Here I am with another chapter. I hope you all like this one. It will explain more about why Jesse is the way she is. Some facts won't fit with the real lives of the Superstars, but that's why it's fiction.

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"Jesse do you want to sit down?" John asked as they walked on the beach.

"Sure." she said sitting down.

"Is there something wrong. You aren't talkative." John asked sitting down next to her.

"I was jut thinking about something that you said tonight." Jesse looked away.

"What did I say?" John asked turning her face to look at him.

"That you wanted to get to know me better."

John smiled. "That's making you think? I didn't mean to make you think." he laughed.

"I didn't mean it like that." she smiled. "It's just that no one has ever wanted to really get to know me. Well at least not since Mark."

John sighed. "I meant it Jesse. I want to get to know you."

"Well what do you want to know?"

"What do you want to tell me?" he smiled.

"John there is a lot that I can tell you, but I won't. Just tell me what you want to know."

"I just want to know what a friend would know. Like your family and friends, and where you got to be where you are now."

"You want to know who I have been with?" she smiled.

"Jesse, I want to know everything that you want to tell me. You could start with your real name."

"Alright. My name is Jessica Ann Knightly."

"How old are you?"

"Why? Are you worried that I am not old enough?" she smiled. "I'm twenty five."

"What about your family?"

"It was just me and four sisters. I know that you have four brothers, so I always thought that was cool." she smiled. "My mom left us when I was seven, so we lived with my dad. I moved out at sixteen and lived with my boyfriend at the time."

"What happened to him?"

Jesse looked down. "He decided that he wanted to screw someone older so he told me to leave. I got my own place downtown. It was a shit hole, but it was my own."

"Did you finish school?"

"Yeah and I even went to college. Who would have thought about that?" she smiled.

"Alright smart ass." he pulled her close to him. "What did you major in?"

"Criminal Justice. I wanted to be like Jody Foster in Silence of the Lambs."

"Really? I would have never thought of you like that. So how did you get into what you are doing now?"

Jesse smiled. She leaned over and gave him a passionate kiss. "Are you sure that you want to keep talking?" she tried.

John kissed her back laying her on the ground and moving on top of her. "No, I think that we have done enough talking." John kissed her again pushing her into the ground.

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Jesse rolled over onto her stomach. She knew that she was in John's room, but she didn't care who knew about it. Last night was the single best night that she had ever had. She moved her head so that she could see John sleeping next to her. She was amazed that he hadn't fallen asleep earlier.

Slowly John's eyes started to open and he looked into her eyes. "Mmm, good morning." he smiled.

Jesse moved so that she was on her side facing him. She put a hand on his head. "Did you sleep well?" she smiled playing with what little hair he had.

"After all the exercise we had last night?" he pulled her to him. "I can't believe that I am up soo soon." he kissed her.

"I should be going." Jesse said as she started to sit up.

"Why do you have to go so soon? I thought we were getting somewhere?" John looked a little hurt.

Jesse stood and searched for her clothes. "I thought I told you everything that you wanted to know?"

"Hell no." John stood. "There is a lot more that I want to know."

Jesse turned to look at John, who was standing next to the bed still naked. Her heart skipped a beat. He was the perfect male specimen. "What else did you want to know?" she barely got out.

John pulled on some boxers and walked over to him. "How did a girl like you get involved in a situation like this. I mean sleeping with different wrestlers?"

Jesse pulled on a shirt and sat down. "You aren't going to get over that are you?" she asked.

"No, I really want to know." John sat next to her.

"I have never told anyone this before."

"I won't tell anyone. You can trust me."

Jesse took in a deep breath. "I was always a big fan of wrestling. I love watching Shawn Michael's wrestler, he was always my favorite. Me and a friend scored back stage passes to a show from a contest. We couldn't go many places, but we were able to get to the catering room. That's where I ran into him, literally. We started talking and he asked me to go to a club later that night. One thing lead to another and I woke up in his room."

"You were with Shawn?" John asked a little surprised.

"Yeah, but it was only a couple of times. I was with him until I met Mark."

"Oh yeah. Tell me about that."

Jesse looked down. "Once Shawn introduced me to Mark it was over between Shawn and I. Mark convinced me to travel with him, and since I didn't have a job I cared about, I did. We were together for over four years. He was my boyfriend you could say. Mark feel in love with me and he asked me to marry him."

"He did? Why didn't you say yes?" John was in total shock. He never knew that things were so serious between them.

"I was scared. I was used to being treated like shit and that's how Shawn treated me. I was only an easy lay and I accepted that. When I found out that he was in love with me it freaked me out. I said no because I couldn't be a wife to someone. It's just not who I am."

"So what happened after that?"

"He met Sara and they got married. I knew that I wasn't meant to be with him so it was the right decision. After him I took a year or so off and I stayed away from the company. That's when I came up with the rules that everyone knows now. That way no one falls in love with me."

"Why do you keep who you have been with such a secret?"

"Well if I ever fall in love, the man won't know what a whore I really am." Jesse looked down.

"Jesse you aren't a whore. You just enjoy sex. Everyone does and it's not something that you should be ashamed of."

"I know, but it's who I am. I have forgotten how to be a girlfriend a long time ago." Jesse paused. "Is there anything else you wanted to know?"

John smiled "I want to know what it is going to take to get you to stay with me."

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