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A/N: Thanks for the reviews….the bad and the good. Well, I thought I would write this now, coz' this week will be such a drag…exams, projects, etc....I found time to change the third chapter to a better one....so hope you like it...

Chapter 3: Doubts and Suspicions

"Have you thought about it???" Starfire jumped as the familiar voice irk up as she entered her room. Speedy was there sitting on her bed.

"Are you here to see me?" she asked him.

"I guess" Speedy shrugged, "I still have to hang out with Rae first…you know and we could do something afterwards" walking towards Star.

"You know, I do not like you playing a game of doubles." She commented.

"But…It does have merit" Speedy smirked at her, with a glint of his eye. He cupped her face. "So…have you taught about it?"

She jerked away, "Yes, I have…" she looked at him uneasily, turning pink.

Speedy looked anxious…"Well??"

Starfire closed her eyes and thought about what Raven had said…she would always be there to support her. She hesitated…

"I think it is okay for us to have a silent relationship…" She told him. Speedy smiled, "How about Raven? We must tell her somehow…she might suspect"

"That was my point awhile ago…" she said to him, she wanted Speedy so much, and nobody can't him away from her . Raven stole Robin from her, Star could see that by the way Robin looks at her but she wondered if it was the right thing to do. She suddenly forgot about it when Speedy cupped her face once more, she stared dreamily at his dark brown mesmerizing eyes…she would forget about anything else and lured her to a passionate kiss. Raven has been always loved by my other team mates especially Robin. I want to also feel that love… Speedy broke off and left Star completely speechless, "I think of something…somehow" Speedy uttered.

Raven was now in her room, spending time with her vanity mirror. A visit to her mind would keep her boredom…but then when she was disturbed by a knock on the door. "Who is it?" she snapped,

"It's me…Speedy" a voice said, through the other side of her door. She opened the door and flung her arms around his neck. "I've missed you" Speedy whispered to her ear. "Really?" she said. Speedy kissed her on her cheek, "Really"

Then when Speedy hugged her again, the flashes his memories and emotions flowed into her head. Making her feel the same feeling as she had experience before. She felt like falling in to an abyss. What does these images from Speedy and Star mean? She jerked away from him and look at him with uncertainty. Would they be.....doing something behind my back???

Robin, Cyborg and Beast Boy entered the living room, it was so deserted.

"Star??? Raven??? We're home" Beast Boy called, his voice echoed throughout their extremely large common room. "Well, talk about being unwanted…none of them even bother to welcome us home…" he said.

"Chill, BB, It's not like we just come home safely from a fight with Slade" Cyborg said, Robin, never saying a word, headed to the hallway.

"What's eating him??" BB asked Cy as he watching Robin sulkily walked off. BB and Cyborg exchanged worried glances.

"I guess he needs some time alone" Cyborg said.

"I agree, dude, He was like a total drag in the arcade"

The first hall had no doors and was dimly, leading to two fork hallways, the right side, the direction to Cyborg, Star and his room and the other side was Raven and BB's. When he was about to turn right, he spotted….the jerk…Speedy knocking at Raven's door….calling out her name. "Who is it?" Robin heard Raven said, grumpily on the other side. "It's me…Speedy" Speedy replied. It was so…frustrating to see that Raven easily succumbed to his stupid act and flung her arms around him. He had seen enough, he stormed into Star's room the same time when Raven had invited Speedy in.

He doesn't deserve her, the bastard…Why could he do this to her…Raven deserves more than this…I bet he's just doing this to keep close to Star.

Star….and why didn't she do anything to stop him…Is Speedy more important to her than Raven…Raven was her best friend…

Robin entered Star's room, with extreme rage.

"Rob—"

Robin pushed her against the wall, "How could you do this??"

"How could I do what, friend Robin, do you mean why I stopped making my home made puddings…I did not know you like them." Star replied, Star is so naïve…how…how can I hurt her…

"Star…Stop it…Stop playing with me" Robin said, letting her go.

"Oh, we were playing?" Star asked, confused.

"I know…I know what you did last night" Robin replied, quietly.

Star's green emerald eyes widened, "You know about Speedy and me, and the thing last night??" she answered weakly.

"How could you do this to Raven, Star?" Robin asked.

"I was not thinking, last night…." Star said quietly.

"You should be…what do you think will happen if Raven knew…If Speedy will break up with her because the two of you…were…" Robin knew it was even disgusting to even say it.

"I am sorry, I love Speedy….so much" she retorted, her eyes getting red.

"I know you do, but it's not easy for Raven to let him go, you're smart enough to know that, Star." Robin replied, placing his hand on Star's shoulder.

