Introduction
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This is my first entry...I had written this a while ago, and never really had the courage to put it up. Please review and tell me what you think. All reviews will be read and put into consideration for my next publication. This is written in Kai's POV.
Disclaimer
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I do not own Beyblade.
Note
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You cannot defeat darkness with darkness,
only light can do that.
You cannot defeat hate with hate,
only love can do that.
Martin Luther King
Light In The Dark
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The night's shadows envelop me.
The icy winds blast me in the face.
(its cold)
I should move on.
Learn to roll with the punches.
But.
If there's one thing I never learned well, it's that.
(if i died here would anyone ever know i existed?)
When I was little and Boris hit me.
I used to close my eyes.
And...after a while, everything would be ok again.
Now, I close my eyes and rain streams down my face.
(tears)
It doesn't work.
I still feel the pain.
(those who cannot take lifes hardships will not live to see its pleasures)
I can't find my way.
I realize now.
Life holds nothing but misery for me.
It is better just to get it over with.
But the door to death is just too heavy.
(i couldnt open that door)
I often wonder what that's like.
To have a carefree childhood, be able to play and laugh freely without getting beaten.
To go to sleep with a full stomach.
Boris.
As a child, I learned to close off my feelings from him.
He thought of us as war machines, not impressionable little children.
Whenever I cried after a beating, he would beat me again.
Twice as hard, and twice as long.
They say that it is always the darkest before dawn.
I've been in the dark for so long.
When will the light come out?
(come out)
I will look for the light.
(somewhere inside of me)
I don't know if I have the strength to go on.
But I'm betting everything i have on this last stand.
I will look for the light in the dark.