But if I know what Michael was going to tell me maybe I wouldn't have done what I did. But then that's was the best time in my life. Michel and I made love and after it was perfect. Michael was perfect. I was in Michael's apartment; we were lying in his bed. Just after our frist lovemaking.
"I think we just took a huge step in human-alien relations……….. I love you Michael. "
pause
"I love you too... but I have to leave. Max, Isabel, and Tess and I are going home. "
"Yeah, I know. Like eventually, right? "
"We're leaving in a few hours. We have to, I have no choice. I don't want to leave you. But we both knew someday this would happen. "Michael says sadly
"How much time do we have? " I say worried
"About an hour. "
Then he tells me he's leveling. I know that's it. So I caudally up to Michel; and spned the last hour in his arms… Michael just holding me close. Then Michael had to go.
When he left it was so hard. I saw him. And loved him. He finely let me see him we made love; he told me he loved me. I know I'm being selfish But I did not want Michael to go. He told me he loved me. I know that was hard for Michael to say. Michael kissed me and said I'll miss you and left. I guess things never turn out the why you plan. But I guess it was the best goodbye I could get...