A/N : This is in the form of a dialog between Abby and a Pychologist. Each line switches speakers. It starts off with the psychologist talking then the next line is Abby, etc.

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How're you feeling?

Oh, you know…better

Really?

Well…As well as I can be.

That's understandable.

I'm here aren't I?

That's true. Ok, Abby I want you to think back to that day.

Yes?

Can you remember the mood before it happened?

I…think…I know that I felt ok.

How about after?

I…I don't know…I can't remember.

That's ok.

Do you remember what happened?

Well I was suturing a boy…

How old was he?

12.

And then?

I heard yelling.

Who was it?

A patient.

What was he doing?

He was…upset.

How?

He was yelling and arguing…

Arguing? With whom?

Luka…um…Dr. Kovac.

Was it Dr Kovac's patient?

Yes.

What happened next?

I noticed something.

What?

He was holding something.

Luka?

No, the patient.

What was it?

Metal, I think. I noticed the glint in the light.

Then what?

I don't know…

Try to remember.

I walked into the hall.

Towards Luka?

Yes.

And?

I heard him yell something.

Who?

I don't know…Luka I think.

What did he say?

I don't know, I couldn't hear him.

Why not?

I don't know.

Ok, then what?

I felt pain and warmth.

Where?

Here…

Then what?

Um…Luka looked at me.

He looked at you?

Yeah…he looked shocked…and hurt.

Then what?

He came towards me…I think he said…I don't know.

Try to remember

He said my name.

And then?

I don't know…I can't remember anything else…It's all blank after.

What's the first thing you remember after?

Waking up in County, upstairs. With Luka.

With Luka?

Yeah…With Luka.