Hi my name is pan son….but I wish it wasn't….(sigh)….
There are people out there with perfect easy lives… and some that don't…..if I could change one thing about my life…….I wouldn't because I'd rather change everything.
There was always a question I wanted to ask…if someone told you to let go……live it…..just walk away.......would you?
Or is that just something that would never happen?
When someone learns say their best friend had a hard life the first thing they ask is ….why?
Why didn't you leave? Why didn't you let go? Give up? Run away? Or tell somebody?
Well to them it sounds so easy….but really….its not.
To turn on your whole life like that….that's not easy its really the hardest thing anyone could ever do…its one thing to say it but then another to do it.
Everyone around me who thought they knew me…didn't or else the horrible things in my life would've ended.
(sigh)
I never told anybody it was to hard…I didn't want help…but it isn't right what my parents do to me….(sigh)
Beat me, verbally abuse me and well just being around them hurts.
My father gohan son is an alcoholic and you'd never have known because he was never around for anybody but me and my mother to see,he cheats on my mom with a different whore everyday and he's a druggy.
But my mom is no better…. She works at a strip club and has slept with almost every guy in the area, she also is a druggy but she doesn't hurt me as much as my dad ……she's not strong enough…since my dads half saiyan that would make me quarter saiyan.
I've been training all my life and someday hope to reach super saiyan but I will never be strong enough to defend myself against my father….i'm ashamed to call him my dad or her my mom.
I do have friends though… and I know they'll always be there for me especially trunks… he sees me as his sister but I think I may see him as more….
His sister bra is also my best friend …next to him of course… they are both very well off but I always wondered why not tell them…but even if I wanted to…I couldn't.
My uncle gotten is closer then close to me he's like my brother….he's my fathers brother…but its amazing how nobody knows how hard and rough my family is only me my dad and mom.
Some people have perfect go lucky lives…….
If anybody said I had a perfect life…..
Then they were lying……
Hope you like it you ppl!!!!!!! Review review review!!!!!! I redid my story because I didn't like it before so tell me if you like it now and yes spelling is bad and this chap/intro is short because I want you to tell me if you like it and please review and flame away!
