Damn World

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Disclaimer: Don't own it okay, just the fucked up Rick!!!

Tasz; Hi my backy!

Ray: Â!!!

Tasz: you're in a good mood, aren't ya?

Ray: Hai!

Tasz: Gonna talk Japanese the whole time or is English an option too

Ray: Iie!

Tasz: Whatever!

Chapter Four The morning after

He took a towel and made it wet, then he stumbled back to Ray and lay next to him cuz the sitting was a little tough. He gently turned Ray around and cleaned him with the tears burning in his eyes.

'I'm so sorry, my sweet Neko! Kai said as he couldn't control his tears anymore, Ray tried to turn around and looked at Kai.

/ O my gosh he looks so hopeless, so sweet. He isn't the cold bastard he is a sweet innocent child. / Ray got a little smile on his face and pulled Kai closer to him.

'It's okay, I fine now and.... u? Ray said pushing Kai's chin up so he would look at him. Kai got a forced smile on his face and buried himself in Ray's chest again.

Kai and Ray stayed like that for a few more minutes and then Kai got his straights back, not only his straight but his cold self too. He gently pushed Ray away and stood up, looking down at Ray. He bent over, his hand placed on Ray's back and then other under Ray's legs. He lifted Ray from the bed and carried him to the bathroom.

He kicked the door open and gently placed Ray in the bathtub, he turned on the hot water and then the cold. He looked at Ray and then turned around and closed the door behind him.

Ray laid back his head and relaxed, he let the water massage his burn places and pained body.

Kai got of all the sheets and made a big pile of laundry, he got some new and clean sheets out of the closet and placed it on the beds. When Kai was done he cleaned himself with a nearby towel and got dressed. He looked at himself in the mirror, his cheeks were blue, he had a black eye, a torn lip and his hair looked like shit.

Ray was so tired that he wanted to go and have some sleep but he didn't want to come out and go back to the bedroom.

'I don't wanna clean this mess, I don't wanna think about it and I don't wanna get out of this bath coz it helps me relax a little'. Ray said to himself while he shifted a little but he immediately got a discomfort look on his face cuz of the pain. He lay back again and closed his eyes as he tried to think of nice things.

Kai sat down on the chair in front of the mirror and took Ray's brush, he gently brushed his hair and got it back in place with gel. He looked a lot better with his hair back in place but still he had a black eye and the upcoming bruises.

Ray finally got out of the tub and dried himself carefully. He tied the towel around his waist and stood in front of the mirror to brush his teeth. He looked up and saw a little cut above his eyebrow and two or three little bruises. Ray sighed and placed the tooth paste on his brush.

Kai sighed deeply and walked to the closet, he stopped to hear the rain drops fall on the window. He loved that sound, suddenly his whole life flashed before his eyes and after a minute of flashbacks Kai fell to the ground. He grabbed his head tightly and shook it while he said "no".

Ray spit out the water with toothpaste and turned around. The pain was back again, he saw the pictures of Kai flashing in front of his eyes. Ray quickly pressed his hands against his eyes and got on his knees.

'No, go away!' Ray sneered at the images.

Kai got on his feet and pulled out his favourite coat, it was a long black coat, it looked like one of a vampire (a/n you know the one that Neo, Matrix, and Blade wear! Have one myself, I love it!!! Wait ... mine is not leather -" .. Kai's it :D lol) He quickly wrote something down and walked out of the bedroom, he placed the little piece of paper on the door and walked out of the hotel room.

Ray just walked out of the bathroom and saw the last piece of Kai's black coat.

'Kai wait!' Ray yelled but Kai was gone and he smacked the door behind him. Ray clenched his hand and then got on his knees again but this time to cry.

/ I know that Ray needs me now but I just need to be alone for a sec. / Kai thought as he walked to the elevator and pushed the button. 'Hnn, better get myself a room too' Kai mumbled as he stepped in the elevator.

Ray whipped away the tears and ran to the note on the door, he grabbed it and read it.

Ray

I need to be alone, I'll be back soon

don't worry and I have my phone with me

if you need me, call me!

Gomen - nasai!

Aishitera, watashi koibito

Kai

Ray smiled and looked out of the window, he wanted to walk in the bedroom but he didn't dare to. He was afraid of seeing the blood again and.........

'I have to be strong just like Kai' Ray said as he pushed the door open, Ray's eyes became wider as he looked around the room.

/ Kai.....Kai cleaned it all up!?! How....how sweet of him! / Ray walked in and stood next to Kai's bed, a single tear rolled down as he gently let his fingers explore the sheets.

'I'm......I'm so sorry' Ray said as he sat down on the floor coz he just couldn't sit on the bed.

Kai was at the desk but there was no one there, he nervously pressed the button for the second time and coldly looked around. Then finally a young woman came, she had blond hair, blue eyes and a beautiful necklace white little diamantes. Kai just couldn't get his eyes of the nice piece of shining diamante, the girl laughed and explained that her boyfriend gave it to her.

'Hnn, I want a room'. Kai said back not interested, she noticed the mood Kai was in but still decided to ask something.

'You already checked in a few days ago so why do you want another room'. She asked daring while playing with her diamante gift. Kai looked at her if he was about to kill her and then grinned.

