Here is another chapter. I hope you like it.
A/N: Just a little note, in previous chapters I stated that the show Jesse went to was a taped show, but that was not true. In this chapter it's a taped show.
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Jesse couldn't believe what she was hearing. "John, what are you asking me?"
John smiled. "I am asking what it would take for you to only be with me."
"I just told you that I wouldn't be a girlfriend to anyone. I don't remember how." Jesse was really confused.
"It's not like you would be my girlfriend. I just don't want you to have sex with anyone but me. At least for a while."
"That's a girlfriend." Jesse stated.
"No, not really. You don't have to be public with me." John pulled her to him. "I just want to have you with me. Let me teach you how to be a girlfriend again."
"You've been a girlfriend to a lot of people?" Jesse smiled.
"Smart ass." John grabbed her and gave her a kiss. "What do you say?" he asked huskily.
"John, I don't know." Jesse said trying to catch her breath.
"Don't you want to settle down? I don't care if you stay with me after or not. I just want to help."
"What's in it for you?" Jesse asked as it dawned on her.
John grinned. "I get to have a lot more sex with you."
"I don't think so John." Jesse shook her head. "It's just not something that I want right now."
John nodded. He wasn't going to push her. "Okay, but do I still get you tonight?"
"Yes, but only because I made the agreement last night. I will be leaving tomorrow." Jesse walked into the bathroom to finish getting ready and to get away from John.
She wanted to say yes to him, she really did. The only problem is that she didn't want him to get hurt when he realized that she couldn't be a girlfriend. After tonight she planned on staying away from him for a while. Maybe she would go back over to Raw and spend some time with Shane and Randy. Or maybe she would even take sometime off all together and go an a little vacation. Yeah that's what she needed a vacation.
Later that night.......
John talked Jesse into coming to the arena with him that night. They had to travel from Fort Myers to Miami which took less than two hours. They whole way there not many words were spoken, because John was trying to think of ways to get Jesse to agree to be with him. Over the last few months he has started get a real attraction for her. He knew that deep down she would be an amazing girlfriend if she would only let go of her past. John thought that maybe she liked having sex with different people, but that wasn't the case as he learned from talking to Jamie and Randy. It was more like she was sleeping with them, just because they wanted her to. John knew that it was not the case when she was with him. Jesse was always happy when they were being together and it never seemed like she was only doing it because he wanted it. Jesse really enjoyed it. That was his whole reason why he wanted to help her realize that she could commit to one person.
"John," Jesse said taking him from his thoughts.
"Yes honey." John said looking at the road still.
"Are you mad at me?" Jesse asked softly as if she was almost afraid of him.
"No, why would you think something like that?" John took a slight glance at her.
"You haven't said anything to me since I said that I couldn't let you teach me."
"No I am not mad at you. I'm just thinking."
"Oh, what are you thinking about?"
"My match tonight." John lied.
"Who are you facing?" Jesse asked trying to keep the conversation going.
"Since when do you care about wrestling?"
"I told you that I was a huge fan." Jesse smiled. "Look if you don't want to talk then you should just tell me."
"We're here." John pointed toward the building they had stopped in front of.
"Oh okay." Jesse got out of the car and waited for John to get out. Once he got out she spoke. "Do you want me to wait for you to go back to the hotel?"
John walked around to the back of the car and took out his bags. "Isn't that against your rules?"
"John." Jesse said walking over to him. She took his bags out of his hands and took a hold of his hands. "I'm sorry for not saying what you wanted me to say this morning. Maybe if you are this pissed off, then I should not see you tonight."
John looked at her. He didn't mean to sound the way he was sounded but he really didn't know what to say. She didn't want to learn to be a girlfriend, but she still wanted to sleep with him. It was driving him crazy. "I'm sorry, but I think that maybe I need a little while to think. I want you to meet me anyway."
"Okay, I'll be out here a little after the show." Jesse said walking away. She wasn't sure what was going on, but hopefully John would be okay after the show.
Jesse said hi to the security guard and walked inside. She decided that she would go to the catering room to get something to eat. She didn't know if Kelly or Rachel would be here so she would probably have to get a hold of Charlie. Jesse turned the corner and she saw that Charlie was already in the catering room.
"Well look who decided to come." Charlie said as she sat down.
"I got held up this morning." Jesse smiled and reached over to take half of his sandwich off his plate.
"Hey." he went to take the sandwich but she already had it in her mouth. "Who did you come with?"
"John had left late so he offered to give me a ride." Jesse said lowering her head. She didn't know why she suddenly felt sad.
"I told you that it was him that you were with last night." Charlie smiled brightly. He was proud of himself that he found it out.
Jesse looked at him. There was no use in lying to him. "Yeah, but now he wants me to be his girlfriend."
"What?" Charlie was shocked.
"He said that he knew that I would want to settle down and he wanted me to learn how to be a girlfriend again. He wanted to teach me."
"What makes him think that you don't know already?"
"I told him that I didn't know how." Jesse looked away to make sure that no one else was listening to them.
"What did you tell him?"
"I told him no." she said softly.
Charlie moved a little closer to her. "Why do I have a feeling that it was the wrong thing to say?"
"I like him I really do, but I can't be tied down. I haven't in over six years and I don't think that I can operate like that anymore."
Charlie took in a deep breath. "Jesse I think that this might be what you need. I can see it when you talk about him that you like him. Why don't you give it a try." he smiled. "At least you'll get a lot of sex."
Jesse laughed. "I don't know."
"Well just think about it. No wait screw him and come spend the night with me." Charlie smiled.
"I can't do that. I like being friends with you. If you would have only jumped me that first night like I wanted to. But no you had to talk." she smiled.
"Well I am so sorry." he laughed. "Come on lets get out of here. I want to see if I can find Kelly."
"Alright." Jesse walked with John out of the room.
After John had his match he was getting ready to head back to the locker room. He had not seen Jesse since they arrived, but he hoped that she would be waiting for him after the show. He turned the corner and saw that Jesse was waiting at his door. Confused he walked toward her slowly. Before he could say anything she walked to him and pushed him against the wall and gave him a passionate kiss.
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Well that is it for this chapter. I hope you liked it. I have finally decided where I want the story to go so I should be writing a lot more soon. PLEASE tell me what you thought.