Disclaimer: Yet again, I do not own Phantom...

A/N: Well! I'm updating fast today! Thanks for the review Erikorlando'sgirl! I promise that next chapter i'll put a paragraph about Erik and Christine, I can't really put it in this chapter... It would kind of be out of place and awkward... lol unless I were to randomely make Christine and Erik walk by... Hm... Well anyways, this chapter is really corny and weird... So BEWARE! It kind of reminds me a little bit of Romeo and Juliet... Aww poor pathetic Raoul... I like making him be sad, Evil laugh Muahahahahah! Anyways! I hope you enjoy! For those of you who read! Thanks! And please Review!

Meg's Window:

Meg's Diary.

Dear Diary,

Today Raoul asked me to go dinner. I was happy! I couldn't believe that he asked me! I have always been fond of Raoul, but I never imagined that he would, one day, ask me to go to dinner with him... But that dream was easily crushed when I discovered that he still had deep feelings for Christine... How I was a fool! I fell for him! I fell for his games! And in the end, I was the one who was crushed...the funny thing is... I still like him... My feelings are mixed up right now, I'm not quite sure of what I feel anymore.

After Raoul told me his true feelings, I ran back to Mama, and I cried to her, and she told me that these things happen... I'm not sure if that was what I wanted to hear... But in a way it made me comfortable, it made me realize that it isn't the end of the world.

The only thing I can think of right now is Raoul; I can't get my mind off of him, off that moment when he asked me to have dinner! Sometimes I think I am too obsessive, that I just say the same things over and over, and that I just wish it will come true, knowing that it might never come true... I don't know if I can ever face him again...I don't' know if I have the courage to do so.

I'm hurt...why did he play these games with me? Why...

-Meg

Meg closed her diary, putting it away in her desk, she slowly glided over to the window, where she sat down, staring at the full moon.

She sighed, continuing to stare at the dark streets, the falling rain, and the stars.

Raoul's Journal.

Today I made a mistake... I hurt Meg Giry because I'm an idiot. Now she probably will never forgive me...She needs to understand that I do like her, but that it still hurts me about Christine. I thought she would understand, but I suppose I am stubborn. I've hurt her feelings and I'm terribly sorry, if only I could tell her that, tell her that I do care for her, that I don't want this tension and awkwardness between us. Now her mother probably hates me, and I won't ever see her again... But I must! I can't just sit here in my room writing about how pathetic I am! I need to go to Meg, and tell her how I feel, tell her I'm sorry and ask her for forgiveness!

Tonight! I shall, at past eleven, go to her window, and catch her attention, and tell her how I truly feel! Oh God please let her forgive me! I don't know what to do if I have to see her cry again. But... This all seems too much of a fairytale... Have I gone insane? Why am I making such odd attempts? Will they work? Or will I fail miserably? Whatever it may be, I have to go, I have to try! Tonight! I shall see Meg Giry, no matter what!

-Raoul

Raoul closed his journal and quickly went to get his coat and hat. He went out his bedroom door and down the stairs through the main door where a carriage was waiting.

"To Meg Giry's House" Raoul said.

"Where Monsieur?" The driver asked, looking confused.

"Meg Giry's House!" Raoul exclaimed.

"I'm not sure I know where that is Monsieur..." The driver said guiltily.

"I'll direct you as we go!" Raoul said fiercly, yelling at the driver once more for him to hurry up and leave.

They sped through the streets with in the carriage, "Can't you go any faster!" He yelled at the driver.

Finally after five minutes he arrived at Meg Giry's house, the rain had stopped, and he noticed a light on inside the house. He looked up to the window and saw Meg sitting staring out at the sky.

"Meg!" Raoul said excitedly to himself, "now how am I going to make my way up towards her window? She is on the second story!"

"I can't climb, there is no way of getting up... Oh hell... I'll just yell for her." Raoul looked up at the window and noticed Meg was staring out.

"Meg!" Raoul yelled, Meg gave no notice that she was aware of his presence, "Meg!" Raoul yelled again. This time Meg heard his call and quickly opened her window.

"Who's there?" She asked looking down.

"Meg! It's me, Raoul!" Raoul exclaimed moving into the light so Meg could see him.

"What are you doing here?" She asked sadly.

"I wanted to see you!" Raoul yelled back smiling.

"Oh did you now? Or did you just want to hurt me again like you did last night?" She said mockingly.

"I wanted to apologize to you... About what I did earlier... I didn't know what I was thinking." Raoul said looking sadly.

Meg lowered her head and closed her window, leaving Raoul alone in the dark.

"Meg..." Raoul said sadly climbing back into his carriage.

A/N: So! I hope you liked! Note: I was very hyper when I wrote this so it probably seems coughstupidcough. Anywho! I'll try to write the next chapter soon! And sorry i'm so bad at naming chapters... I really do hate it... It's quite annoying... lol... Bye!