Title: God
Writer: catfire
Part: 1/1
Pairing: None
Disclaimer: Buffy isn't mine…blah blah blah
Summary: Spike talks about vampire stuff
A/N: This was supposed to be a drabble, but it kind of ended up too long. I couldn't think of a way to cut it down, so whatever, it's 144 words.
"Oh, God." Buffy mumbled as stared into the empty mirror.
"He can't help you now. God could never accept something as evil as us. He scorned us from the start. All vampires, all through time. The myths are all different, but the one thing that stayed the same: He hates us.
"I tried; was a religious man when I was alive. When I was turned…well, at first I was just scared. So I turned to the one place that had always accepted me. I entered that church, and felt at home. People always said that a Cathedral as large as St. Paul's made them feel small. But for me, it made me feel loved and important.
"One thing I never got: there were vampires before Christianity. I mean the number of vamps who talk about the crucifixion…Did I ever tell you the Woodstock story?"