A/n: This is YAOI! That's MALE/MALE!SPOILERS!!!!!!!!!! Don't read past here if you don't wanna be spoiled!Yes, I do KNOW the implications of a KratosLloyd relationship. I've played the game myself various times. ()
Sin
This wasn't supposed to happen.
I've made a grave mistake.
This is yet another Sin I shall be forced to add to my slate.
I had believed in my will, I had believed it was strong enough to handle
a situation like this. I was wrong, apparently.
Upon finding Lloyd...my son, thing's instantly grew in difficulty.
I did not wish to fight with these feelings, but again, I questioned
Mithos' intentions.
I began to derive pleasure from being with him.
Fighting with him, speaking with him.
He was raised better than I could have hoped.
I would not have done such a fine job.
He's so kind. He's beautiful.
Perhaps I can understand Mithos' pain more now.
This insane longing I'm feeling for my son.
I wanted nothing but to be with him, but I couldn't.
I couldn't taint him sinfully.
How could I take his innocence?
There is so little and the world, and I'm already destroying
one innocent, why must I destroy two?
In training Lloyd, and teaching him, I felt as if I was at least leaving him something.
I have been talking with him to willingly. I longed for
my son, but I didn't deserve him. I am a fallen angel.
I am a sinner. I cannot oppose fate.
Lloyd is like a high angel, like Anna. Pure, kind, and trusting..
Did I forget my morals then?
Did I allow hope to overtake my heart, which should be bleak?
Perhaps....it feels warm. I'm warm, because he is too, lying on my chest,
his arms wrapped around me.
I have sinned again. I have taken his innocence upon his whim.
I have sinned, for I have enjoyed it.
I enjoyed his warm and inviting mouth.
And he didn't even know what to do...
How could I?
Lloyd....I love you.
More than a father should, yet you don't know the truth, do you?
Perhaps you will never know.
Soon, we will reach the tower upon which Salvation is named.
Then, the last innocent of this world will be sacrificed.
I have sinned Lloyd.
I have sinned because I was not supposed to love you.
-owari-