Author's note:

Just a quick chapter, I found a song summing up Bella really so I was inspired and thought that I would update, this chapter doesn't really fit in but hey! It's about Bella and she rocks! So enjoy, and after this the story will commence as normal, no worries! Jas xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

P.P.S I can't be bothered adding the song in, I don't really know how any ways.

Bella's POV:

"Tom" I whispered,

I opened my eyes and saw not Tom – but my husband Rodolphus lying next to me sleeping. I felt a pang in my chest, I didn't know whether it was guilt because I was betraying my husband, or if it was sadness because it wasn't Tom lying next to me. Just the thought of him made my stomach flutter madly and my heart begin to race, I love him so much, he doesn't love me back of course but this fact is of minor significance.

With joy I remember the night that Melody was born, how proud I wasâ€how proud HE was. The way he held Melody in his arms, and the way he looked at her. How I yearn for him to love me in that way, and in that magnitude. Tears trickle down my cheeks, I have done EVERYTHING for him, I have killed my cousin for him, I have betrayed my husband for him, I have mocked, imprisoned, tortured, killed innocent people for HIM. Everything I did was for HIM didn't he see that? I had provided him with a beautiful daughter, and gave her away for HIM. I would walk to the ends of the earth just for a fleeting smile, something, ANYTHING, so I could feel wanted.

Without thinking I began to scream with fury, WHY DIDN'T HE LOVE ME! I woke up Rodolphus who instantly flew out of bed to try and calm me. But I kicked and screamed, hit, and pushed him away from me,

"I WANT TOM!" I screamed so loud that Lucius – who was across the hall came charging in, thinking that somebody was being murdered.

"What the hell" he began.

I screamed louder, tears of absolute fury running down my face even faster, where was my wand? I would KILL them in a minute, I started to spin around looking for it..

"Malfoy go and get the dark lord," Rodolphus said franticly.

"NO!" I screamed. "GO AWAY, G-O A-W-A-Y!"

"She's gone mad!" I heard Lucius say to Rodolphus.

I through myself down on my bed and started to scream and bang my fists, shaking with rage like a child having a tantrum. The bedroom door burst open and he strode in. He had come to me! He took my hand and had dragged me from the room even before I had realised what was happening. We appariated in his room and it was there that I let myself collapse. I began to sob and shake with tears in his arms.

"I love you Tom." I sobbed. "Why don't you love me back?" I asked.

He sighed. This is it – I thought. I am going to be rejected again.

"I do love you Bella – God help me I do. But we can't be together, I can't get emotionally attached to any one." He said softly.

"But you already are Tom." I said and slipped gently onto his knee.

"Bella you know that my work comes first"

"I know. I accept that, it's just I want you to love me – to show me you love me. I would do ANYTHING for you Tom, you know I would. PLEASE don't hurt me again." I sobbed.

"Bella I" he began, but he stopped suddenly as a light flashed underneath the door, it wasn't just an ordinary light, it was the light that issues from some sort of spirit.

"Its him!" he breathed with fury. "We have got to find Melody NOW!" he roared and sprang up and I fell to the floor with a thump.

"What's going on?" I asked softly,

"SHUSH WOMAN! I can hear him" he whispered and through the door open. The spirit was stood just outside the door, but it wasn't a spirit it was a ghost,

"Tom!" I whispered aghast "That...that's"

Author's note; hehehehehehehehehehehehehe How mean am I? OK, I will give you one last chance to prove yourself to me, who do u reckon it is. Oh and its not Harry, OH MY GOD PEOPLE, I can't actually believe that u thought it was him, NO WAY, Now you know this person is dead to! Ok, g2g love and peace! XxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxX