Angel finds out about Buffy's death and doesn't deal with it well. [Complete]
Rated: Fiction T - English - Angst/Drama - Buffy S., Angel - Chapters: 12 - Words: 23,208 - Reviews: 48 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 5 - Updated: Dec 19, 2004 - Published: May 23, 2001 - Status: Complete - id: 291921
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Destinies Broken heart[4/?]
Reni (Aya_Fujimiya)
Disclaimer: Same as always I don't own them.
Summery: Probably same as the others that will be floating around where Angel finds out about Buffy
Spoilers: Some Weight of the World and The Gift.
Rating: If you watch the show you can read this.
Distrobution:If you want it take it but tell me where you are putting it
Notes: I'd like to thank everyone for all the great feedback on my story it really means alot to me!! So this part is dedicated to all of you. If you would like past chapters they can be found at http://home.dencity.com/passionsfever/
Notes2: Sorry it took me so long to get this part up, I was on a 3 week vication from school.
Then I lost my internet connection do to lack of a driver for my Ethernet card.
Note3: The song in this chapter of the fic is "Please Remember" by Leanne Rimes which can be found on the Coyote Ugly soundtrack.
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Angel walked with his sister on their way home from the movie his thoughts still on that blonde he bumped into on the way in.
"And of course you can't deny it right?" Ashen asked.
"Uh...yeah sure..." Angel shoved his hands into his pockets not having the slightest idea what his sister had just asked him.
"I mean I don't think I have ever seen an actor as hot as Vin Diesel...I mean right?" When Ashen realized her brother wasn't paying attention her face contorted into a evil smirk. "Don't you think he is just the hottest thing to walk this planet?"
"Yeah..."
"Now how can you hide your crush from your twin sister that just isn't right you know."
"Yeah..."
Rolling her eyes in annoyance Ashen smacked her brother in the back of the head. "Would you pay attention already? I'm sick of having a one sided converstation! I probably could have had you sell me your car for a nickel if I kept it up long enough! What are you thinking about anyway?"
Angel rubbed the back of his head as he looked at Ashen, "That girl..."
"What girl?"
"That one I bumped into earlier tonight."
"What about her?"
"I don't know I just have this feeling I have seen her before...but I can't explain it. It was one of those feelings that I can't explain..."
"Angel I think you are loosing it..." Ashen smiled as she started moving down the sidewalk Angel quickly catching up with her. The two walked in in silence until they got to their place when they broke off to do their own thing.
Angel walked up the stairs to his room and fall back onto his bed staring at the ceiling, his eyes slowly drifing closed.
*****
//Time, sometimes the time just slips away
And your left with yesterday
Left with the memories
I, I'll always think of you and smile
And be happy for the time
I had you with me
Though we go our seperate ways
I won't forget so don't forget
the memories we made\\
"Angel what are you doing here?" Angel whipped around in a circle unknowing where the voice was coming from.
"Angel you're late."
"Angel where are you?"
"Angel I miss you..."
"Angel don't leave me."
"Angel I just wanted to call and say...good-bye."
Angel turned in the darkness the same voice repeating the phrases over and over but it's source was unknown to him. "Who are you?"
"Angel don't be funny...you know who I am..."
"Just 20th Century Me..."
"Angel, I'm sorry..."
"Angel...I love you..."
"Please tell me who you are!!" Angel demanded as she ran into the darkness.
//Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
and you were there for me
Please remember, our time together
The time was yours and mine
while we were wild and free
Please remember, please remember me\\
Angel fell to his knees pleading the unknown voice to tell him who she was but there was never and answer...all he got were criptic replies followed by even more confusing statments. Whoever she was she knew him, but he had never left anybody. Nothing even sounded familiar to him. Angel turned quickly when he saw a flash of light skip past him all he caught was a flash of blond hair and it was gone. "Who are you?!"
"She doesn't understand you..." This voice was different, male.
"What do you mean?"
"Geez what is it with you? Don't you understand english...she doesn't understand you. How much more complicated can that simple statment get?"
"Well who is she?"
"That is up to you to find out...I can't help you with that. I will tell you this, you only have two weeks to figure it out...the mission, of sorts is up for you to decipher. As time passes maybe it will completely come back to you...Lets hope it does or...she will be lost." The voice started to fade when Angel yelled to him but there was no response.
//Goodbye, there's just no sadder word to say
And it's sad to walk away
with just the memories
Who's to know what might have been
We'll leave behind a life and time
I'll never know again\\
*****
As soon as the darkness turned into day Angel found himself under a tree at his university. He looked around the dream sticking in his head. When a shadow crept up on him. Glancing up he saw his best friend standing over him. He smiled as he pushed himself up off the ground.
"Did you fall asleep again. How much sleep does one guy need...first you slept all through class then you fall asleep out here on the lawn. You're not gonna make in any of your classes if you don't stay awake."
"That's not true Spike, and you know it. But I had this weird dream..it was about...actually it wasn't really about much of anything...this girl cept saying things to me..."
"Ooh?? Angel having a dream about girls...what does she look like?"
"I don't know..."
"What do you mean you don't know?? How can you have a dream about a girl and not know what she looks like?!"
"It's because I couldn't see her...all I saw was her blond hair."
"Well what type of stuff was she saying to you then? Don't tell me you forgot!"
"It was just a bunch of cryptic talk bits and pieces of sentances that didn't seem to go with the other."
