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Title: Ohayo! Chapter 6: Ren ai
"Suteki da ne (Isn't it wonderful) ......" a night gale like voice sings softly. A pair of amethyst eyes stares at her own reflection, brushing every strands of her hair, which is misplaced.
Misplaced ...yes, something is misplaced. Something feels so wrong. He, he let her soar high with the warm and fuzzy feeling. Then again, he let her hangs in the air, not knowing where to go. He is the one who gives so much happiness to her. But, why he must be the one who hurts her the most too? He ...let her love him, but he didn't reveal what he feels to her.
Why do he hesitating? Why wait? He should've known that she'd always be there for him no matter what happen. She will always love him even though he might no longer be able to show his affection to her. He should've known that. But, he choose to ignore ...... He chooses to hurt both of them in this unrequited love story.
* ~ * ~ *
Hospital's canteen ...
Yukito rubs the bridge of his nose. He sighs. The coffee doesn't seem to have effect at all. Then again, coffee is not liquor ...
"Eriol ..." gray eyes clouds with emotion. A strong but caring hand pats him on his shoulder. This kind of touch belongs to only one person, Touya, his best friend. He sits opposite him.
"Daijoubu da yo (are you okay)?"
Yukito smiles forcefully.
"Mah, you start to act like Eriol ..." Touya jokes. Yukito's expression slightly twitches when Eriol's name mentioned. Touya's face turns serious at once. He stares at Yukito, urging him to tell his problems.
"His sickness gone worse. The thing that frustrates me the most is that I can't help him! Why does that damn operation require so much money after all? If only my salary is enough to help him! And Eriol, he keeps his pain, emotionally or physically to himself. It hurts, it hurts so much to see someone so young to ... ...suffer so much," Yukito takes off his spectacles and rubs the bridge of his nose.
Both of them sit in uncomfortable silence for a moment. "Ano ... (Umm)"
Yukito looks up.
"I'm sorry to hear about that. I wish I could help you ... ... Anyway, I think Syaoran and you can do many things to help Eriol. When he feels disheartened, encourage him. When he is sad, comfort him. Gives his the best that you could. That will sure help him in a way. If you continue to act like this, he will start to blame himself. So ... get your hope high!" he pats Yukito's back.
Yukito smiles softly. After talking to his best friend, he feels surprisingly light. 'Now I know why he get straight A+ in the counseling test.'
* ~ * ~ *
Eriol opens his locker and groans. A very big pile of letters is cramped in it. He couldn't even see his books for heaven's sake! Yamazaki opens one of his eyes and whistles.
"You're so popular, Eriol-san!" He smirks. A small blush creeps on Eriol's face.
"Who says?" Eriol walks away after taking his lunch set and letters. He sits on his chair and opens his letters. He scratches his head and groans softly. All of the letters are the same. It's always, 'I think I'm in love with you' or 'Can you go out with me' or even 'Meet me at ...'.
He really feels guilty that he has to turn their hope down. He is very sorry that he didn't feel the same way towards them. When he sees their tears or made up brave face, he becomes guilty. He feels himself so cruel. To see his friends suffers from unrequited love because of him ......
But, he can't help it. He loves someone else. A girl that changes her, that is always there for her. She is Daidouji Tomoyo- friendly world. But, then again, he couldn't tell her how he feels. He knows he will only hurt her if he told her. Eriol is not blind. He could see how deep is Tomoyo's love to her.
He really didn't want to see she shed tears because of him. Sooner or later, Eriol realizes that he will no longer be able to stay in this way. On that time, he'll no longer able to love her from afar; he'll no longer be able to feel her ...... He will only be able to hurt her because his hand no longer have the energy to protect her. Eriol sighs as he prepares himself for the History class. (P/s: Groan!! No offense History teacher...)
* ~ * ~ *
Eriol glances at his watch. He opens the buttons of his high school uniform, revealing the white t-shirt that he uses under his uniform. He puts his hands in his pockets and leans casually against the wall in front of the Music Room. He promised her that he'd wait for her today.
Tomoyo turns her face towards him and waves energetically. She gives him a serene smile. He smiles back for a while and turns his head the other way.
