My Worst Enemy
Author:lakura
Chapter: Finding Lost Hope
POV: Riku
Disclaimer: I do not own Kingdom Hearts or Any of its characters.
I was shocked as ever. I didn't respond to the kiss. She held me there for a second. But then let it go, and ended up blushing furiously. "I'm sorry...." She said in a very quiet voice. "I didn't know that you didn't feel the same...."I was still pretty shocked. Maybe it was the shock that killed my brain. I leant in and kissed her. She kissed back, and put her arms around my neck. I pulled her up, and she let go. She, if she was red before, she was definitely crimson now. She walked out with me this time. I wondered what the point in coming up here was, why the stomach acid was green, and why there was a hole leading up there, why the walls were pink, and why there were a bunch of crates in the mouth. My mind was wondering furiously to avoid the one subject I wanted to think about.
She noticed my blush arise, and she let a small giggle escape. I shook it off. I was delusional. She was my creation! She came from my blood! How could I love her?? How could I feel this way? How could I let myself feel this way?? I mentally slapped myself. But....I did have feelings for her. I couldn't deny that. Could I? If I tried to ignore it... I would be like a total ass-hole. But then again why did I care what anyone thought? I was a miserable ass-hole all the time. And a jerk. And what about Kairi, and Sora...... No, I wasn't going to get them back. They weren't coming back, and they were probably together now Why Should I care??? I was so confused.
What the heck though, it might turn out...After all, she knew me pretty well, and STILL liked me. That way. It really surprises me. She cares enough. I don't know if I do, but ..... I just dunno. I looked at her. " I am going to go in the stomach chambers, I need some alone time. It isn't your fault. So don't think that way, ok?" With that I left, into chamber 3. I went a few more chambers in, and stopped, on a ledge. I just didn't know anymore.... Heck, I didn't know anything. Except how to fight and kill. That's what I was, a fighting, killing machine. That's the only thing I did to relieve my mind, help me feel better, but it didn't really. It was wrong and I knew it.
But that was besides the point. Very far besides the point. Why was my mind wondering??GAH! I just wanted excuses not to think about her. When she was the only thing I wanted to think about!!
When I finally gave up, thinking I mean, I went back to the bed, and lied down. She looked at me questioningly. But she didn't say a word. She just went on eating.... Wait...Eating?? Where was mine???" Where is my food?" She looked up from the noodles she was eating. And stuck out her tongue. "Humph, get your own!!!" She continued eating. Well then.....Geez. I would make my own. I went into the ship, and pulled out some chocolate creme cakes, that I had bought in town. And a carton of milk, and sat down, and began eating them in front of her, with a smirk on my face. She stared at me for like 5 minutes, but then grunted, yes grunted,a nd continued eating her noodles, glaring at me. I laughed. "What? Don't laugh at me, I can take you." I burst out laughing. "Yeah right." She walked up to me, and dumped her remaining noodles on me. They were ice cold, lucky for me.
I laughed even more. "Nice way of expressing anger!!" I could laugh all day!! She came up, kicked me in the shins, a nd went inside the gummi ship. I still was laughing. That didn't hurt me a bit. I got abused every day by the Unknowns every day for crying out loud!!! Then, my throat got dry, so I stopped, and went to the bed, on the deck. I went, and put my things on the stand. And all I remember was a whack on the head, and a scream.
Authors Notes: I know this took me a long time to write, and I know it is pretty short,but I just couldn't think of anything!I am so sorry, I am going to have to put up the author tribute on the next chappie, Lucky # 10!!!! Will that be ok? Tell me what you think, ideas are welcome. Thanks so much! PLEASE R/R!!!!