Hey Everybody, I'm sorry that I haven't updated lately, but Life got crazy there for a while, and I found it really hard to write ATWT, since I haven't had a chance to watch it in at least a month...here's the next chapter, I hope it's worth the wait.
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I can hear Dusty talking to me, begging me to wake up, but I'm so sleepy, I just want to lie here on his lap, feeling safe and warm, and sleep. My eyes are so heavy that I just give the battle up and I sink into unawareness...
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Lucy tried to stay awake, I know she tried, but I guess the alure of sleep was just too much.
I wish that she hadn't jumped in front of me. She should have just let that bastard Craig shoot me and let him get me out of her life. It would have been better that way, at least she would have still been unhurt, in the figurtive sense, a broken heart could heal with time, but a shot heart, well thats another story all together...
It's been 3 weeks since Luce fell asleep, the doctors tried to get her to wake up, but they couldn't. They called it something like neurological shock and said that Lucy would come out of it when she was good and ready and not before...I think that John was just saying that for Seria's benefit, I think that Lucy was more hurt then anyone is willing to admit.
I haven't left Lucy's side once since she was shot, except for the 20 hours that she was in surgury, getting her large and small intestines, and her liver repaired;even then all I did was stand in the viewers room and watched though the glass window as the surgeon tried to repair the damage that Craig left on my Princess. Seria comes everyday and sits with us, me holding one hand and resting my head at Lucy's side and Seria with silent tears streaming down her face, holding her other hand. We rarely speak to each other, but when we do, it's usually Seria saying that she is glad that her daughter has found someone who loves her as much as I love Lucy. Lucinda came once when Seria was getting us some coffee, (if you can call what the hospital serves in the caf coffee) and started to scream at me and say that it's my fault that Lucy is in this place (as if I didn't already know that) she said that if I would leave now she would give me $100,000,000 , thats when Seria walked in...I have never ever in my life seen somebody as pissed off as Seria was at that moment, even Lucy at her best/worst could never be that downright mean to anybody let alone her own mother. Seria said in no uncertain terms that Lucinda was effective from that moment on not part of her life, that if Lucinda, Lily, Craig or anybody associated with them tried to talk to her, Lucy or I ever again that she would retailate, and it would be 'most unpleasant'. She also said that she and Lucy would no longer or ever again be staying on the Walsh Estate, that when got well again, she would be staying at the Lake view in either my suite, or with her in the ajoining suite that she would be now residing in. Lucinda just stood there, with her mouth wide open, staring at us. Until Seria finally cracked and yelled so loud that security was called to kick Lucinda off the premise...
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I heard a women yelling, she was yelling so loud, and she sounded formilar...
"Mommy? Is that you? Please stop shouting, my head hurts something awful..."
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LUCY!
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what will happen next is Lucy gonna be ok? will Lucinda be back? what about Lily? Will Lilly be the one to cause the next bit of trouble?
You'll just have to read and review to find out!