"Well I don't know what to tell you Angel, just seems to me that you were having one of them random dreams of confusion."
"I think it's more than that Spike, it seemed so real...the things she was saying...I feel as if I've heard them before...but then they feel unfamiliar again...It's weird."
"No you're weird Angel..."
"Angel!, Spike! You have to see the new girl that just transfered here! I was at the registrars office scheduling for next semester and she was there! All I can say is gorgeous!"
"That's great Dom, but did you get a name or anything?"
"Yeah, Buffy...Buffy Summers."
Angel stood staring blankly at Dominic as he said the name. "Angel! Angel what's wrong?"
"Nothing..." Angel replied shaking himself out of it. "Listen I'm gonna go grab a bite to eat at Jimmy's I'll catch you later."
"What's up with him Spike?" Dom asked.
"Nothing, that's just Angel though he's certainly getting weirder." Spike laughed as he turned away and walked in the opposite direction.
*****
//Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
and you were there for me
And remember, Please remember me\
"Buffy..."
"Buffy...I'm leaving..."
"Buffy...I love you..."
"Buffy...what's happening?"
"Buffy, you're hurt..."
"Buffy, don't...not when I'm like this..."
"Buffy, I'm sorry..."
"And Buffy...I don't like him..."
//Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
And you were there for me
Please remember, our time together
The time was yours and mine
While we were wild and free
Then remember, please remember me
And how we laugh and how we smile
And how this heart was yours and mine
and how a dream was out of reach
I stood by you, you stood by me
We took each day and made it shine
We wrote our names across the sky
We ride so fast, we ride so free
And I knew that you had me\\
Buffy jumped in her chair when someone tapped her lightly on her shoulder. "Ms. Summers, wake up please...Ms. Summers!" Buffy looked up and founder herself face to face with her Professor.
"I'm sorry, really I am..." Buffy looked around the room finding it empty as she quickly began gathering her things.
"This is not the way to start your first day of school Ms. Summers."
"I know Professor, it won't happen again." Draping her bag over he shoulder she quickly left the room. As she exited the room she bumped in someone who was carrying a small pizza box. "Oh...I'm sorry..." Buffy looked up and saw the same young man she bumped into the night before at the movies.
"You now this has to be fate or something, this is the second time we have bumped into each other."
"Yes believe me I never expected it to happen again. I'm Buffy..." Buffy casually extended her hand toward the man her azure eyes never leaving his brown ones.
"Angel..." Angel took her hand and shook with a sense of familiarity, but quickly shook it off.
"I know we just met, but Angel, I swear I have seen you somewhere before..." Buffy looked down waiting for him to walk away saying how crazy she was.
"That is so weird I felt the same thing last night!"
"Really?"
"Yeah it was weird...Well...I...you wanna get together sometime?"
"I can't..."
"I'm sorry...your boyfriend right?"
"Actually...he's my husband..."
"Your husband!?! How old are you?"
"I'm only 21..."
"Wow you married early..."
"Yeah we married when I was 18..."
"Why did you marry so young?"
"It's a long story."
"I understand...well listen you are welcome to hang around with me and my friends whenever you want...I better get to class..." Angel quickly shoved past her hiding his disappointment as he made his way down the hall. Buffy watched him until he turned around the corner her eyes filled with sadness.
*****
"She's what?!"
"I'm telling you Spike, Buffy is married..."
"But she looks young" Dom said from the back.
"She is young, she's only 21."
"Now how did you manage to get this information?"
"She told me Dom."
"Uh huh, sure."
"I'm serious! She bumped into me when she was coming out of one of her classes."
"Yeah, yeah, I believe you."
*****
Angel drove down the road when he saw Buffy walking. Honking his horn he pulled over and rolled down the passenger side window. "Hey Buffy, you need a ride?"
"No I really shouldn't."
"Come one it's just a simple ride home...do you really think your husband would mind that much?"
"Well...you don't really know him..."
"Please, just let me give you a ride home...gives me a chance to get to know you better..."
"Oh...okay..." Hesitating Buffy got into the car as pointed the directions he had to go to get to her place. Though it was a quick trip the two talked about each other and their lives, but when Angel pulled up to her place he knew there was something she left out of the stories.
"Mommie!" A little girl with blond pig tails came running out to Buffy as she got out of the car.
"Mia." Buffy scooped her up into her arms and kissed her lightly on the cheek. Then she looked at Angel as he came walking around. "See long story." The smile on Buffy's face as she held Mia told Angel everything.
"Momma...who dis?"
"This is Mommy's friend Angel."
"Angel...where your wings?."
Angel began to laugh at the question. "I don't have any wings. What's your name?"
"I Mia." Mia held her little hand out to him and he sofly shook it and smiled. "She's adorable Buffy..."
"Thank you. Well I better go...the sitter probably wants to get paid. Thanks for the ride." She put Mia down holding her little hand as they walked toward the house.
Angel stood watching until they got into the house before going back around the car and getting back in. Resting his head on the steering wheel Angel started to laugh as he realized the situation he found himself in before pulling away from the curb.
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Okay that's the end of part 4 I know it was certainly and odd one but I think I went through 5 different versions of part 4 before I got that one that actually got the point across. Cause I wasn't getting and easy way to bring the two of them together. You know the typical writers block...you know what you want but don't know how to get to it. Well neway your feedback determines if there will be a part 5. Thank you.
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