I do not own any Saiyuki characters but I wouldn't argue if Sanzo and my
beloved Goku were given to me as a birthday present by a certain Japanese
manga artist...wink-wink...please don't sue cause you will find that I have
nothing and you'll waste precious time that you'll never regain.
SanzoHakki...one sided GokuSanzo...errrmmm and most likely other pairing or whatever along later...if there is a later. But I would like to state that I LOVE SanzoxGoku fics...they are the best...I just wasn't in a happy mode and this was birthed from it...I shall be the end of the world one day...
Thank you everyone for your reviews, I didn't think this fic catch anyone's attention. I'm glad it did though. I must say that I'm sorry for the grammar errors...you see I suck at spelling and grammar...and I usually write between 12:00 –3:00am so I don't really catch my mistakes. I also have this problem with proof reading my stuff...I don't do it.
Umm, I don't know anything about Sanzo and Hakkai pairings. I don't read the fics; I don't like the pairing..., which is odd seeing how they're a couple in this fic...hmmm...so I don't really know how their relationship is viewed among its fans. But since this is a fan fic...and I am the author I guess it's okay to write it my way ...the characters maybe OOC but I've read other fics on Saiyuki and then watched the anime and people always seem to stress the character more than what they really are. In this fic I will stress them my way. Thanks again for the reviews, they really made me very happy.
Smoke
Goku's POV
"OI! SARU!" My eye's snap open at the loud outburst of a voice and even more so the surprising thud of my own pillow hitting me square in my face.
"AHHHHHHH!" Without thought I was standing on the bed with the pillow retrieved in my hands ready for battle, only to be met with the amused laughter of Gojyo. The prick. "Baka mushi!" He just laughs some more.
"Is that the thanks I get for coming in here to get you up for breakfast? Ungrateful chimp." I snort and jump down from the bed onto the warm wooden floor. I should hit him for yesterday but I can't. I have to go back to normal and that means no grudges, just the simple everyday bickering between us two "idiots" of the group.
"I'm not a chimp." I let out a yawn and stretch my back. Still he hasn't left my room, he's just standing there like he's waiting for something. "What?"
"No, you're a chimp but you're not a pet." I blinked at his mumbled words and after a second I couldn't help but breaking out into a real smile. Ah I believe my first smile for so long. Can I really remember the last time it was real? No, I can't. That was the closest thing I was going to get as an apology from the pink-haired freak. He smiles back and I know we're fine again. "Well anyway I thought we could beat those two dead beats downstairs this time. They'll choke on their hearts with surprise when they realize we're up before them. Besides I believe you had enough sleep this night."
"What time is it?" I ignored his last comment choosing to pretend to be too busy getting dressed to notice it.
"It's about 6: 20. I figured we could get some tea before they start to serve the breakfast." I turn to look at him leaning against the wall with his arms folded across his chest.
"And just what are you doing up this early?" Gojyo is usually the one before me to get up in the morning so I find it weird that he's dressed and ready to go before the rest of us.
"Nosey brat. I woke up and couldn't get back to sleep. It happens to the best of us. Now hurry up and lets go I'm tired of waiting for you." He turns to open the door and leave as I follow behind hopping on one foot while trying to put my other shoe on. Once it slid into place I was right behind him closing the door.
"I didn't know they served tea this early in the morning."
"That's because you're never awake this early in the morning. You're to busy dreaming of fighting and food."
"Dreaming...I haven't done that in a while." I whisper under my breath. He doesn't make a comment so it means I'm clear of him hearing me. I wonder if it's pity that really brought him to my room this morning or was it friendship? He seems to hate Sanzo's and Hakkai's relationship but why? Is he a homophobic? Does he have a thing for either Hakkai or Sanzo and is jealous?
"What have I told you about thinking too hard? It can be dangerous so stop it." I'm about to reply but Sanzo's door swings open just as we were about to pass it. But it wasn't Sanzo who stepped out.
