I pulled myself into a tight ball on my bed. I thought about how I hated life and how I
want it to end…soon. I didn't even know how much longer I could spend life in this
hell-hole. No one even cares, well except for one person. Everything has suddenly went downhill since Rick died. I'm always expected to be the loving daughter with a good rep, great grades, except fun is off limits. Lately I'd been choosing how to spend my own time with Jay and all. Not that what we do together means anything special, but I guess it keeps both of us on our feet. I can hardly remember a time that I've slept a full night since then. There is one time I remember quiet clearly though.
I had had a terrible day at school and I was just about ready to kill myself. I lied down to sleep and cried my eye's out. Jay had known I had a horrible day so he snuck in my
basement window and held me until I fell asleep. My whole view of him changed and then I knew that he cared. He told me he cared and he kissed me and held me telling me he everything was going to be alright. As long as I have Jay I'll hold on now. He tells me that we need each other and that we hold each other together. Amazing words coming from his mouth if you know what I mean, so unlike him.-Emma
Jay-
I sat on the couch thinking about Emma again. She seemed to be all I thought about these days. After Rick died and Sean moved away she seemed to be broken, lost, somewhat missing a part of her. It hit me one afternoon coming back from Wasaga Beach that I,
Jay Hobart, had a thing for greenpeace. And it also hit me that I needed her and she needed me. Weird I know, but life is full of surprises. I need Emma Nelson, never thought I'd say that. Who knows maybe I even love her, but first things first-Get rid
of Alex.-tough one. I don't want to hurt her, but I don't want her either. I've know Alex
for 4 years and Emma barely 2. Man am I gonna hit her hard when I tell her I'm dumping
her for Emma. Real hard. But like typical Jay, do I care, yeah, do people think I care, no.
Oh, well their problem not mine. I think I'm gonna stop the trips to the ravine with Emma. Think I'm just gonna get to know her more. Not typical Jay. Man this girl must
be worth it.
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