To Be All Alone
Chapter 3
The sky had turned into a beautiful dark blue shade. It was dotted with tiny stars. It was beautiful, to say the least. Inuyasha sighed. Beautiful like Kagome. He leaned against the trunk of the tree. "There's no doubt about it… my life is definitely messed up."
To feel like you've been pushed aroundTo be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Thunder rolled across the starry sky. Dark clouds blanketed the navy blue sky. Rain began to silently fall. Inuyasha looked up. Crystal clear raindrops fell into his honey coloured eyes.
"Damn, my night couldn't get any worse."
Welcome to my lifeInuyasha sighed and closed his eyes hoping that his nightmares would leave him alone.
Inuyasha slowly opened his eyes. The wind brought his nose a familiar scent. Kikyo. Her tried to move, but couldn't. "Ki… K-Kikyo," he stammered. "What?"
No one ever lies straight to your faceAnd no one's ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be okay
The miko that stood a fair distance from him smiled. She smiled on of those fake, insincere, "why-are-you-talking-to-me" smiles. "Heh. Nice to see you're alive."
Inuyasha blinked, as if he were dreaming. "I thought you…" Nothing was making sense.
"I did. But you're stronger that I thought." Kikyo approached the pinned hanyou and wrapped her arms around him, hugging him. "I'm sorry."
"But…" Inuyasha started to say "But what about Kagome?" but decided against it, seeing he wanted to keep her safe. He faintly smiled down at Kikyo, even though his heart was being broken in two.
Everybody always gave you what you wantedYou never had to work it was always there
Inuyasha closed his eyes; happy to be embraced by the miko he "loved". But Kagome's crying face appeared in his mind.
"Forget about her, she's nothing," Kikyo whispered.
"Who?" Inuyasha asked dumbly, trying to cover up his wandering mind.
"Kagome, my reincarnation."
"Kag…" Inuyasha sighed.
"Use the jewel. Become human." Kikyo hugged Inuyasha closer. "Become mine."
You don't know what it's like
What it's like
"Kikyo, stop." Inuyasha said quietly.
Kikyo looked up. "What?"
"Kikyo, stop. Get off me." Inuyasha demanded, a little more confidence in his voice.
"Why?"
"Because you don't love me," he replied.
To be hurtTo feel lost
To be left out in the dark
"What?!" Kikyo yelled, suddenly angry. "What are you talking about?"
Inuyasha felt his left shoulder drop. He looked down; Kikyo's arrow had vanished. All of a sudden, he felt empowered. He repeated himself. "You don't love me."
To be kicked when you're downTo feel like you've been pushed around
"I followed you in death! Don't tell me I don't love you!" Kikyo shouted.
"Then why don't you love me the way I am?! Why do you want me to become human so badly?" Inuyasha yelled, a little growl in his voice.
Well there it is... hope you guys are enjoying the winter/Christmas season... um... if i get an amazingly large amount of requests to finsih this story, this will be the last chapter... so yah... Merry Christmas! (r&r) ... xox