Gojyo's POV
I nearly jumped back when Hakkai stepped out into the hallway and let out sharp cuss. "Shit!" His eye grew wide at his sudden shock and his face paled. Goku. I whip my head around to see how he's handling it and I'm speechless at what I find. That impish smile that makes him look so innocent and young. But why?
"Good-morning Hakkai? I didn't know you woke Sanzo up too?" That idiot! I know he knows, so why can't he tell what's going on? I look back at Hakkai waiting for him to answer. He gives a nervous choke trying to knock himself out of his shock.
"Y-yes I do Goku. What are you doing up so early?" I watched as he quickly pulled himself back together. I want to hit them both.
"Kappa here felt the need to kiss my ass this morning and who was I to say no?"
"I was NOT kissing your ass saru! There's no telling where it's been."
"Will you two shut-up! It's too damn early for your shit!" I look behind Hakkai and see Sanzo leaning on the frame of his door pulling out a cigarette for a morning smoke. I check on Goku and I see he's still smiling but that isn't what I feel. I can sense it on him, the pain, the anger, and the loneliness. I can even feel jealousy and love. You're fighting a hard inner battle aren't you saru? I wonder though, can you win?
"Easy Sanzo, it seems that they were just about to go downstairs. There's no need to get angry it's too early for that too."
"Cheh."
"Alright we're going now, see you guys when you get down." I tuck my arm across Goku's shoulder and lead him away from the others. He's faking it. How someone can wear a smile like they do their skin I'll never know, but it blows my mind away each time he does. "How about some alcohol in your tea this morning?" Gods knows I need it and I'm sure right now he wouldn't mind any either.
"Thanks." His rugged voice is soft. I wonder though just what he was saying thanks too, the drink or something more than that?
Authors POV
The two sat across from each other at a table in the far corner. When it came time for breakfast they would need all the space they could get between them and the other customers. It was a bad idea to end up hitting someone upside the head with a random dumpling which was sure to happen in Goku and Gojyo's daily eating routine. So in order to not get kicked out, or have Sanzo blow the owners brains across the floor they have learned to sit farther away to create less of a disturbance.
Gojyo watched as Goku calmly and quietly drank his tea. Usually something like this wouldn't have caught his attention much but the key words in this situation were 'calmly' and 'silently'. Goku was anything but calm and silent. But as of lately he's noticed the change in the boy when Goku didn't think anyone was watching him or paying attention. His face would darken and his eyes would soundly grow old and tired. These were the looks of a carefree youth, but of a world-ridden man. It was soon after the change in behavior that only he seemed to notice did Gojyo finally see that Goku held himself inside just as much as the others.
"Your tea is getting cold you ass." Goku pointed out to Gojyo, knocking him from his stare.
"I'm surprised you realized tea can get cold after how fast you drink it. Mind your own." The redhead shot back. He took a drink from his cup nonetheless.
A soft "Bite me." Came from the golden-eyed boy before Gojyo reached over and filled his empty glass once again. Soon the room's volume started to rise as more and more people awoke for breakfast.
"The others should be down soon, it seems we can order now but the last thing I want is a paper fan permanently lodged in my skull." Goku snickered at his teasing before taking another swallow of the tea.
Hakkai's POV
"Morning!" Goku's voice sang towards Sanzo and I. He looked as genki as ever but I'm still worried. This morning was cut far to close.
"Good morning Goku. I trust you slept well?" He smiles and nods with zeal. Good, he has no clue.
"Sanzo! I said good morning." I glare at my lover when I saw that he didn't plan on returning Goku's greeting. He glared back.
"Meh." He managed to squeeze out and I just sighed. It seems that was the best I was going to get out him but Goku seems pleased by it so I won't push the topic. Actually I'm tired of his shit. It has to be killing Goku; I don't see how it couldn't. To strive to make the one he loves see him, to even have to fight for a simple morning greeting. It's wrong because still after the hell he drags him through Goku will die for him without a second thought.
