Tears are streaming down my face now. Inside of me, I can feel that it's nearly time to go. Landon wakes up slowly. Knowing that this could be our last moment together really scares me. I can't bare the thought of that.
He sees my eyes open and get up off his seat. He kneels down next to me. "Landon..." I whisper softly. Tears begin to form in his eyes as well. I can't handle this. His gently puts his hand on mine. His touch is so warm.
I wish I could hug him just one last time. It pains me so much to see him like this. "I want you to know that I love you...not even death can do us part..." I say to him. He bites his lip and the tears begin to fall down his cheeks.
"I want you to know that I'll be waiting for you. I don't want to leave you yet...I'm scared Landon. I'm really scared to not have you by my side..."
He hides his face in the mattress...he whispers back to me..."I love you to...you're the best thing that ever happened to me...you saved me, Jamie."