I can not feel because I am not here
by: only me
prt 2: I am forever alone
I wander the earth this night in my flesh and blood form. My long silver hair blowing in the wind. My pearsing silver eyes hold more tails then the stares them self. I gass up at the moon longing to tuch it, to tast the milky way, and to climbe the clouds in the sky. But alase my soul will wonder the earth forever If I was to rise to the sky I would truly be happy. My voice is just as sarifole and alone as ever, rising up to the heavens. I wonder the forest looking for lost souls, a companion to be with, a lone soul as I.
I sang my song full of sadness and disspaer.
I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears.
And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave,
'cause your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone.
These wounds won't seem to heal.
This pain is just too real.
There's just too much that time cannot erase.
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears,
when you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears,
and I've held your hand through all of these years,
but you still have all of me.
You used to captivate me by your resonating light.
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind.
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams.
Your voice, it chased away all the sanity in me.
These wounds won't seem to heal.
This pain is just too real.
There's just too much that time cannot erase.
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears,
when you'd scream, i'd fight away all of your fears,
and i've held your hand through all of these years,
but you still have all of me.
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone.
But though you're still with me I've been alone all along.
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears,
when you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears,
and i've held your hand through all of these years,
but you still have all of me.
As I sang, I wonderd through the forest of Inuyasha. Kagome had gone back to her time and Inuyasha had died in the last battle. My mother hand been Kagome and Koga's doughter. I never meet my grandparents but I herd tails of their jurny with Inuyasha to retreave the Shikon no Tama. They killed Naraku and completed the jewail. It now hangs around my neck. My mother gave it to me on my tenth birthday and I have treasured it always.
I wondered through the woods wundering if there would ever be someone like me I could be with. Wundered if ther was, would they want to be around a demon prestess? I was geting close to the lake I loved. It was always so beautifal on the night of the full moon. Fire flys swormed there and huvered about a foot off the surfic. The moon reflected off the cristal clear surfic. Ther was a weping willo on the far bank surounded by flowers. I walked silently to the willo, the flowers under my feet wilting and dieing. I sat looking out over the lake singing my song once more.
(sesshy's vew)
He had been wonded by a demon in a fight. The spiter demon had been playing with him. It had gone easy on him. Leting him think he had the uper hand. Then it atacked, almost killing him. He had managed to get away but just barly. Now he walked slowly through the forest looking for Jaken. Ren had grown up and maried. For her own good he left her in a vilage. She had grown up there from the age of 10 and found love. He had missed her dearly. He felt like she was a doughter to him. 'But it was for her own good'he would remind himself every week.
Sesshomaru was about to call out to Joken when he hured a voice. The melody it sang was soft, lonly, filled with dispair. He followed the voice to a lake. Staying in the safty of the trees, he watched as a yung girl sat under a willo tree looking out over the lack, dead flowers all around her. She had a beautiful voice. So intreaging, so mesmerizing. He had never hured or seen some thing more beautiful in all the years he had been alive. He stayed quiet and watched as she sang her song.
He found him self ceriouse. He wanted to know why this angel had so much sarow, so much pain. He wundered why she was out all alone, why no one was watching over such a beautiful madin. He wanted to know and he wanted to know now. He steped out of the forest and slowly made his way twords her. He was about six feet away when a ping of pain shout through him and he fell uncontious.
(Kasitty's vew)
I hured something slump to the ground a little ways away from wher I sat. Cireous, I camly turned to look at it.
There on the growend lay a man face down in the trail of dead flowers. I stud and walked over to him. Rolling him over, I took in his features. Long silver hair, two magents stripes on each cheack and a cresont moon on his forhead. He was beautiful. He wore armer and his white fluffy tail raped around his sholred. He was wonded badly and looked very pail.
I stud and got some water. Removing the uper part of his kimono, I cleand and bandeged his wonds. I then left him and got some healing herbs. I returned to see him still out. I mixed the hurbs and went to unbandeg him to put it on but my hand passed right through him. 'Oh no' I thought as I looked up to see the sun rising slowly. I left the hurbs beside him and left.
I dint know why I helped him insted of taking his soul like I did to others. I was afer all the soul stealer, the lost soul, the grim reaper. I had reseaved many nikenames over the years. The lost soul of the earth or the soul stealer is what most called me. I didnt care any more what they called me. I just wanted some one any one to be with me. Dead, living, human, demon. I didnt care any more. I just want a friend.