"Well let's hurry up and order I'm tired of listening to Goku's stomach growl." I looked at my companion. Someone who I was always close too, could turn too when I needed a shoulder. Now he won't look me in the eyes and I feel nothing but cold when around him. Does my love for Sanzo make you hate me that much Gojyo, or is it your protective nature for Goku?
"Yes, I am quite hungry." I sit down and call over a waitress. As she heads over I glance among our group. Sanzo like always is reading the newspaper but I doubt he finds anything in there of his interests it's just his way of being anti-social. Gojyo is teasing Goku to get an easy rise out of him and Goku of course reacts feeling his pride would be damaged. Goku...What would break you? I know the fear of losing your sun would but that has always been because he was near to death. Would it destroy you to know Sanzo is with me? And if I knew it would, could I stop being with him?
"Ohayo gozaimasu minna-san. What can I get for you this morning?" The waitress smiled at me and I gave a smile back.
"Goku." I pulled him from his mini tiff with Gojyo.
"Yeah Hakkai?"
"Why don't you start the orders this morning?" He blinks studying me for a second before his face lights up and he picks up the menu and starts to order everything. First yesterday with that cold gaze in the jeep and now he's unsure around me. Acting as if I have something up my sleeve. Maybe there is something that's bothering him. Do you know? I don't think you do because if you did you would be this calm, this YOU. You use to come to me sometimes, but now like Gojyo I feel nothing but cold from you. Or is it me? Is guilt taking over my senses?
Sanzo's POV
I watch the stupid monkey in the review mirror. He's antsy. He keeps playing with his hands and dragging his fingers through his hair emitting a sigh every now and then. It's the first time ever that I hope we run into some demons to kill or Goku's going to drive me crazy with his constant fidgeting. Idiot. I glance at Gojyo and to a normal eye he would seem asleep but he isn't. I should kill the bastard for last night. If he tells Goku I'll never hear the end of it and that will be the day Sha Gojyo finds another hole in his head. Dumb kid and his stupid crushes.
"We should reach the next town in just a few hours and have lunch. The town after that is only another three so we can keep going after we eat." I look at Hakkai from the corner of my eye.
"Great! I'm starving!" Goku yells throwing himself in the middle us Hakkai and I from the back. "Hey Hakkai, can I drive?"
"Ummm, I don't think that would be the best idea. You seem to be pretty reckless and I don't think Hakuryu would be too happy about that." I snort at the stupid question. Goku? Drive?
"Aww come on! It's not like he can't transform if he gets too scared."
"I don't think Sanzo and Gojyo would like it very much if they were dropped on the ground cause Hakuryu felt he needed to change for his safety. Maybe later I'll try to teach you if we have time and smooth ground to drive on." Stupid Hakkai, always trying to please the brat.
"Sit down and shut-up. You're yelling in my ear." I snap at him.
"I wonder if you'll ever get rid of that stick in your ass." My attention rips from Goku to Gojyo instantly. He must have a death wish. "Hmmm...I guess stick isn't the right word is it? Would it happen to be ---?" I cut off his rambling as I place my gun in the middle of his forehead.
"I'm sorry, were you going to say something?" I bite at the idiot.
"Settle down guys, Hakuryu doesn't like it when you get all reckless." I snort at Hakkai and his attempt to keep me from killing Gojyo.
"Yeah monk, don't want to ruin the interior now do you?"
"Gojyo maybe you should stop now."
"I'd take his advice if I were you." I sneer and than return to me seat. Dumb-asses. I watch as Gojyo flips me off in the mirror before he pretends to fall back asleep. Soon everything was like it was five minutes ago; Hakkai driving while looking at the map every once in a while, Gojyo and his faux sleeping act, me trying to ignore all their presences and Goku staring off to space while moving with retained energy. Life is banal and it sucks. He sighs again and I watch him tuck his head between his drawn up knees. Just what is going through that pea brain head of yours?
