Story Title: Peace Accepted
Chapter Title: Resolution (2/2)
Chapter Rating: PG-13 - for female/female kissing
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Cho lounged on her bed a bit longer before brushing her hair, straightening her clothes, and smoothing a dab of raspberry lipgloss across her lips. Fights and forgotten tears were no reason to look sloppy. Cho smiled at herself in the mirror. She was to witness a change in herself. She was sure that she could see it already taking hold.
Cho noticed the puffiness and red tint that had surrounded her eyes, and spread across her face in blotchy patches, had almost faded completely. She saw her back align and felt her footing seem steadier. Cho was ready to take on the world with her renewed sense of self. A complete turn around may require time, and lapses into self-pity and loathing, but it could be done.
Though Cho realized she would never forget Cedric and his sacrifice, she would make an honest effort to regain what she lost to grief.
A small, sniffle escaped Cho's nose ere she could halt its formation. She wondered how long it would take to force the sadness' grip on her to disappear. Cho figured that her grief would be with her forever as a melancholic old friend, instead of her Master, who dictated everything she did. She would, for lack of a better sentiment, be set free.
Cho made her way quickly to the Great Hall through the confusion of chattering, hungry students. She followed the split in the crowd that led to her House table. Cho chanced a peek at the rowdy Gryffindor table in hopes of spotting Hermione, or even catching her eye. She groaned softly in disappointment when she discovered that Hermione had either eaten earlier, or was late joining the larger group of school-wide diners.
She sank into her usual seat where Marietta would have normally accompanied her. Tonight, Marietta dined alone at the far end of the table encompassed by several noisy sixth and seventh years who were thoroughly ignoring her. There she sat, a morose picture of life-beaten depression, while surrounded by enthusiastic happiness. Cho was surprised to note her satisfaction at Marietta's misery.
The food and the pumpkin juice were already flowing by the time Cho began to assemble her plate. She helped herself to two pork chops before heaping on generous amounts of mashed potatoes and corn. A warm, buttery roll topped of her miniature feast. This was the hungriest Cho had felt in months, the opportunity was not the be wasted.
"Hey! Cho! Nice looking plate you got there," Terry Boot told her heartily through a mouthful of food, and its resulting spray. "Almost rivals my own. What gives?"
Cho looked over at Terry's plate with tendrils of disdain inching into her smile. Terry's plate barely contained his five pork chops, three rolls, and staggering mounds of vegetables. Part of the plate surely should have spilled over to a second.
Cho grinned anyway, "Girl's got to eat, but I don't think I need to even take a bite to get that done." She winked playfully at Terry as she finished her comment.
"Why is that?" Terry asked her, sending more bits of food flying.
Cho stared Terry directly into his eyes with all the seriousness she could muster when faced with a table packed with students wolfing down their meals as if there were no tomorrow.
"Because you've got enough on your plate for the two of us. I feel full just looking at it all."
Terry grinned widely, displaying half chewed corn and potatoes that were smeared across his white teeth. He winked back at her as he began digging into his dinner with an inspired vigor.
Cho indeed felt her hunger partially sate from witnessing Terry and several other boys around her decimate entire loaves of bread, baskets of rolls, giant platters of pork chops, and countless bowls of potatoes. But her appetite got the final word in the matter, and Cho began to eat in her own controlled fervor.
Cho finished her meal with plenty of upbeat conversation with her friends. Soon, sleep began to set in, and Cho still wanted to bathe before going to bed. She bid everyone an early good evening and rose from her seat to exit the Hall. From the corner of her vision, a head of curly brown hair blurred out of the Great Hall's doors. That mountain of hair could belong only to one person she knew.
Cho sped out of the hall to catch up with Hermione. If she was lucky enough to get to her in time, Cho could have a word with Hermione, and re-introduce the new, aggressive Cho Chang. She would give Hermione something to remember her by over the Summer break.
