Alright I am finally back with the story. I have not had access to the internet so I have not be able to update. I have however been working on the story so here you go..

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Jesse relaxed into her seat on the airplane. She was with Randy and they were headed over to Canada for a Pay-Per-View. It's been two months since she last saw John on the streets of St. Louis. It's been strange but she has gotten used to the loneliness of it all. Jesse was sure that everything was going to change because this PPV was a joint one and he was going to be there.

"It's going to be okay." Randy smiled next to her. He knew by now that she hated flying.

"I know. Can you do me a favor when we get there?"

"I'll make sure that John is no where near you. I'll be your bodyguard." Randy smiled. "Although you know that I think it's a bad idea."

Jesse sighed. "I know, but I just can't see him. Randy, you know that I want to be with him, but it's too difficult. Especially now that I now he was going to propose to me."

Randy looked at her shocked. "Who told you that?"

"I have my source and she said that he has kept the ring incase we ever get back together." Jesse sighed.

"Ah, it must be Kelly."

"How did you know?" Jesse asked a little shocked.

Randy laughed. "Because she is going out with Charlie who is John's best friend on the show. So how long have you known?"

"The day after I left him. I didn't know that he kept the ring until three days ago. Randy what am I going to do? I mean this is why I set up the rules and then he had to go and break them."

Randy put his arm around her shoulders giving her a side-ways hug. "Have you ever heard the expression 'Love knows no boundaries'? I think it applies here." He paused and took in a deep breath. "Rach, I have to tell you something. I have talked to John since he came to the house and that man is so in love with you, there is no way that he is going to be seeing anyone anytime soon. I mean all the boy does is talk about you."

Jesse closed her eyes. "Why are you telling me this?"

"Because you need to know all the facts before you make a decision that affects both of you lives." Randy pulled her close and kissed the top of her head. "You know that I love you right?"

"Yeah." Jesse laid her head on Randy's shoulder.

"Okay then you know that I want nothing but the best for you and I think that maybe John is the best."

"I know, let's drop the whole thing okay? I don't want drama before we get there."

"Alright sweetie." Randy laid his head on top of hers and soon she was asleep.

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John rubbed his head as he sat in the locker room. Tonight was going to be the biggest one of his life and he had no one to share it with. Earlier, he saw Jesse walk in with Randy, arm in arm, and she looked so happy. He didn't know what was going on between them, but he wasn't sure that he really wanted to find out either.

Over the past two months John has come to terms that he and Jesse will never be together again. He decided that he was going to give her the engagement ring, he bought so that she would know that he was letting her go. It's going to be the hardest thing that he has ever had to do, but he needed to move on.

"Yo, dawg what's up?" Randy mocked John as he walked in.

"Yeah man." John stood and slapped hands with him. "What's going on?"

"I asked you first."

"Just thinking. Why aren't you with Jesse?"

"Don't be like that man. There is nothing going on and you know it. She's just as confused as you are. Just give her time."

John shook his head and sat down again. "I am tired of giving her time. There is never going to be a relationship between us and I accept that. I am going to give her the ring so that she knows that."

"Don't give up on her man."

There was a knock on the door. John stood and walked to it opening the door to see Jesse standing on the other side. "Hi." Was all he could think to say.

"Can I talk to you?" She asked softly.

"Of course." He stepped aside to let her in.

Jesse gave one look at Randy and he quickly left the room. She turned to look at John. This was going to be hard.

"John, I-"

"No, let me say something first please." John stopped her.

"Okay."

John walked to his bag and pulled out a small velvet box. "I know that there is never going to be another chance for us to be together." he said before looking back at her. "I wanted you to have this." John turned back to Jesse. "I bought it the night you left and I have no idea why I kept it." He walked toward her. "Maybe I had hope that you would come back to me." John took her hand and placed the box in it. "I am giving this to you because I accept that there is no chance and I need to move on." John paused as he looked at her confused face. "I'm letting you go."