Goku's POV
I smelled them before anyone realized it they were there. It makes my body sigh in relief but soon drives me farther and deeper into the need to destroy something. Anything it doesn't matter, I just need to feel something break beneath my fingers. I'm waiting for the others to notice and I wish they would cause I'm eager to move. But I practice one of the virtues I lack, patience. I don't like waiting, it causes you to think and as Gojyo said when I think it becomes dangerous. Besides I had five hundred years to think and it hasn't gotten me anywhere so the only thing left to do is fight. And the need is a taste that I can't get enough of.
"Someone's out there." I hold back a snort when I heard Hakkai finally notice.
"Any idea who it might be?" Gojyo asked stretching his limbs.
"Kougaiji." I smirk at the thought of the power and heat coursing through my body at the thrill of battle. Yes this is what I need right now, physical pain. I'm tired of the emotional bullshit as of lately.
"And how do you know?" Gojyo asks looking at me like I'm full of it.
"I smell him."
TBC
Errrrr...-=blink=-.... Gomen guys but I've been crazy with my finals so I haven't found the time to write and all this studying is clouding my brain. I wanted to make this chapter longer since I have a good idea of what I want but there just isn't the time right now. I felt like I needed to put something up or I was just going to quick and forget about it. I promise the next chapter will be more entertaining. To me it's been rather uneventful but I plan to toss a bit more action and drama in, if anything just to amuse myself. So sorry again for the rather dull and drawn out chapter I promise it is leading to something bigger and better. Don't give up on me yet!
SanzoHakki...one sided GokuSanzo...errrmmm and most likely other pairing or whatever along later...if there is a later. But I would like to state that I LOVE SanzoxGoku fics...they are the best...I just wasn't in a happy mode and this was birthed from it...I shall be the end of the world one day...
Thank you everyone for your reviews, I didn't think this fic catch anyone's attention. I'm glad it did though. I must say that I'm sorry for the grammar errors...you see I suck at spelling and grammar...and I usually write between 12:00 –3:00am so I don't really catch my mistakes. I also have this problem with proof reading my stuff...I don't do it.
Umm, I don't know anything about Sanzo and Hakkai pairings. I don't read the fics; I don't like the pairing..., which is odd seeing how they're a couple in this fic...hmmm...so I don't really know how their relationship is viewed among its fans. But since this is a fan fic...and I am the author I guess it's okay to write it my way ...the characters maybe OOC but I've read other fics on Saiyuki and then watched the anime and people always seem to stress the character more than what they really are. In this fic I will stress them my way. Thanks again for the reviews, they really made me very happy.
Smoke
Goku's POV
"OI! SARU!" My eye's snap open at the loud outburst of a voice and even more so the surprising thud of my own pillow hitting me square in my face.
"AHHHHHHH!" Without thought I was standing on the bed with the pillow retrieved in my hands ready for battle, only to be met with the amused laughter of Gojyo. The prick. "Baka mushi!" He just laughs some more.
"Is that the thanks I get for coming in here to get you up for breakfast? Ungrateful chimp." I snort and jump down from the bed onto the warm wooden floor. I should hit him for yesterday but I can't. I have to go back to normal and that means no grudges, just the simple everyday bickering between us two "idiots" of the group.
"I'm not a chimp." I let out a yawn and stretch my back. Still he hasn't left my room, he's just standing there like he's waiting for something. "What?"
"No, you're a chimp but you're not a pet." I blinked at his mumbled words and after a second I couldn't help but breaking out into a real smile. Ah I believe my first smile for so long. Can I really remember the last time it was real? No, I can't. That was the closest thing I was going to get as an apology from the pink-haired freak. He smiles back and I know we're fine again. "Well anyway I thought we could beat those two dead beats downstairs this time. They'll choke on their hearts with surprise when they realize we're up before them. Besides I believe you had enough sleep this night."
"What time is it?" I ignored his last comment choosing to pretend to be too busy getting dressed to notice it.
