well I told her that some Hufflepuff slut stole you away and snogged your ass."

I laugh and sigh. "It's not gonna matter. By next week, everyone's gonna know that I'm gay and I'm with my own enemy." I say and groan at my own words. I would give anything to be pushed off this ledge.

Draco puts his arm around me. "It could be worse." He says.

"How?"

He shrugs. "I don't know how but I know it can be." He says.

I lay my head on his shoulder. "It's just that...I hardly know what we are." I admit. He leans over and kisses me softly. I kiss back with more force and passion. His tongue snakes into my mouth and, almost shyly, he sweeps the inside of it. I grip him hard. It took every ounce of my strength not to faint. He breaks the kiss and smiles over at me.

"What do you think we are, Harry?" Draco asks, he asks huskily. His blue eyes are shining beautifully in the moonlight.

"I-I guess where together." I say. I blush and look away, causing a laugh from Draco.

"Well then that's what we are." He says and kisses me again. This is so much nicer than the hot and heavy stuff in the closet. It's nice and slow. But...I can't say I completely HATED the hot and heavy.

I sigh when the kiss broke. Ron and Hermione flew into my brain and I groan. "I can't believe they did that to me." I say again.

"Me either. I figured they would understand because they where your frie-" Draco started, but I cut in.

"They weren't my friends."

He just looked at me, sadly. I clung to him and I felt the tears flow out of my eyes. I can't hold it back any longer. I sob into Draco's robe. He rubs my back and whispered to me that I'd be alright. How did I get this lucky? This is exactly what Sid would have done.

"D-Draco..." I muffle into his shirt.

"Yes?"

"I-I love you." I say, quietly.

He yanks me away and hold me by my shoulders. He looks over at me in shock. "H-Harry?" He stutters.

"I truly love you. I don't know what I would do without you." I say, looking into his eyes.

He looks at me with sympathy in his eyes. What's that look for? "Your just really thankful that I'm here. Your just trying to cling to anything right now. I know how that is." He says, sounding like he's trying to assure himself rather than me.

I give him a confused look. I was not expecting this. "You don't believe me?" I ask.

He hushes me. "I just think your mind is reeling and your confused on who your friends are." He admits.

I stand. WHAT THE FUCK?! I tell the last thing I have that I love him and he doesn't believe it!? I rub his blond head roughly. "I'm heading to bed for the night. I'll owl you if I need anything." I say, holding in my anger in and I stomp away.

I walk into Gryffindor common room to see everyone staring at me. "What's going on?" I ask, nervously. Like I don't know.

"Don't play stupid. Ron told us all about the party, you dirty snake shagger." Neville yells, shocking me.

I push though the crowd and up to my bed. I pull the sheet across my bed so no one can look at me and I say a spell, making a shield around my bed. I cuddle up to my pillow and cry into it. I need a good cry. I'm alone. I'm alone and I hate my life. My friends are gone and my boyfriend doesn't believe anything that comes out of my mouth. And to top it all off; I'm now a walking insult target.

Why did Draco have to say he didn't believe me? Why didn't he just say 'Harry, I love you too' or 'Same here. Now and always.' I got gypped on the whole situation. I close my eyes and drift off

(Dream)

I'm back at the cliff with Draco. I'm seeing it though Voldemart's eyes but it's ok. I'm standing pretty far away from him but close enough to hear him.

"Oh, Harry. What a mess we've gotten into. You think you love me, and I think I might love you. This WASN'T suppose to happen! I'm your enemy! You're my enemy! I'm not suppose to feel like this for you. And if it wasn't worse; I'm a bloody Death Eater! So why was I snogging you in my closet, like we where long time lovers? AND WHY THE HELL DO I FEEL BAD FOR FUCKING UP YOUR FRIENDSHIPS?!

"If he really loved me, he wouldn't tell me in words." He says and then smirks. "I know what he could do. He could prove it to me by-" Draco starts but I was ripped from my dream from the ruffling of my curtains. I shot up to look Ginny Wesley in the eyes.

'What in bloody hell are you doing?!' I mouth.

'I need to talk to you.' She mouths back.

I roll my eyes and pat my bed. She climbs in and she says the same curse I said a few hours before. "What's wrong with you?" I ask.

She squirms on my bed a bit. "Um...is what there saying about you and Malfoy true?" She asks.

I nod. "'Fraid so." I say.

"Ron is being so immature about it all. So is Hermione. Ever since they hooked up-" She starts and my jaw drops. She covers her mouth and pales.

"THEY HOOKED UP?!" I yell. Thank Merlin for the silencing charms.

"I wasn't suppose to tell you." She says.

That explains Hermione's actions in the field tonight. "I don't think it matters, Gin. I doubt Ron will ever talk to me again." I say.

"Well if he doesn't come around, you'll always have me." She says.

I smile and pull her in for a bone shattering hug. I need a hug and a friend right now and I have both.

Author's Note: Ok, to explain for the 3 week's of un-updating. Ok my computer broke down and I was computer less for week or so. (Thank god for sales.) Well I check my email to find out I was suspended off And then that was another week. I got all psyched up to find out that the day that I was suppose to update my story, found another reason to get me kicked off for another week! And then I finally got to update! So take this bonus chapter as a token of my apogee. Well here's some good news. I've finished writing out this story! There 7 more chapters left to type up. And yes, there is a lemon scene towards the end. (I'm such a pervert.) Whelp, I'm gonna go. Later!