Disclaimer: I don't own Yu-Gi-Oh. If I did, I would be damn rich.
This fic is kinda PG13 and R Rated, so just for safety, I will make this R Rated.
Hope you like it.
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Ryou's P.O.V.
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I was never the one who to be impolite, irresponsible, or rude. I was always a nice young boy. I was always there when people need me. I was always quiet and conservative. I was…no…I am still all of those. Then why don't I have someone who love me. All my friends have someone…Yami and Yugi, Kaiba and Joey, Duke and Serenity and etc.
Why am I all alone?
It's not like I don't try. It's not like I'm always so distant. It's not like I'm so ugly that no one can look at me.
Why am I all alone?
In high school, I'm always nice and helpful to everyone. There was this one pretty girl named Masaki who was in almost all my classes. She asked me on a date. She said I can pick her up tomorrow night around 7pm. I was all excited and happy when I walked home from school. When I went in to my house I saw Bakura sitting on the kitchen table chewing on a sandwich. I told him all about Masaki and the date tomorrow. He doesn't seem happy for me. Then he told me to do the laundry. Isn't he happy for me?
Why am I all alone?
It turned out she playing a prank on me. She said I was a loser to think that she would date me., and stay away from her boyfriend. How dare she?! I didn't do anything! It's her boyfriend that is gay! I don't have any problem with her "boyfriend" being gay, because I'm Bi myself.
That was high school, now I'm in college. I worked as a part time waiter at Green Café. Why would I work there while my dad send tons of money to me? Because I want to do this on my own. I currently lived in the apartment close to the park. Yeah, I'm alone in my apartment too. Why wasn't my Yami with me? Because he wants to live by himself. He sometimes goes to my house to freeload off some food. He changed a lot, he used to beat me up and say things as if I'm nothing. But now he is a little bit better. No more beating and…well he teased me a lot but nothing crucial.
Why am I all alone?
One night, I was walking home after work. I was exhausted. I feel like someone is watching me. So I turned around.
No one.
I was nervous and a little scared. I guess I was paranoid, but you can't be too careless. What if it's a stalker! What if it's a robber! I fasten my pace. When I arrived outside the building, I quickly went inside. Up the elevator and in my apartment. Now I feel like an idiot. Maybe it was just my imagination playing tricks on me. I took a bath and watch some TV. Then I went to bed around 11pm.
I feel something or someone beside me. I was scared because it might be a thief breaking in my apartment. I sleepily open my heavy eyes to see who it is. He notice that I had awaken and start climbing in my bed. I immediately sit up and started my pathetic attempt of getting the phone to call 911, but I was too late. He trapped my legs, hands, and body with his. I try struggling and moving to get away. Obviously he was stronger than I am. He began ravishing me and I start to struggle more.
"Shhh…don't be afraid…didn't you wish that someone would be with you? I'm here. Your dream guy."
My dream guy….
WHAT THE HELL?!?! Am I really dreaming?!
My thoughts were cut by his soft and warm lips on my own. He went slow then he start to use his tongue to pry open my mouth as if asking permission. I quickly allow him. I don't care anymore. It feels so good and right. I don't want to be alone anymore. Now I have someone, even if he is not real.
Am I still alone?
So….how was it? Green Café is just something I made up, not real. Now, the question is…who is this "dream guy"? And is Ryou dreaming or is it real life? And what is this feeling that someone is following Ryou? Is it someone who is really following him or is it just paranoid Ryou? Questions, Questions.
Bakura: HEY, LOOK! RYOU IS DRUNK RUNNING OUTSIDE NAKED!
Silent: WHAO! REALLY!
Bakura: No…I wish…so...r you gonna do that for me!
Silent: - -………..You see that button down there? Yeah, that one…now press it to see Ryou running down the streets naked!
Bakura: press WOW! HOLY SHIT! IS THAT REAL?! WHAO! HOW LONG IS THAT THING?! OMFG! WWOOOOWWW!…--''…I see nothing.
Silent: -look around-