"It's about 6: 20. I figured we could get some tea before they start to serve the breakfast." I turn to look at him leaning against the wall with his arms folded across his chest.
"And just what are you doing up this early?" Gojyo is usually the one before me to get up in the morning so I find it weird that he's dressed and ready to go before the rest of us.
"Nosey brat. I woke up and couldn't get back to sleep. It happens to the best of us. Now hurry up and lets go I'm tired of waiting for you." He turns to open the door and leave as I follow behind hopping on one foot while trying to put my other shoe on. Once it slid into place I was right behind him closing the door.
"I didn't know they served tea this early in the morning."
"That's because you're never awake this early in the morning. You're to busy dreaming of fighting and food."
"Dreaming...I haven't done that in a while." I whisper under my breath. He doesn't make a comment so it means I'm clear of him hearing me. I wonder if it's pity that really brought him to my room this morning or was it friendship? He seems to hate Sanzo's and Hakkai's relationship but why? Is he a homophobic? Does he have a thing for either Hakkai or Sanzo and is jealous?
"What have I told you about thinking too hard? It can be dangerous so stop it." I'm about to reply but Sanzo's door swings open just as we were about to pass it. But it wasn't Sanzo who stepped out.
Gojyo's POV
I nearly jumped back when Hakkai stepped out into the hallway and let out sharp cuss. "Shit!" His eye grew wide at his sudden shock and his face paled. Goku. I whip my head around to see how he's handling it and I'm speechless at what I find. That impish smile that makes him look so innocent and young. But why?
"Good-morning Hakkai? I didn't know you woke Sanzo up too?" That idiot! I know he knows, so why can't he tell what's going on? I look back at Hakkai waiting for him to answer. He gives a nervous choke trying to knock himself out of his shock.
"Y-yes I do Goku. What are you doing up so early?" I watched as he quickly pulled himself back together. I want to hit them both.
"Kappa here felt the need to kiss my ass this morning and who was I to say no?"
"I was NOT kissing your ass saru! There's no telling where it's been."
"Will you two shut-up! It's too damn early for your shit!" I look behind Hakkai and see Sanzo leaning on the frame of his door pulling out a cigarette for a morning smoke. I check on Goku and I see he's still smiling but that isn't what I feel. I can sense it on him, the pain, the anger, and the loneliness. I can even feel jealousy and love. You're fighting a hard inner battle aren't you saru? I wonder though, can you win?
"Easy Sanzo, it seems that they were just about to go downstairs. There's no need to get angry it's too early for that too."
"Cheh."
"Alright we're going now, see you guys when you get down." I tuck my arm across Goku's shoulder and lead him away from the others. He's faking it. How someone can wear a smile like they do their skin I'll never know, but it blows my mind away each time he does. "How about some alcohol in your tea this morning?" Gods knows I need it and I'm sure right now he wouldn't mind any either.
"Thanks." His rugged voice is soft. I wonder though just what he was saying thanks too, the drink or something more than that?
Authors POV
The two sat across from each other at a table in the far corner. When it came time for breakfast they would need all the space they could get between them and the other customers. It was a bad idea to end up hitting someone upside the head with a random dumpling which was sure to happen in Goku and Gojyo's daily eating routine. So in order to not get kicked out, or have Sanzo blow the owners brains across the floor they have learned to sit farther away to create less of a disturbance.
Gojyo watched as Goku calmly and quietly drank his tea. Usually something like this wouldn't have caught his attention much but the key words in this situation were 'calmly' and 'silently'. Goku was anything but calm and silent. But as of lately he's noticed the change in the boy when Goku didn't think anyone was watching him or paying attention. His face would darken and his eyes would soundly grow old and tired. These were the looks of a carefree youth, but of a world-ridden man. It was soon after the change in behavior that only he seemed to notice did Gojyo finally see that Goku held himself inside just as much as the others.
"Your tea is getting cold you ass." Goku pointed out to Gojyo, knocking him from his stare.