Cho dashed up the marble staircase two steps at a time, disregarding the surprised expressions on the descending students' faces. She reached out in front of her, stretching her fingers to their fullest length, and brushed the very tips along the back of Hermione's arm.
"Hey, Hermione," Cho leapt up the last remaining step between them.
Hermione turned in mid-step to see who had brushed her arm and called her name. She could not disguise her amazement at finding Cho standing behind her.
"Uhm, hi, Cho," Hermione managed when she found the ability to speak.
"Hi," Cho beamed with a smile that reached her ears at having caught her prey. "I was wondering if I could talk to you. You know, now or tomorrow."
Hermione studied Cho's face as she came to her decision. "Sure, now is okay. I was just going to the Owlery," Hermione informed Cho, still suspicious. She was not certain of Cho's intentions after what happened in the courtyard not even two hours ago.
"Great," Cho moved to the step above Hermione's to indicate that she was ready to go. "So, who are you owling, if you don't mind my asking."
Hermione climbed to the top of the staircase, and began leading the way to the Owlery before answering.
"Oh, just a last minute note to my parents letting them know that I am fine. The last time I got to send them a note, I was still in the hospital wing."
"I see. I would think they would want to know that you are all right. I know I would," Cho smiled at Hermione again, softer this time, and touched her hand.
Hermione pulled open the door to the large, windowless Owlery while trying to ignore the excited blush that danced across her face.
Cho noticed the coloring in Hermione's cheeks and tried once more, "It's just that you are so smart, and I admire that. You would definitely be missed if something were to happen to you."
Hermione's coloring deepened considerably. She attempted to hide her flush by turning to a school barn owl.
"Uhm, thanks," Hermione silently chided herself for her lack of eloquence. She had just been given several complimets by an attractive young lady. The very least she could have done was to come up with something better than 'Uhm, thanks.' She wondered why words failed her when she was nervous.
Hermione kept her back firmly to Cho as she tied the roll of parchment to the owl's leg.
Sensing the tension that was starting to strain Hermione's body, Cho quietly laid a hand on Hermione's shoulder.
"Hey," Cho whispered. "did I say something to upset you? If I did, I apologize. I wanted to tell you how brilliant I think you are. If you'd like me to leave. . ."
At this, Hermione spun to look at Cho. "No, it's just that. . . You don't have to go." Hermione closed her hand around Cho's. She could not believe she was actually holding Cho Chang's hand in the Owlery.
Cho picked up on her cue to entwine her fingers with Hermione's. Her eye searched the Gryffindor's for signs of revulsion. Cho found none. She was elated to see eagerness was present instead.
With her free hand, Hermione picked up her chosen owl and walked over to one of the many windows. She prompted the bird to take flight and deliver her missive. She watched the bird's impressive wings unfurl momentarily before shooting out of the window to her parents' house. Hermione then shifted to take in Cho's features. She tried to decipher whether she saw anticipation there.
Cho stepped closer to her favorite brunette so that their robes rubbed together. She wanted to kiss Hermione again very much. Cho sighed in her chest, and leaned forward. As her eyelids automatically closed, Cho was certain she saw Hermione leaning in as well.
Hermione normally overactive mind was without all coherent thought when her lips met Cho's. She liked the way Cho's warm, yielding mouth felt against her own. Hermione could taste the remnants of that night's dinner and traces of raspberry lipgloss on Cho's lips. She decided that she liked the combination.
Cho hesistantly pressed her tongue to the narrow opening between Hermione's lips. Cho suppressed the sigh of relief she felt rise in her throat when Hermione willing opened her mouth to her. She had not been rejected after all. Cho hazely pondered what she had been so worried about. She brought her hands up to Hermione's arms to press her back to the wall beside the window they were positioned in front of. The move made Hermione stumble back awkwardly the few centimeters separating them from the stone wall, and the girls' mouths to part. The brief loss of their connection caused an audible slurp which Cho found amusing. She laughed into Hermione's lips and drew back to take in her lastest infatuation.