His hearts thumps madly. "What the hell is wrong with you?! Get a grip on yourself, Hiiragizawa Eriol!!"
Tomoyo beams. Eriol never break his promise, ne (right)?
"Daidouji-san, Daijoubu (Are you alright?)?" Sayuri asks with concern. She snaps back to reality and smiles reassuringly at her.
* * *
She sings the last line and receives full applauds. Among the audience are Eriol. After feeling satisfied with the duo's performance, Yuzai-sensei dismisses them. Tomoyo grabs her bag and rushes towards Eriol with a big smile. She stuck out her tongue childishly.
"Gomen ne(Sorry)! I made you wait for an hour!!"
Eriol smiles. "It's nothing."
"Anyway, how's your practice?"
"It's working out well!! I'll sing solo. Sayuri will play violin. She's so talented! We'll sing 'Suteki da ne' (Isn't it wonderful)" He nods. They walks in silence for a while, staring at the autumn leaves that floats around them.
"I like your voice," Eriol breaks the silence; his face reveals a faint blush. Tomoyo stares at him with surprise. Slowly, it turns into a soft smile.
"I really want to hear the song again. It's somehow sad but lovely" Eriol stares at Tomoyo. Suddenly, a boy rushes out of an alley and crashes into Tomoyo. The boy with brown hair and golden eyes falls onto Tomoyo. (!!) Eriol quickly grabs the boy by the collar and makes him stands on his feet. He glares at him and urges him to apologize to her.
The boy laughs nervously, "Ahaha ... Go-gomen (So-sorry) Daidouji- senpai (senior) and Hi-Hiiragizawa-senpai." He walks away very fast as Eriol keeps on glaring at the back of the boy's head.
Tomoyo sighs and says in a sharp tone, "Yamero (Stop). Whatever is on your mind, stop that," She stares at him.
"What have I been thinking just now?" He smiles with the I'm-oh-so- innocent-style. Tomoyo chuckles softly and continues their journey.
* * *
The trio sits under a Sakura tree. It's a very fine Friday. Syaoran and Sakura chat happily. Eriol joins once in a while.
"It's so hard to make you talk. Why? You afraid that gold will spill out of your mouth or something like that?" Syaoran teases.
"I talk when I feel necessary. Not like a brunette chatterbox here who can talk for 24 hours a day," He shots back.
"Ooi! I didn't talk that much!!" He wrestles Eriol as Tomoyo approaches them. She smiles at them. Somehow, only Eriol could see how fake the smile is. Syaoran and Sakura keep on cracking jokes, oblivious to their surrounding. Eriol keeps his eyes on Tomoyo who seems to be distracted.
"I... ...we'll quit from the Singing Competition," Tomoyo sighs. Syaoran raises his eyebrow and stops talking.
"Sayuri sprains her wrist in an accident. As far as I know, there is no other violinist that is better than her," she explains.
"Honto ni (really), that's so bad!! Syaoran is good in piano not violin. Ne, Syao-kun?" Sakura stares at him. Syaoran nods silently. Tomoyo bites he lower lip. She really does want to enter the competition. Eriol's words still lingers in her mind. He wants to hear her song, and so she really want to grant his wish. Eriol stares at her sadly.
"Let's go to the Music Room," Syaoran orders as the others follow him, dumbfounded.
* ~ * ~ *
"Why are we going here?" Sakura asks.
"Eriol, can you try the 'Suteki da ne' note?" Syaoran glances at his brother, smiling encouragingly. Eriol looks startled. "Please?" Syaoran asks as amber eyes clashes with sapphire. Eriol reluctantly puts the violin on his shoulder and starts to play the soft, slow and yearning melody. Somehow, he plays much better that Sayuri. The emotion flows freely in every single note that she plays. The slow music sounds more and more melancholic.
"Eriol-kun!! Onegai (please), be my partner in this contest!!" Tomoyo pleads. Eriol merely sighs.
"You win," he whispers as Tomoyo hugs him happily. She turns her back when she realizes what she has done. Sakura and Syaoran chuckles by their friend's antique.
