Disclaimer:
Hikari (me... just in case you forgot from last time): Yes, it is that dreaded time again, folks... I must say the d..dis.. DISCLAIMER!!! (pouts) T-T Oh.. Darn it.
Hiei: Baka... It's a stupid disclaimer.
Hikari: Hmph! You don't need to be so mean, you know. (mumbles) Even ifit is your nature to diss people.
Kuwabara: So... do you want a cheer-up hug from ME??? 'Hopefully, Yukina-san won't be here...'
Hikari: AAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! DON'T EVEN THINKABOUT IT!!! –
Kurama: Although, logically, that would've have been travelling back in time and preventing Kuwabara from having those exact thoughts. And that is proven to be impossible at the moment of reality.
Hikari: As I was saying... EEEWWWWWWW!!!! ME HUG YOU??? I'D RATHER DIE TEN TIMES, BE SENT TO HELL ALL THOSE TIMES, TORTURED, AND NOT BE ABLE TO WATCH TV THAN HUG YOU!!! (breathes heavily)
Yusuke: Good job, Kari-chan! (cracks up laughing – again)
KuwaBAKA: (TT-TT) I' m not that bad, am I?
Hiei: Ya, you are shrimpish-idiotic excuse for a stupid human being.
Kuwabara: (frantically looks for a mirror to "fix" himself - though we all know that is quite impossible – but ends up running hopelessly around in piles and piles of shattered glass from (ahem) cracked mirrors)
Hikari: (laughs head off) HAHA!!! SUCKER!!! (pulls face at him)
Kuwabara: Well... at least I still have fangirls ...even if they're not mine (snickers)
Random Hiei and Kurama and possibly Yusuke fangirls: EEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWW, NOT EVEN IN OUR WORST NIGHTMARES!!! (scatters and runs away screaming wildly, creating the biggest stampede ever.)
Kurama: Whew! No more crazyily insane fanatics of mine - (receives secret evil stares from Yusuke and Hiei and ignores the ones from the sobbing baka) – and those of Yusuke and Hiei...of course. (Goes off whistling "innocently" and looking at the messages on the fangirls' signs)
- to be continued... Lol.
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For this chapter, and every other one, I have momentarily decided that they will be in one of the character's P.oint O.f V.iew. This time will be in Ami's point of view. Hope this is okay with you people out there. I'm thinking about putting Kurama for the spotlight next time. (This was supposedly a narrative with 1st person the whole way.. But then I changed the first chappie into 3rd person, and saved it that way, but didn't change this chap. so I decided with the whole P.O.V. thing. ) Sorry for the .. inconvenience?
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Chapter 2: My Fault
I've been waiting... For how long? I do not know. I just know that I have. Waiting for the daymy best friendswill let me come back into their oh-so fortunate lives: to be so perfect – and to have each other.
During the time when I was in completely different world then Kurama and Koi, I would constantly be in a state of depression. I'm not quite sure why I'd be like this, considering that I knew all along that I'd never be good enough to match the picture-perfect Kura-kun. I also knew that Koi-chan was as idealistic as girls can ever get. Another thing that I knew was that Koi had always hinted that she had a major crush on him. What I didn't know was that my worst nightmare would actually become reality. I guess I knew it all along...maybe I was just trying to lie to myself, avoiding the truth. Like I always do...
After thought and thought, over and over again, I have finally reached the final termination to all this anguish that I endured during the past few months. It was right in front of my eyes, and I didn't notice the so obvious answer to all this suffering. But now...I know. I know the answer, the key to my misery.
It was all my fault.
Everything that I went through was entirely MY OWN fault. I was such a dumbass not to realize that; far too oblivious in my haze of depression to notice the fact: If only I had kept my damn mouth shut, Koi, Kurama and I wouldn't have to be in this avoidance of each other.
Muse Haru-kun: Haha.. sucker!! makes face and sticks tounge out I told you!!
Sigh 'Maybe if I just leave...maybe then I'll be able to escape from all this pain. This pain that I have caused myself. What a stupid baka I was. A stupid friken moron.'
I was a brainless piece of dog-shit. Completely un-perfect.
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Ya... That's it. Heh, I know this is like only a page long. But I'm really stuck on it. I have no idea of where I want this to go, and I have all these other urges to ditch this and go write my other ideas down. (sigh) In addition, I have all these other things buggin me. I promise: the next chapter shall be longer. Ja! I'm off to bang my head against the wall and hope for brain damage.. or at least that pretty red stuff you call blood. -