"What?" Hermione asked, confused and believing that her kissing skills were the source of Cho's laughter.
"Nothing. That slurp we made was adorable."
"Oh," Hermione blew out the breath she had been holding. She felt comforted by the knowledge that she was not the target of Cho's mirth. "I see. So?"
"So," Cho intentionally trailed off to watch the reaction in Hermione.
Hermione stared down at her feet, unsure of what to think or feel. She did know whether Cho was playing with her or not. Or even if she honestly liked her at all. Worry burned in Hermione's stomach.
"Would you like to continue this some other time? It is getting late, and it will be curfew pretty soon. I do not know why I am even mentioning curfew to you, it has never stopped you before."
Hermione went pink at the truthful cheek in Cho's words. Her mind registered the invitation for more private time with Cho. Hermione was close to argeeing to another meeting, but her conscious nagged that Cho was technically dating Michael Corner, and that this was wrong. She had to voice her thoughts.
"Cho?" she paused to gather her oddly lacking nerve.
"Mmm?" Cho answered, running her hands up and down Hermione's arms.
"Aren't. . . Aren't you dating Michael Corner?" Hermione cringed at the prospect of Cho's response.
"Yes, I am, but he would never understand my attraction to you. He thinks same sex couple are nasty. I, on the other hand, find them thrillingly seductive. You see my dilemma, don't you?" Cho forced herself to meet Hermione's eyes. Cho hoped that Hermione would not view her unfaithful ways as horribly unforgivable
"Oh. . . I thought the two of you were exclusive. I understand. I know a few people who are the same way. I could never tell them that I kissed you. Not that I am ashamed of having done so. It's just that they have certain expectations of me," Hermione could hear herself rambling, but she was unable to stop herself. "Um, so, you are. . . going to stay with Michael?"
"Well, I had hoped that perhaps we could still see one another despite him. It would look a little suspect if I broke up with him suddenly if we seemed so happy on the outside."
"I understand. I suppose that you could owl me once you have things worked out between the two of you."
"I'd like that," Cho closed the seemingly growing space between herself and Hermione, kissing Hermione quickly as she did so.
"I guess that we should be going now," Cho wrapped a wayward curl of Hermione's hair around her finger idly.
"Yeah, we should," Hermione agreed reluctantly.
The two girls parted to return to their respective common rooms, but not before another stolen kiss and promises to meet the next day in an old classroom during the break preceding dinner, inspite of their earlier decision to hold off on any future meetings.
A few days later, Hermione boarded the Hogwarts Express much happier than she had been in weeks. The past several days of secretive trysts with Cho was all that she could think of. Though Cho was still openly dating Michael Corner, she had come to Hermione every night since they had kissed in the Owlery. The satisfaction at having such a delectable confidence threatened to overwhelm Hermione.
She moved through the train's connected cars until she reached the prefects' assigned conference area. She only had a quick stop over to review certain rules and instructions for the following year before she could go and join her friends in their compartment. As soon as the predictable meeting was adjourned, Hermione and Ron hurried to their friends.
Hermione's heart gave an almost painful jump when she passed Cho and her friend Marietta. Hermione recalled the conversation she and Cho had about the fight that caused Cho and Marietta to stop speaking to one another, and the resulting apologies. She was informed that her name came up in the spat, but she did not mind so much. Marietta deserved to be punished for her actions. Hermione was wholly content to see the two friends reclaim their long-standing friendship.
Hermione
settled back into her seat and chatted good-naturedly with everyone
when she reached her friends' compartment. Her eyes followed Cho as
she passed the glass door a few minutes later. Hermione glowed
inwardly when Cho waved at her under the guise of waving at Harry. He
truly did not have a clue that it was not really his wave to receive,
nor return. In fact, no one did, and Hermione decided that she found
this to be more than acceptable. It made the entire affair
thrilling.
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The End
