Own Ashley and Sydney. Don't own anyone famous, darn it! John's POV about five years ago.

So Confused

John's POV:

March 22nd, Ashley's birthday.  Not that I really care though, I mean she dumped me! Well, that was a good, no grrreat day! But something changed after it, and I just can't figure out what it was. I thought she loved me, I know I loved her. What did I do wrong? Orton probably stole her from me. I hate that guy. He's so cocky. Something happened to her when she found out that I was gonna be on Smackdown. She knew I would never cheat on her. Hell, I wanted to marry her. It's all in the past now, five years to be exact. I pulled out the picture of us taken on her birthday. Whoa, she's 21 now, probably looks totally different. I wonder where she is?

Flashback

"Ashley, I love you."

"Thanks John, I love you too. What's going on? What did you have to tell me? I have something to tell you too!"

"Well, ok. I got signed to the WWE, I'm gonna be on Smackdown. John Cena, the Doctor of Thuganomics! Can you believe it? Me, a professional wrestler!"

"OMG, are you kidding me? That's awesome baby!" She said as I wrapped her in a big hug. "When do you start?"

"I'm leaving in a month. I can't wait! Ash, what did you have to tell me?" I asked.

"Umm, well, I'm glad that we're together baby. I love you." She quickly answered.

"Ok, I love you too."

Four weeks later she dumped me, two days before her parents funeral.

"John, my parents are dead, and I realized something. I don't love you. Never did. I think you should just leave and forget about us. Ok?"

"Baby, what do you mean? We've been together for 3 years, and you now realize that you don't love me? Bull, I don't believe it."

"John, don't make this harder than it is. We're over. I'm leaving with Randy. You'll never see me anyway, so it's best this way."

"Whatever. I'll still give you guys a ride, I gotta plane to catch too."

            When we got to the airport, Ashley gave me a passionate kiss, out of the blue. Before I could say anything, she ran off, following Orton. I never got to say goodbye. I felt the tears building up in my eyes, and just turned and got on my plane. Leaving Ashley, and West Newbury behind me.

            End Flashback

Just thinking back on her brings tears to my eyes. I'm still confused. What the heck did I do?

            "Hey Cena, lets go over our match," RVD said, "Dude, what's wrong, you're like crying? Ya ok?"

"Yea man, just thinking about something, nothing major. Let's go."

"ok, whatever you say." RVD answered.

I let out a deep sigh, as I slid her picture back in my bag, and shut the door, Following Rob to the ring.

"Happy birthday Ashley, wherever you are."

            Five years later, and I still love her, darn.

St. Louis

Randy returned home 3 days after my birthday. He walked in wearing his trademark smirk(A/N: gotta love that SEXAY smirk!)

"What are you smirking bout Randy? "

"Oh, nothing. Where's Sydney, I got her something. It's out back, check it out."

I looked out the back door, and saw an adorable golden retriever puppy with a big pink bow on it.

"Orton, you're gonna spoil her rotten! She's gonna love it.!" I chuckled as I gave him a kiss on the cheek.

"Syd, come here, Uncle Randy got ya something!"

            Randy and I both started laughing when we heard Sydney come tearing down the stairs. She was covered in blue and yellow finger paints, and had a paper in her hand.

"Uncle Randy, I made you something! Whadya get me?" Sydney asked as she handed Randy a messily painted picture of the three of us in front of what looked like a house.

            "Why thank you Sydney! I'll show you, but first, come here and give me a hug!"

Randy laughed as Sydney jumped into his arms. He then covered her eyes, and took her outside. I followed them, with a huge smile an my face.

            Sydney began to get impatient and began squirming in Randy's big arms.

"Uncle Randy, hurry up! What is it, what is it!?"

Randy set her down, and removed his hands from her eyes. Sydney practically jumped out of her shoes when she saw the puppy sitting before her!

            "I gotta PUPPY! Mommy, mommy, mommy, I gotta puppy! Look, a puppy! Thank you Uncle Randy! A puppy, ahhhh!!!" she squealed.

"What are you gonna call her Syd?" I questioned my excited daughter.

"I'm gonna call her, Pinky, cuz her bow is pink!"

"Pinky, good name." Randy and I both said at the same time.

            We headed back towards the house, leaving Syd and Pinky in the backyard.  I gave Randy a great big hug and said,

"Ya know, you're a softie. No matter how jerky they make you seem on RAW. Randy, thanks for being so great to me and Syd. You treat her like she's your own daughter. You don't know how much you mean to both of us!"

"I know, I'm loved! You're my lil sister, I'll always be there for both of ya. Now I have something important to tell you. It might just be a mood killer too. I got drafted to Smackdown."

            "Randy, that's great, I mean if you're happy, I'm happy. Why would that be a mood killer?"

"Well Ash, John's on the Smackdown too, remember?"

            That's when it hit me,  what if John and I bumped into each other? Naw, he wouldn't even recognize me. It's been five years.

"Ashley, did you open you gift from Stacy yet?"

"Oh, yea. Thanks big guy!"

            I walked over to the counter and tore open the envelope. Stacy had gotten Syd and me backstage passes to RAW and Smackdown.

Her Note read, 'Ash, now you'll never be kicked out! Come and see me often! Happy birthday! Love Stacy'

"Hey Ash, you and Sydney still gonna go on tour with me?" Randy asked.

            "Of course! By the way, did Dave and the other guys get sent to Smackdown too?"

"Yea, Evolution stuck together, except Paul, Steph wouldn't let hi get switched. Wives are crazy you know that?"

"Aww, too bad. Syd will be happy. I still haven't told her that we're going with you. She loves her "Uncle Bat and Grandpa Flair."

"They can't wait to see her. Oh, Pinky's coming too! She won't miss her puppy."

            Randy went down to the basement to work out in his gym. I started to make dinner, which was reheated pizza. I set the table and went to the backdoor and hollered for Syd to get Pinky and come inside, then went and got Randy. We sat at the table, and listened to Syd babble about something that Pinky did, and all Randy and I could do was smile.

            "Uncle Randy, could I have my picture back?"

"Why Syd?"

"Well, I gotta paint Pinky in it now!" was her answer. At that we all laughed. Sydney ran upstairs with the picture after dinner, with Pinky at her heels.  The doorbell rang, and I went to answer it. It was Dave. He came over to surprise me, since he wasn't there on my birthday.

"Happy birthday Sexay gal!" he shouted.

"Thanks Dave, you ain't too bad yourself!" I joked.

Syd must have heard him, because she came flying out of nowhere and jumped into his arms! Dave closed his eyes and said, "Where's Syd, I can't find her!"

That caused her to giggle, and he put her down. We told her that we were all going to travel with Uncle Randy, Uncle Bat, and Grandpa Flair, oh, and Pinky too. Sydney was very excited, and ran upstairs to "pack". We were leaving in the morning, and Sydney and still had to pack. I went upstairs, packed, packed Sydney, and then crawled into bed. Mentally preparing myself to deal with an unexpected, possible run in with John.

A/N: Getting longer, this isn't that hard after all. Keep those reviews coming! More to come!