'I didn't know that you dumb assed bitches could remember something like that, especially when your blond too'. Kai said with a little arrogant look on his face.

The girl was blown away by his answer but she was not about give it up yet, she opened her mouth but before she could see something Kai continued bringing her down.

'How did a whore like you, get in a place like this, looking at a man like me. I'm already taken so stop staring and do you fucking job! Ohh sorry I forgot that you're no longer a damn prostitute but now a fucked up little girl with no brains, who is sitting behind her fancy desk smiling at the lifeless pieces of shit that walk in here! Now give me a good room that is next to or in the same area as room 579, you damn WOMAN!' Kai sneered at the desk lady, she was totally upset and couldn't think anymore.

'Uhhhh sir I....uhh...have no... room' She said trembling, Kai looked at her and grabbed her diamante necklace, pulling her a little closer to him.

'You better get me a fucking room before I get back coz I know where you life, bitch!' Kai whispered in her ear, the girl was so scared that she al most cried. Kai let go as he saw a man coming their way, he looked in her eyes and placed his index finger in front of his mouth and made a 'shh' sound. She nodded and Kai left.

'What was going on, Anne?' The man asked the shocked girl, she looked at him and then shock her head. She placed everything back in order and looked back at the man.

'He was a friend of my boyfriend, it was nothing'. She said while thinking of Kai. The man walked away.

/ This is so weird I don't know him and he was very mean to me but for some odd raison I believe that he didn't mean it / She typed in her computer and saw that the person before Kai had room 577, she got up and asked someone to fill her in. She ran to the elevator and went up.

Ray was very, very tired and he just had to sleep so he walked out of the room and lay down on the sofa.

Anne stood in front of room 577 and knocked on the door, a tall man opened the door and smiled at her.

'Oh Hello sir but there has been a little mistake I gave you the wrong room, you see I had to give you room 477 not 577'. She tried to sound convincing and smiled nervously. 'Don't be nervous it's okay, we were unpacking but it's no problem just give us a few minutes'. The tall guy said laughing. 'Ohh thank you sir thanks a lot'. Anne said smiled and she handed over the key of number 477 and got back the key of 577.

Ray jumped up as he heard the thunder, a flash was to be seen and Ray quickly grabbed a pillow. He hated thunder.

Kai walked over the street and he saw a flash as well, he looked up and then turned around.

/ Ray hates thunder I must go back and be their for him. / Kai walked back to the hotel.

Anne was back at her desk and looked at the door, she saw a dark figure walking in and it was Kai. She got out the forms that he had to fill in and waited for him to get to the desk, he was soaking wet and she saw the bruises. She didn't dare to look at him before coz he was yelling at her but now she saw the bruises.

Kai knew that the bruises had become worse coz they were a bit itchy, he looked up and looked at himself in the mirror behind Anne. They were getting blue and purple, he sighed and filled in the papers while he buried his face in them.

Anne was the only one with a clear view at the bruises and she was surprised.

/ They are big and there're many why didn't I see them before, he has a black eyes, he has a torn up lip and his cheeks are a different colour, they are blue with purple. / Anne was thinking about Kai while she looked at him, Kai noticed and he lifted his head so he would look in her eyes.

Kai could feel everything burn, his back was so badly hurt that he couldn't stand straight.

A young man that stood behind Kai was fooling around with his girlfriend, he tried to kiss her but she turned away so they were 'playing' some kind of game. The girl playfully pushed her boyfriend and he stepped back, he stepped between Kai's feet and his elbow touched Kai's back. Normally Kai wouldn't have felt it but now his face showed his terrible pain.

'I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt, ya'. The man said as he placed his hand on Kai's back, Kai was done filling in the paper and he dropped the pen. The man smiled and then looked puzzled as he redrawn his hand. It was sticky and he noticed that there was blood on it, the mans face was pale and the girl let out a little scream.

Anne jumped up to see, she was shocked. 'You are beaten up, aren't ya?' She said to Kai holding the key firm in her hand. Kai looked shocked and gathered all of his energy, he grabbed the key and ran in the elevator that was about to close.

Kai sighed as the doors were closed, he looked to his side and there was an old lady. He looked angry and then turned away.

'Don't be afraid, young lad' She said, smiling and she got out a picture. 'You like my son, he is a nice boy and so are you, I can see it in your eyes, and you're just hiding it from the rest of the world aren't ya?' She showed Kai the picture, Kai was shocked, she held a photo of him and Ray in her hand.

'What the....' Kai backed away from the old lady and she laughed, the doors went open and the old lady got out. As the doors closed she grinned and opened her mouth.

'Protect what you love, love is powerful, you're powerful, Kai, my boy'. She said as she threw in the picture, Kai was shocked, his mouth was hanging open and his eyes were twice their size.

'How.....how.......' Kai mumbled as he picked up the picture of him and Ray.

Tasz; man, my fingers hurt. thinks of her crappy English "

Ray: Great, but who is the old lady?

Tasz: That is for me to know and for u to guess.

Ray: Hnn

Tasz: evil

Well ppl!!??!?! Do ya wanna know who she was or what is gonna happen??? Well if you do then push the button!!! Pleazzz!!! Just pretend that Kai or Ray is that button and I'm sure ya wanna push them!!! -

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TASZ