I'm seriously thinking of stopping this story, cuz it's getting NOWHERE! Thanks to christina who was the first review in for Chapter 2, and also thanks to minasraye who was also the first reviewer(christina was anonymous).... here's the third chapter for your pleasure.

To Be All Alone

Chapter 3

The sky had turned into a beautiful dark blue shade. It was dotted with tiny stars. It was beautiful, to say the least. Inuyasha sighed. Beautiful like Kagome. He leaned against the trunk of the tree. "There's no doubt about it… my life is definitely messed up."

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

When no one's there to save you

No you don't know what it's like

Thunder rolled across the starry sky. Dark clouds blanketed the navy blue sky. Rain began to silently fall. Inuyasha looked up. Crystal clear raindrops fell into his honey coloured eyes.

"Damn, my night couldn't get any worse."

Welcome to my life

Inuyasha sighed and closed his eyes hoping that his nightmares would leave him alone.

Inuyasha slowly opened his eyes. The wind brought his nose a familiar scent. Kikyo. Her tried to move, but couldn't. "Ki… K-Kikyo," he stammered. "What?"

No one ever lies straight to your face

And no one's ever stabbed you in the back

You might think I'm happy

But I'm not gonna be okay

The miko that stood a fair distance from him smiled. She smiled on of those fake, insincere, "why-are-you-talking-to-me" smiles. "Heh. Nice to see you're alive."

Inuyasha blinked, as if he were dreaming. "I thought you…" Nothing was making sense.

"I did. But you're stronger that I thought." Kikyo approached the pinned hanyou and wrapped her arms around him, hugging him. "I'm sorry."

"But…" Inuyasha started to say "But what about Kagome?" but decided against it, seeing he wanted to keep her safe. He faintly smiled down at Kikyo, even though his heart was being broken in two.

Everybody always gave you what you wanted

You never had to work it was always there

Inuyasha closed his eyes; happy to be embraced by the miko he "loved". But Kagome's crying face appeared in his mind.

"Forget about her, she's nothing," Kikyo whispered.

"Who?" Inuyasha asked dumbly, trying to cover up his wandering mind.

"Kagome, my reincarnation."

"Kag…" Inuyasha sighed.

"Use the jewel. Become human." Kikyo hugged Inuyasha closer. "Become mine."

You don't know what it's like

What it's like

"Kikyo, stop." Inuyasha said quietly.

Kikyo looked up. "What?"

"Kikyo, stop. Get off me." Inuyasha demanded, a little more confidence in his voice.

"Why?"

"Because you don't love me," he replied.

To be hurt

To feel lost

To be left out in the dark

"What?!" Kikyo yelled, suddenly angry. "What are you talking about?"

Inuyasha felt his left shoulder drop. He looked down; Kikyo's arrow had vanished. All of a sudden, he felt empowered. He repeated himself. "You don't love me."

To be kicked when you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

"I followed you in death! Don't tell me I don't love you!" Kikyo shouted.

"Then why don't you love me the way I am?! Why do you want me to become human so badly?" Inuyasha yelled, a little growl in his voice.


Well there it is... hope you guys are enjoying the winter/Christmas season... um... if i get an amazingly large amount of requests to finsih this story, this will be the last chapter... so yah... Merry Christmas! (r&r) ... xox