I couldn't wait to post this chapter so you're getting it early, you lucky readers. Thank you for the comments unknown reason . Enjoy! (Noticed that I always say "Enjoy!"?)

Warning: Lemon scene so don't read if you do not want gay sex visualizations ==========================================================================================================================================

It felt good to get out of the house and sleep over at someone's place. Even though I barely knew Wakka I really enjoyed his presence. I liked his room a lot. A big queen sized bed, Desk overflowing with papers of his sketches and to top it all of: A huge closet filled with cloths.

I noticed he likes GAP very much. Most of his cloths were made by GAP. The only thing not made by GAP were the suits and tuxedos.

"Here ya go." He said tossing me some clothes."They might be a bit to big for you but it's the smallest I have." He walked away.

"Thank you!" I hollered. The camera man watched me lazily. "Don't you ever get bored of this?" I go under the covers so he can't film me anymore. I heard him drop the camera on the desk to film me while I sleep and he walked off to ask Wakka if he could sleep on the floor or something.

"Good night, Tidus." He poked into the room. "Sleeping already?" He chuckled and left me alone. Honestly, I was feeling very sleepy.

I jumped out of the bed. The whole room was lit by a white light. The thunder kept crashing real hard and I noticed I yelled pretty loud. I heard someone rushing into the room.

"You okay?" Wakka asks looking if the camera man still wanted to kill me.

"No." I took a few breaths. "The thunder just woke me up bad." I apologized.

"Yeh, it's hitting hard now, ya?" Another crashing sound was heard from the top of our heads.

I sat down on the bed and wrapped myself up in blankets. It was getting cold and the thunder was scaring me slightly. Naturally I wouldn't be scared but now it's just keeps getting louder and louder and that makes me nervous. So those Wakka. Only because I know him so little but I doubt his a freak or a psycho.

"Hey, you scared?" He sat next to me and wrapped his big arms around me. "Just thunder."

I let myself be cradled in his arms. He smelled good. Vanilla or something. I felt one of his bangs on my forehead and pushed them back from his eyes. He chuckled. I'm not sure why but I wanted him to hold me like this. Most guys I would just kick their ass but it didn't bother me when he did it. I actually enjoyed it.

I stopped shivering and Wakka's warmth kept me warm. The thunder wasn't so loud but he still held me. He got up and started walking towards the door.

"Where are you going?" I asked.

"Don't wanna bother you of make you feel uncomfortable or something."

"No..It's fine..." I admitted.

"Really?" He asked a bit more relieved.

"Yes, I like it."

'Hmm"

He sat by me once again and held me by the waist. I Laid my head on his chest and he rubbed my stomach.

"Like this?" He asked knowing that this is what I wanted.

"Yes.." I sighed feeling very good.

Then it hit me. Wakka was a total stranger and I was a slut around him. And he was a GUY! G-U-Y! And so am I. This was wrong. I liked women not men. Right? But around him ,and especially in his arms, I felt so good. Maybe this was right? But we don't even know each other. I sighed.

"Everything okay?" He asks me.

"No..Nothings okay." I lift my head up and kiss him.

I never kissed anyone but I knew how you were supposed to so I don't think it was that bad. He didn' move his lips at first but then it hit him and he started to enter his tongue into me. I moaned as he started to kiss my neck. I never felt so good. His hands were going up my shirt and teases my nipples. Honestly I thought I looked bad there but he seemed to be enjoying it a lot.

He pulled of my shirt and kissed them. He swirled his tongue all around my chest. I couldn't but help to moan his name. He pushed me down into the bed and my back hit something. I heard music playing.

kaze ga yoseta kotoba ni oyoida kokoro kumo ga hakobu ashita ni hazunda koe

Wakka laughed as I pulled the remote out from under me and started to kiss my ear lobe. I pulled his night shirt off and started feeling his pecs. Then before I knew it I was on top of him kissing them. Slowly his hands got to my but and he started rubbing it.

tsuki ga yureru kagami ni furueta kokoro hoshi ga nagare koboreta yawarakai namida

I pulled his boxers down and looked at his erection. I never thought sex or even gay sex could be this fascinating and hot. I gazed at him. He was beautiful. I felt his tongue swirl around my lips and I snapped out of my trance.

suteki da ne futari te wo tori aruketa nara ikitai yo KIMI no machi ie ude no na

pulled down my boxers this time and took my member in his hand and rubbed it. I kissed him passionately wanting nothing more then him. He pulled away for a second and reached something in the drawer: A condom and some lubricant. That turned me off a bit but I was happy he wanted protection. At least I knew he was responsible. Guess he didn't know I had aids or maybe he does? Right now I did not care a bit all I wanted to was to feel him inside of my body.

sono mune karada azuke yoi ni magire yumemiru

He entered me. I yelped in pain. He didn't force any deeper or move a bit. He let me get used to the feeling and started to move lightly in and out. The pain was still there but it was slowly dieing out and pleasure overwhelmed me. I moaned as he started thrusting in deeper and trying to kiss the pain away.
The song was getting on my nerve but it made this very romantic even though this was more like wild sex at this point.

kaze wa tomari kotoba wa yasashii maboroshi kumo wa yabure ashita wa tooku no koe

His chest rubbed against my erection and each time he hit the end of my ass I felt like I was gonna ejaculate. Now he was going at it like a bunny not caring if I felt the pain but could I blame him? But honestly their was no more pain just sexual pleasure. I moaned as I felt my warm cum shoot out and land on my chest and his. I felt him moan my name real loud as he let loose. I could feel the warmth of his seed in me. The condom broke.
tsuki ga nijimu kagami wo nagareta kokoro hoshi ga yurete koboreta kakusenai namida

He didn't seem to notice since he just took it off and threw it away. He laid down beside me and I climbed up into his chest and rested my head there. I never felt so wonderful. He held me all night . I gave him my virginity. Did I do the right thing? Then I noticed the red light on the camera. Everyone saw me. Did dad and mom see it too? I felt to numb and spent or tired to do anything or even care about it.
I fell asleep in his arms listening to the song play back over and over.

suteki da ne futari te wo tori aruketa nara ikitai yo KIMI no machi ie ude no naka sono kao sotto furete asa ni tokeru yumemiru =
My first lemon..I think...a well I am sure you all enjoyed it. Wonder what Tidus will do if everyone saw it?O-o Review please. Next chapter up soon.