After The Game Usagi's Part
I do not own sailormoon. Sorry chapter 12 was so short but I was so sleepy. Hope you like this one.
Usagi walked the streets of Tokyo in silence. She was too deep in her own thoughts to notice anything that was happening around her. Her legs seemed to move on there own. The rout to her house was one taken many times and didn't need to be thought of. It was just her and her thoughts.
Usagi opened her front door and walked in. The lights were off and the house was quit. Her little brother Singo was spending the night at one of his friends house and her father was working over time and wouldn't be home tell after midnight. There was no sigh of her mother so Usagi guess that she all ready went to bed. Usagi went up to her room and sat down on her bed. She turned on the small lamp on the night stand and looked at the clock it was 9:08AM she sighed she wasn't tired let but there was nothing else to do. She reached under her bed and pulled out her cd player. She put the headphones on and pushed play. She lay down and closed her eyes letting the lyrics and the sound of the music take her away from the world.
** Part of me won't go away Everyday reminded how much I hate it Weighted against the consequences Can't live without it so it's senseless Wanna cut it out of my soul And just live with a gaping hole Take control of my life And wash out all the burnt taste I made the problems in the first place Hang my head low' cause it's part of me Ya hardy see right next to the heart of me Heard of me the routine scar New cuts cover where the old ones are And now I'm sick of this I can't stand the sandpaper thoughts that grade away On my sanity I rather not even be then the man that's staring in The mirror through me**
** Cut myself free willingly Stop just what's killing me**
**I feel it everyday I feel I made my way I feel it swell up inside, swell upside Swallowing me**
**It can't be frightening if you've never felt it Once it's been dealt with you feel like you've been Touched by something angelic And then melted down into a pool of peace Cease to be the animal you used to be Remove the broken parts you know were wrong And feel the karma when the problem's all gone And then you start to see another piece of yourself That can't let be And that reason'll last fight to free yourself Take it to the depths of the bottom of the well And now you know you can choose to loose the part in Your heart Where your insides bruise You can live if you're willing to Put a stop to what's killing you**
**Alive in me, inside of me, a part of me screams away silently This part of me won't go away, part of me won't go away Everywhere I look around I see how everyone aught to be Every time I see myself I see there's always something wrong with me**
**I feel it swell up inside of me, swell up inside, swallowing me**
Once the song was finish Usagi sat up and turn off the lamp and put the cd player back under her bed. With nothing else to do she decided to go to bed and forget about meeting Rei at lunch on Monday for a few hours.
To be continue.
I also do not own Linkin park or the song a part of me.
I do not own sailormoon. Sorry chapter 12 was so short but I was so sleepy. Hope you like this one.
Usagi walked the streets of Tokyo in silence. She was too deep in her own thoughts to notice anything that was happening around her. Her legs seemed to move on there own. The rout to her house was one taken many times and didn't need to be thought of. It was just her and her thoughts.
Usagi opened her front door and walked in. The lights were off and the house was quit. Her little brother Singo was spending the night at one of his friends house and her father was working over time and wouldn't be home tell after midnight. There was no sigh of her mother so Usagi guess that she all ready went to bed. Usagi went up to her room and sat down on her bed. She turned on the small lamp on the night stand and looked at the clock it was 9:08AM she sighed she wasn't tired let but there was nothing else to do. She reached under her bed and pulled out her cd player. She put the headphones on and pushed play. She lay down and closed her eyes letting the lyrics and the sound of the music take her away from the world.
** Part of me won't go away Everyday reminded how much I hate it Weighted against the consequences Can't live without it so it's senseless Wanna cut it out of my soul And just live with a gaping hole Take control of my life And wash out all the burnt taste I made the problems in the first place Hang my head low' cause it's part of me Ya hardy see right next to the heart of me Heard of me the routine scar New cuts cover where the old ones are And now I'm sick of this I can't stand the sandpaper thoughts that grade away On my sanity I rather not even be then the man that's staring in The mirror through me**
** Cut myself free willingly Stop just what's killing me**
**I feel it everyday I feel I made my way I feel it swell up inside, swell upside Swallowing me**
**It can't be frightening if you've never felt it Once it's been dealt with you feel like you've been Touched by something angelic And then melted down into a pool of peace Cease to be the animal you used to be Remove the broken parts you know were wrong And feel the karma when the problem's all gone And then you start to see another piece of yourself That can't let be And that reason'll last fight to free yourself Take it to the depths of the bottom of the well And now you know you can choose to loose the part in Your heart Where your insides bruise You can live if you're willing to Put a stop to what's killing you**
**Alive in me, inside of me, a part of me screams away silently This part of me won't go away, part of me won't go away Everywhere I look around I see how everyone aught to be Every time I see myself I see there's always something wrong with me**
**I feel it swell up inside of me, swell up inside, swallowing me**
Once the song was finish Usagi sat up and turn off the lamp and put the cd player back under her bed. With nothing else to do she decided to go to bed and forget about meeting Rei at lunch on Monday for a few hours.
To be continue.
I also do not own Linkin park or the song a part of me.