This is my first songfic, so try to be nice. I hope you like it. Please R&R

Solitude

How many times have you told me you love her
As many times as I've wanted to tell you the truth
How long have I stood here beside you
I live through you
You looked through me

Ooh, Solitude,
Still with me is only you
Ooh, Solitude,
I can't stay away from you

Kagome felt her hands hit the hard cold ground, as did her knees. A sharp pain filled her body, but still she had an unbearable ache in her heart. Tears began to fall from her once bright eyes, falling like rain onto the soil, leaving small puddles and seeping in to the tiny crevasses. She looked up and saw her love standing there, Kikyo by his side. She shut her eyes tightly. It was too much.

'How could he not see? See that I love him? Inuyasha…I need you. I love you. If only I could have told you, maybe…just maybe it would all be different. Did you even see me standing there? Do you see me crying here? I know you don't…'

How many times have I done this to myself
How long will it take before I see
When will this hole in my heart be mended
Who now is left alone but me

Ooh, Solitude,
Forever me and forever you
Ooh, Solitude,
Only you, only true

The memories flashed through her mind. Every moment she had believed that Inuyasha had finally forgotten his once beloved. How wrong she was.

Suddenly, she looked at him again. Just in time to see something that would haunt her, her heart braking all over again. He kissed Kikyo with so much passion. As much as it tormented her, she couldn't bare look away. Her eye's fixed upon him.

'Why do I do this? It would be so easy to get up and walk away from this. But yet, I stay here, watching him. Oh, Inuyasha, why do you do this to me? Leave me here so alone? Could you not give me one more chance? I don't know how much longer I can take this. Please, fill my empty soul…I'm not even going to ask for your love any longer, just your presence. Don't leave me here.'

Everyone leaves me stranded
Forgotten, abandoned, left behind
I can't stay here another night

'Where is Sango? And Miroku? Hell, I'd even spill my soul out to Shippo. It's as if no one cares. That's just I, no one does care, no one but me. Fuck this! I'm not wasting my time crying here as I look at them. He wasn't meant for me, I wasn't meant inuyasha, my beloved,' tears were once again streaming down her face.

Slowly, so slowly, she got up off the ground, and stared into the distance. She watched the silhouette of her tormentor, the one she loathed, and hated, but couldn't ever stop loving. She watched their figures dancing in the distance. They faded as the sun began to fall.

'Good bye my love, for this is the end, I am leaving now, and I am not returning. I love you so much. My Inuyasha.'

She walked to the well, and disappeared into it, without saying a word to anyone.

Your secret admirer
Who could it be
Ooh, Can't you see
All along it was me
How can you be so blind
As to see right through me

As Kagome lay sobbing on her bed she couldn't help but ask herself what wasn't about her that he kept so oblivious to himself. What was it about her that he never saw?

'If only you could have known, but you were so blind, but how? Are you really that stupid? I know I made it obvious to you. It was right there! Maybe I'm the stupid one. Look at me here, crying like this. But what else can I do? I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU NEVER SAW IT!! HOW COULD YOU BE SO BLIND??? HOW COULD I BE SO STUPID??? Not to tell you, leaving all my feelings hidden in the darkness! INUYASHA, I NEED YOU NOW MORE THAN I EVER HAVE BEFORE! It's too late, I can't come back now.'


And Ooh, Solitude,
Still with me is only you
Ooh, Solitude,
I can't stay away from you

Ooh, Solitude,
Forever me and forever you
Ooh, Solitude,
Only you, only true