~Tsuzuku~
Title: Ohayo! Chapter 6: Ren ai
"Suteki da ne (Isn't it wonderful) ......" a night gale like voice sings softly. A pair of amethyst eyes stares at her own reflection, brushing every strands of her hair, which is misplaced.
Misplaced ...yes, something is misplaced. Something feels so wrong. He, he let her soar high with the warm and fuzzy feeling. Then again, he let her hangs in the air, not knowing where to go. He is the one who gives so much happiness to her. But, why he must be the one who hurts her the most too? He ...let her love him, but he didn't reveal what he feels to her.
Why do he hesitating? Why wait? He should've known that she'd always be there for him no matter what happen. She will always love him even though he might no longer be able to show his affection to her. He should've known that. But, he choose to ignore ...... He chooses to hurt both of them in this unrequited love story.
* ~ * ~ *
Hospital's canteen ...
Yukito rubs the bridge of his nose. He sighs. The coffee doesn't seem to have effect at all. Then again, coffee is not liquor ...
"Eriol ..." gray eyes clouds with emotion. A strong but caring hand pats him on his shoulder. This kind of touch belongs to only one person, Touya, his best friend. He sits opposite him.
"Daijoubu da yo (are you okay)?"
Yukito smiles forcefully.
"Mah, you start to act like Eriol ..." Touya jokes. Yukito's expression slightly twitches when Eriol's name mentioned. Touya's face turns serious at once. He stares at Yukito, urging him to tell his problems.
"His sickness gone worse. The thing that frustrates me the most is that I can't help him! Why does that damn operation require so much money after all? If only my salary is enough to help him! And Eriol, he keeps his pain, emotionally or physically to himself. It hurts, it hurts so much to see someone so young to ... ...suffer so much," Yukito takes off his spectacles and rubs the bridge of his nose.
Both of them sit in uncomfortable silence for a moment. "Ano ... (Umm)"
Yukito looks up.
"I'm sorry to hear about that. I wish I could help you ... ... Anyway, I think Syaoran and you can do many things to help Eriol. When he feels disheartened, encourage him. When he is sad, comfort him. Gives his the best that you could. That will sure help him in a way. If you continue to act like this, he will start to blame himself. So ... get your hope high!" he pats Yukito's back.
Yukito smiles softly. After talking to his best friend, he feels surprisingly light. 'Now I know why he get straight A+ in the counseling test.'
* ~ * ~ *
Eriol opens his locker and groans. A very big pile of letters is cramped in it. He couldn't even see his books for heaven's sake! Yamazaki opens one of his eyes and whistles.
"You're so popular, Eriol-san!" He smirks. A small blush creeps on Eriol's face.
"Who says?" Eriol walks away after taking his lunch set and letters. He sits on his chair and opens his letters. He scratches his head and groans softly. All of the letters are the same. It's always, 'I think I'm in love with you' or 'Can you go out with me' or even 'Meet me at ...'.
He really feels guilty that he has to turn their hope down. He is very sorry that he didn't feel the same way towards them. When he sees their tears or made up brave face, he becomes guilty. He feels himself so cruel. To see his friends suffers from unrequited love because of him ......
But, he can't help it. He loves someone else. A girl that changes her, that is always there for her. She is Daidouji Tomoyo- friendly world. But, then again, he couldn't tell her how he feels. He knows he will only hurt her if he told her. Eriol is not blind. He could see how deep is Tomoyo's love to her.
He really didn't want to see she shed tears because of him. Sooner or later, Eriol realizes that he will no longer be able to stay in this way. On that time, he'll no longer able to love her from afar; he'll no longer be able to feel her ...... He will only be able to hurt her because his hand no longer have the energy to protect her. Eriol sighs as he prepares himself for the History class. (P/s: Groan!! No offense History teacher...)
* ~ * ~ *
Eriol glances at his watch. He opens the buttons of his high school uniform, revealing the white t-shirt that he uses under his uniform. He puts his hands in his pockets and leans casually against the wall in front of the Music Room. He promised her that he'd wait for her today.
Tomoyo turns her face towards him and waves energetically. She gives him a serene smile. He smiles back for a while and turns his head the other way.
