Pain was the first thing she felt as she rose from her shallow sleep. The wound on her back had stopped bleeding but it felt worse than the night before. The blood had dried and cracked on her small frame with the sheets almost red from all the blood that she lost. Kagome looked around and noticed the rain for the first time and the sound of the rain was the only noise to be heard in the dreary house. The sun had yet come up from the horizon as the alarm clock showed that it was only a quarter pass 2. Feeling no need to sleep anymore, Kagome went to her bathroom to check the damage from last night. The light in the bathroom stung her eyes but she went on anyways. The deep bruise had formed over night on her right cheek with a slight cut in the middle, probably from the ring her father had worn. She couldn't see the gash on her back but new it would make her more miserable over the next couple weeks while it healed. Her body was scattered with scratches and bruises but they were small so they would be easy to cover up with a little makeup. Her body felt so drained of energy as her legs shook from holding the wait of her body.
In a couple hours school would start. Kagome never particularly liked school but it was paradise compared to what her home was like if you could even count it a home. She started to get her memory from the night before. 'You were a mistake, no one loves you, your mother left, you killed her, it was your fault' with one final hit, he left slamming her door on the way out. Her father's words kept ringing in her head. It was her fault, her mother died giving birth to her, and she blamed herself for living when her mother didn't. If she never existed, her mother would be alive right now but she wasn't because of her. Crawling into the corner, she began to let those bitter tears fall from her clouded eyes that she had locked up in her soul for so long. Her vision began to blur and she slipped into an uneasy sleep. As her last tear fell from her eyes, only one thought was in her mind… 'Why do I even exist?'
p.s. i never will own inuyasha .. only in my dreams .. so sad