(Disclaimer I don't own anthing you recognise ….i wish I did but I don't)

Lily's P.O.V

To my flower girl,

I'm writing this letter to you about the biggest thing that happened in my life

I fell in love with you. The way you smile, your personality, your eyes, I couldn't keep my eyes off you. I wanted to be with you more then anyone else in my life. I've never felt for someone the way I feel about you.

You're everything to me, the last thing I think of before I go to sleep and the first thing in the morning. I need you in my life, and if I don't have you then I don't wanna be around. When I'm with u all I can think about is how beautiful you are and how lucky I am to have u in my life. I want to give u the world. I wish I could.

I know you probley don't wanna hear this but I had to tell you cause I love u so much...

-

And that's all it said it wasn't signed lily turned the paper over furiously searching for a name but with no avail there was nothing.

Who on earth could have written this too her? The obvious guess would be Potter but theirs no way James could have written something as sweet as that. But then who? She just couldn't figure it out no matter how hard she tried and the thinking was starting to make her dizzy. She folded the letter into a tiny square and placed it in the top drawer of her bedside table and decided to head downstairs it must be almost time for dinner anyway. As she pulled herself up she shook her head to clear away the fuzziness swimming around inside it like a cloud and it was replaced with thoughts of the puzzling letter.

James's P.O.V

"No offence James but I haven't eaten like this all summer!" Sirus exclaimed while piling his food onto his plate.

"What because my house doesn't have an endless supply of food? Mum already had to hire two extra house elves to keep up with your never-ending apatite!" James informed his starving friend.

"She told me to eat what I want she said I was a healthy growing boy!" Sirius insisted defensively.

"She just didn't want you to feel bad for eating us out of house and home" James told him.

"Now could some one please explain how some can EAT you out of your house? Or you're home? Are they not the same thing?" and Sirus went on but truthfully James had stopped listening and his thoughts were now on the small red head that had just walked into sight and sat down at the other end of the table.

"James! James!" Sirus was desperately trying to get the attention of his daydreaming friend finally James turned toward s him.

"Yea what?"

"Do you no why else what you said doesn't make sense?"

"No…. why?"

"Coz you live in a mansion not a house!" Sirus explained to him proudly"

Malfoys P.O.V

He sat silently watching, from what he could tell it hadn't started yet, but his master had told him to be patient that it would all happen soon. He had said that there was nothing they would be able to do to stop it, they wouldn't know how. Laughing to himself he thought about how much wiser his master was than these people how much more prepared how much more powerful. They only had one weapon against him and soon enough this weapon will cease to exist.

Tj's P.O.V

"Lils lucius is looking at us creepily" Tj said turning away from the blonde slytherins chilling gaze it was making her cold from the inside out.

"Don't worry about it Tj that's how he looks at everyone to make sure we all stay scared at him" lily comforted her worried friend but Tarah wasn't convinced there was just something about the look that made her want to curl up in a little ball.

"So how are things going with you and Remus?" Tj could feel the blood rushing to her cheeks

"Well there was this thing on the train it was nothing really just something Sirus said he mention that Remus liked me but I don't know what do you think lils?"

Tarah waited nervously for her friend's input but when she only got silence she turned to her friend with a hurt expression

"Lily I was asking for your advice" but when she saw the confused look in her friends' eyes her hurt turned to concern

"Are you ok?" she inquired placing her hand on Lily's shoulder.

"Um yea I think so its just kinda a snowstorm in my head" Lily told her causing Tj to ask the question"

"Are you magically drunk again?" No I don't think so she replied slowly I just mean my heads all foggy and swirly.

"Well um I don't mean to worry you but I don't think that it's normal" Tarah stated tentatively "maybe you should go back to the hospital wing".

"No way I'm fine just tired is all maybe I should just head upstairs" and ignoring Tj's doubtful look she got up and walked away.

Tj wondered if she should tell someone about lily, she remembered madam pomfrey saying something about side effects when she told them about the gypsy curse.

She decided that she would wait and see how things were in the morning and was just about to follow lily when Remus came and sat down next to her.

"Hey tar….Tj how was your first day back?" he asked her a slight smile on his face

"Um yer I'd have to say interesting" Tj told him honestly trying to ignore the butterflies dancing in her stomach

Remus laughed at this "true true" he agreed then his face turned serious "hey Tj do you think that you'd like ..crap" he stoped mind sentence frowning at something over her shoulder

"REMMY" Tj turned to see sirus waving franticly at Remus

"Um think your being summoned" Tj told him hoping she hid the disappointment in her voice.

"Well I guess I should go see what he wants, um talk to you later?" Remus asked apologetically.

"Yer sure no problem" Tj lied, well what else could she say? No ignore your best friend's frantic cries and stay and chat with me? I think not.

James P.O.V

"Just admit it I outsmarted you!" Sirus drawled lounging on the couch in the common room of the heads dorms.

"Yea ok whatever you say mate" James agreed thoroughly fed up with this topic of conversation.

"Sirus outsmarted some one? Wow even I'm embarrassed for you" Lily's voice made him jump up and face her.

"Nah I just tell him that to shut him up" James answered

"Mmhmm whatever anyway I'm going to bed cya in the morning"waving lily started towards her dorm.

James watched her retreating back, "night flower girl"

(A/n thanks for reading people plz review!)