His hearts thumps madly. "What the hell is wrong with you?! Get a grip on yourself, Hiiragizawa Eriol!!"
Tomoyo beams. Eriol never break his promise, ne (right)?
"Daidouji-san, Daijoubu (Are you alright?)?" Sayuri asks with concern. She snaps back to reality and smiles reassuringly at her.
* * *
She sings the last line and receives full applauds. Among the audience are Eriol. After feeling satisfied with the duo's performance, Yuzai-sensei dismisses them. Tomoyo grabs her bag and rushes towards Eriol with a big smile. She stuck out her tongue childishly.
"Gomen ne(Sorry)! I made you wait for an hour!!"
Eriol smiles. "It's nothing."
"Anyway, how's your practice?"
"It's working out well!! I'll sing solo. Sayuri will play violin. She's so talented! We'll sing 'Suteki da ne' (Isn't it wonderful)" He nods. They walks in silence for a while, staring at the autumn leaves that floats around them.
"I like your voice," Eriol breaks the silence; his face reveals a faint blush. Tomoyo stares at him with surprise. Slowly, it turns into a soft smile.
"I really want to hear the song again. It's somehow sad but lovely" Eriol stares at Tomoyo. Suddenly, a boy rushes out of an alley and crashes into Tomoyo. The boy with brown hair and golden eyes falls onto Tomoyo. (!!) Eriol quickly grabs the boy by the collar and makes him stands on his feet. He glares at him and urges him to apologize to her.
The boy laughs nervously, "Ahaha ... Go-gomen (So-sorry) Daidouji- senpai (senior) and Hi-Hiiragizawa-senpai." He walks away very fast as Eriol keeps on glaring at the back of the boy's head.
Tomoyo sighs and says in a sharp tone, "Yamero (Stop). Whatever is on your mind, stop that," She stares at him.
"What have I been thinking just now?" He smiles with the I'm-oh-so- innocent-style. Tomoyo chuckles softly and continues their journey.
* * *
The trio sits under a Sakura tree. It's a very fine Friday. Syaoran and Sakura chat happily. Eriol joins once in a while.
"It's so hard to make you talk. Why? You afraid that gold will spill out of your mouth or something like that?" Syaoran teases.
"I talk when I feel necessary. Not like a brunette chatterbox here who can talk for 24 hours a day," He shots back.
"Ooi! I didn't talk that much!!" He wrestles Eriol as Tomoyo approaches them. She smiles at them. Somehow, only Eriol could see how fake the smile is. Syaoran and Sakura keep on cracking jokes, oblivious to their surrounding. Eriol keeps his eyes on Tomoyo who seems to be distracted.
"I... ...we'll quit from the Singing Competition," Tomoyo sighs. Syaoran raises his eyebrow and stops talking.
"Sayuri sprains her wrist in an accident. As far as I know, there is no other violinist that is better than her," she explains.
"Honto ni (really), that's so bad!! Syaoran is good in piano not violin. Ne, Syao-kun?" Sakura stares at him. Syaoran nods silently. Tomoyo bites he lower lip. She really does want to enter the competition. Eriol's words still lingers in her mind. He wants to hear her song, and so she really want to grant his wish. Eriol stares at her sadly.
"Let's go to the Music Room," Syaoran orders as the others follow him, dumbfounded.
* ~ * ~ *
"Why are we going here?" Sakura asks.
"Eriol, can you try the 'Suteki da ne' note?" Syaoran glances at his brother, smiling encouragingly. Eriol looks startled. "Please?" Syaoran asks as amber eyes clashes with sapphire. Eriol reluctantly puts the violin on his shoulder and starts to play the soft, slow and yearning melody. Somehow, he plays much better that Sayuri. The emotion flows freely in every single note that she plays. The slow music sounds more and more melancholic.
"Eriol-kun!! Onegai (please), be my partner in this contest!!" Tomoyo pleads. Eriol merely sighs.
"You win," he whispers as Tomoyo hugs him happily. She turns her back when she realizes what she has done. Sakura and Syaoran chuckles by their friend's antique.
~Tsuzuku~