Disclaimer: I still don't own RFR or any of the characters.

A/N This is a Travis/Parker chapter but don't worry I'll make sure that this fic stays rily because all my fics are rily and I would be breaking a law if it wasn't rily lol. Anyways I'll make the next chapter have lots of rily in it to make all you rily shippers happy k? Okay.

Travis's Diary Entry:

Dear Diary,

I don't know what is wrong with me. It seems like everytime I'm near Lily it just ends up in a yelling match. I know I should just get over it and move on but what Lily did really hurt me, she was the first girl I ever loved and one of the first people to make me feel like Roscoe was my home.

Usually I'm calm and collected but lately my emotions, both good and bad, have been impossible to keep hidden behind all my usualy buddha quotes. That's one of the reasons why I'm writing in this diary. I don't usually keep a diary but I thought that it might be easier to get my emotions out on paper since they seem so eager to escape.

I don't understand how I could have forgotten about Parker. I had decided to meet her and talk to her because it almost seemed like she was one of the only people who would understand. Parker seemed to understand me a little better then some people do. She knows when I'm upset and has this quiet dignity that I admire in people. I don't know if she will understand why I left Mickey's without talking to her though. I'll try to talk to her about it in school tommorow, I just hope she'll listen.

Parker's POV:

I walked into school that morning feeling as if this was going to be the start of a bad day. I had woken up late and missed my bus and as I was sorting through my books I realized that I had also left my history paper at home. I slammed my locker door shut with a bang, taking out my frustration on the innocent peice of metal.

I decided to go to the cafeteria and start studying for the algebra test this afternoon. As soon as I got there I spotted Travis over at the bubble tea machine. My stomach did a flip as he turned around to look at me.

"Parker I was wondering if I could talk to you about yesterday." he asked. I'm not one to hold a grudge so I sat down with him at a table after buying myself a cola from the drink machine.

"So what did you want to talk to me about?" I asked although I knew that it probably had something to do with Lily.

"I know this sounds really stupid but I'm really confused about this whole thing with Lily, I mean I know I'm being really stupid and I should just forgive her but she really hurt me." Travis said. It was really weird talking to Travis because he seemed different. He seemed like he was being completely honest and letting his gaurd down. In that moment it felt like I knew Travis Strong, not the independant buddha quoting one, but the Travis Strong who needed other people's help, who needed my help.

A/N I made this chapter really short because I think this is my worst chapter yet and it turned out really cheesy. Oh well I am kind of having temporary writers block with this story so please don't hate me for it.

Keeley