"Raven…Raven…Raven!!! How about me, Robin??? Do you care what I feel? No!!" she spat at him angrily.

"Do you think that it would be easy for me to let Speedy go, no…no it's not!!?"

"Star, I—"Robin tried to interject, not meaning what he said awhile ago.

"I love Speedy as much as Raven does!!!" She cried, she tightened her fists, almost releasing her green aura

Star just cried on his chest, full of confusion, pain and regret.

"I'm sorry too, Star" Robin said to her, he couldn't barely resist her being so devastated, she was like a little sister to him.

"I guess, It depends on Speedy to decide…who to choose" Robin said.

Star sniffed, "I understand, Robin, of course, you can think of Raven's happiness a lot because you really show you care for her…in a special way."

Robin's eyes widened and the pace of his heart quickened. "I don't" He said, uneasily.

It had been past twelve, Star was lying on her bed twirling her hair on her finger...rethinking her decision between her and Speedy at the same time waiting for him to come to herroom. Obviously, he was with Raven right now. She often wonderedit had beenmonth or twoever since Speedyhad stayed here in the Titan Tower, and every other night after Raven hadalready slept, he would sneak off to herroom and hang with her, she wasn't regretting it at all. Being with him was fun...and Raven didn't even suspect a thing.Butwhy was it like this, she wasso tired of theprocess, spending time with Ravenin the day and Star during the night.If Speedy had liked her more than Raven, why didn't just Speedy spend time with her in the first place to avoid any problems....why?? He was just making things more complicated didn't he??

Speedy ran through his hair as he leaned on the bed, with Raven sleeping on his lap. Spending time with Raven was boring, though she was too dark for him, she had experienced things that Speedy couldn't relate to himself that made him difficult to love her. She was so open to him, she told him about her parents and what was being like to be raised in Azarath but when he tried to relate Raven just paused and sighed, wishing she had a life like his....it was so depressing.

But when Speedy was with Star, oh, how could he explain it, no words can even describe when being with Star. She was so care-free,understanding and so happy-go-lucky. He couldn't bare the time when Robin and Star had been dating...he was so pissed by them, especially by Robin. He was about to ask Star...but Robin was first, he was always first...but when Speedy noticed Raven and Robin got closer and closer, he could even noticed the way Robin would look at her. He wanted revenge or something...he would want to see Robin loose what he want....and get what was his.....now.

Speedy gently placed Raven's head on her pillow and crept out of her room. Unaware, that his so-called girlfriend had been half-sleeping all this time. Raven had have enough, where does he go all the time???It was driving her crazy!!! Every night,she ignored this behavior of his but this was getting far off, she was getting suspicous alright, how he barely sleeps in his room and wakes up late in the morning, Raven even concluded that he was off partying with Beast Boy and Cy at nights but it wasn't really everynight. Raven even had this idea that he would go back to his old apartment but his motorcycle was just in the garage, unused. Raven tried to read his mind, but she jsut couldn't pry in to his thoughts just like that, she trusted him and what if he knew she was trying to spy on him, it would like tear him apart because it was like she didn't trust him. But Raven couldn't take it anymore, she remembered what Robin had said to her, the last few weeks ago.....

flashback......

It was like any other day, Robin and Raven had shared the hobby on meditating on the roof. Raven knew Robin's was so uneasy and couldn't concentrate...Then Robin finally asked her,the question....the question that had been haunting her these past few weeks, the question that mae her doubt Speedy.

"Raven, did you feel like you have made the right choice??" He asked her. She looked at him, raising an eyebrow.

"On what"

"Being together with Speedy" he answered.

"What are you talking about, Speedy and I are happy...there isn't anything with being with each other that made us unhappy...so how could ask that????" She replied in aghast, knowing as Robin as her best friend would understand her happiness.

"But do you trust him??"Robin asked her, with a worried look on his face.

"Of course, I do" Raven said truthfully as she saw Robin look away from her.

"But I don't" he replied, with an angry tone in his voice.

"Geez, Robin, I thought youshould be happy that I'm happy right now, there's no need for you to doubt ' I happy with him!!" Raven said firmly."I can't believe you" Than she just walked away....avoiding Robin ever since.

end of flashback

Raven got up her bed, breathed really deep as if she was to plunge in the ocean, hoping that it was alla misunderstanding. She opened her door, floated throught the hallway looking for Speedy. She listened intently on his footsteps, followed it and it led her to.....Starfire's room....

A/N: the next chapter probably involves with an extremely angry Raven....sorry that I changed it....but your reviews really helped ,thank you!!!