A/N: Hello again! This is the first chapter. I don't own Harry Potter nor its charcters but I do own thi Draco/Hermione fic. This fic might seem a Ron/Hermione at first but just read on, you'll see.
Shadowyukino
I'll always be with you…
Rating: PG-13
~Don't ever fear, for I shall be there
Under my wings, I will banish your fears
When everything's just too painful to bear,
Trust me, I'll always be here for you…waiting…
I LOVE YOU…~
HERMIONE'S POV
My heart was shattered, my soul was torn. I watched as Ron tumbled down the river.
Ron…no… this is a dream
No, a nightmare
It just can't be!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Christmas Morning
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! Or should it be an un-merry Christmas for most of the Gryffindors.
Mr. & Mrs. Weasley, Precy and Bill came rushing to Hogwarts. Fred and George were sniffling and crying. Ginny was squealing and sobbing. Harry looked at me but I did not look back.
Your eyes…
Your dazzling eyes now…
Red with hurt…
Red with love…
Red with sorrow…
Take them away from my gaze…
They pierce right through me…
They just…hurt…
My heart… my soul…
My everything…
"'mione" Harry whispered but I was not willing to hear. I've completely shut myself away from the real world. Away from this earth of pain, sorrow, loneliness. All I ever wanted, all I ever wished for, was to be with my beloved's arms right now.
Take me with you…
Shield me with your wings…
Take the pain away… let it melt away
Don't le go…
Please…
"Hermione, I know how much you feel but look at it this way. He's off to a better place and future. He's off to a new world. Far beyond ours."
Ron's leaving me?
No!
Ron don't leave me! I love you!
"Hermione?"
"Sorry Harry. You're a great friend."
"Yeah. Let's eat breakfast. I'm hungry."
"OK."
As we headed down the Great Hall, everything seemed so normal. Plates clanging, people singing carols, chatting, giggling. Especially the damn Slytherins.
Damn them. How could they rejoice?!
Why?! Ron's dead!
And they're so happy!
Damn them to hell!!! Damn them!!! DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Harry and I positioned ourselves nearby Ginny. Ginny was still crying. Harry held her close. Ginny accepted the comfort and buried her head against the warmth of his chest, of his gentle heart.
It made me cry.
It made me remember.
It made me weak and devastated.
FLASHBACK
I rushed to Ron crying.
"Why are you crying?" he asked.
"Oh Ron it's your favorite pin! The sapphire bird pin! Oh God I lost it!"
Ron froze for a moment then wrapped his arms round me.
"I'd rather lose a pin than you. To me you're worth more than a billion of those pins and all the treasures put together. You're the only girl for me, Hermione. I can always buy a new pin but not a girl like you."
I gazed at his sympathetic eyes. Those eyes full of love and care.
He bent down to me then gently he covered my mouth with his.
I closed my eyes entering a new world way beyond the real world.
As usual, his kiss brought life to the inner fire within me.
It gave me life.
It gave me strength
But all things must come to an end, he released me.
END OF FLASHBACK
