"There must be some explanation to this," Jackie said calmly to herself. Randy wouldn't cheat on her, would he? She shook her head at the thought. He loves her, or at least she thought he did. "Oh Randy please don't hurt me again. I don't know if I can take it," she whimpered softly to herself.


Randy sighed as he heard her hang up. She had heard Stacy's voice and knew that something was going on. Feelings of guilt washed over him. How could he do this to her?

"Was that Jackie?" Stacy asked, although by looking at Randy's guilty expression, she had an idea.

Randy nodded. He then turned around to face her. "We can't do this. It's not right. I have to go back to her and explained what happened."

Stacy grasped his hand as he was about to walk out the door. "She will never forgive you."

"Maybe," he said, "but that's a risk I'll have to take."

Randy drove back to the hotel and went inside the elevator, pushing the button that lead's to Jackie's floor. As the elevator door opened, he stepped outside and slowly walked towards Jackie's room. He reached her door and hesitated. Finally he knocked on the door.


Jackie heard someone knocking on her door and wondered who it was. She stood up to open it and could only stare when she saw who it was. "Randy," she breathed. She stepped aside to let him in. He turned around to face her.

"Jackie let me explain…" he started.

"Please tell me what I thought didn't happen," she said desperately. "If you told me it didn't I'll believe you."

"Jackie, I'm sorry." His eyes casting towards the floor.

"So it's true." She broke into tears.

Randy walked towards her but she backed away.

"I didn't know what came over me. Stacy asked me to go to meet her at a restaurant. Then she told me she still had feelings for me and asked me if I still loved her."

"Do you?" Jackie inquired, her swollen eyes staring into his. Randy's silence answered her question and she started to sob again.

"Just because I still have feelings for her doesn't mean I don't love you," he told her.

"You can't love two people at the same time!" she cried.

Randy grabbed her hands. "I promise I won't see her anymore. I'll be faithful to you," he vowed

Jackie shook her head. "But she'll always have a part of your heart. I can never have all of you. They say you can never forget your first. I never believed it… until now."

"Jackie please! Give me another chance. I made a stupid mistake I'm sorry," he said desperately.

"If I marry you, do you think you can forget her?" she asked him finally.

When he couldn't answer her, she left him knowing she can never have his whole heart.


"I'm sorry," Stacy apologized asked she watched Randy gulp down another glass of champagne.

"It's not your fault. There are just some things I can never forget." As he said that, he looked at her.

"You still love me," she said happily.

He turned his attention back to the alcohol and took another drink. "You were my first love. But then you broke my heart."

Stacy put her hand on his shoulder. "I though I loved Test. I was wrong. You're the one I love. We can be together again if you want."

Randy shook his head. "It's too late for that,"

She leaned into his ear. "It's never too late."


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