"I'm surprised you realized tea can get cold after how fast you drink it. Mind your own." The redhead shot back. He took a drink from his cup nonetheless.
A soft "Bite me." Came from the golden-eyed boy before Gojyo reached over and filled his empty glass once again. Soon the room's volume started to rise as more and more people awoke for breakfast.
"The others should be down soon, it seems we can order now but the last thing I want is a paper fan permanently lodged in my skull." Goku snickered at his teasing before taking another swallow of the tea.
Hakkai's POV
"Morning!" Goku's voice sang towards Sanzo and I. He looked as genki as ever but I'm still worried. This morning was cut far to close.
"Good morning Goku. I trust you slept well?" He smiles and nods with zeal. Good, he has no clue.
"Sanzo! I said good morning." I glare at my lover when I saw that he didn't plan on returning Goku's greeting. He glared back.
"Meh." He managed to squeeze out and I just sighed. It seems that was the best I was going to get out him but Goku seems pleased by it so I won't push the topic. Actually I'm tired of his shit. It has to be killing Goku; I don't see how it couldn't. To strive to make the one he loves see him, to even have to fight for a simple morning greeting. It's wrong because still after the hell he drags him through Goku will die for him without a second thought.
"Well let's hurry up and order I'm tired of listening to Goku's stomach growl." I looked at my companion. Someone who I was always close too, could turn too when I needed a shoulder. Now he won't look me in the eyes and I feel nothing but cold when around him. Does my love for Sanzo make you hate me that much Gojyo, or is it your protective nature for Goku?
"Yes, I am quite hungry." I sit down and call over a waitress. As she heads over I glance among our group. Sanzo like always is reading the newspaper but I doubt he finds anything in there of his interests it's just his way of being anti-social. Gojyo is teasing Goku to get an easy rise out of him and Goku of course reacts feeling his pride would be damaged. Goku...What would break you? I know the fear of losing your sun would but that has always been because he was near to death. Would it destroy you to know Sanzo is with me? And if I knew it would, could I stop being with him?
"Ohayo gozaimasu minna-san. What can I get for you this morning?" The waitress smiled at me and I gave a smile back.
"Goku." I pulled him from his mini tiff with Gojyo.
"Yeah Hakkai?"
"Why don't you start the orders this morning?" He blinks studying me for a second before his face lights up and he picks up the menu and starts to order everything. First yesterday with that cold gaze in the jeep and now he's unsure around me. Acting as if I have something up my sleeve. Maybe there is something that's bothering him. Do you know? I don't think you do because if you did you would be this calm, this YOU. You use to come to me sometimes, but now like Gojyo I feel nothing but cold from you. Or is it me? Is guilt taking over my senses?
Sanzo's POV
I watch the stupid monkey in the review mirror. He's antsy. He keeps playing with his hands and dragging his fingers through his hair emitting a sigh every now and then. It's the first time ever that I hope we run into some demons to kill or Goku's going to drive me crazy with his constant fidgeting. Idiot. I glance at Gojyo and to a normal eye he would seem asleep but he isn't. I should kill the bastard for last night. If he tells Goku I'll never hear the end of it and that will be the day Sha Gojyo finds another hole in his head. Dumb kid and his stupid crushes.
"We should reach the next town in just a few hours and have lunch. The town after that is only another three so we can keep going after we eat." I look at Hakkai from the corner of my eye.
"Great! I'm starving!" Goku yells throwing himself in the middle us Hakkai and I from the back. "Hey Hakkai, can I drive?"
"Ummm, I don't think that would be the best idea. You seem to be pretty reckless and I don't think Hakuryu would be too happy about that." I snort at the stupid question. Goku? Drive?
"Aww come on! It's not like he can't transform if he gets too scared."
"I don't think Sanzo and Gojyo would like it very much if they were dropped on the ground cause Hakuryu felt he needed to change for his safety. Maybe later I'll try to teach you if we have time and smooth ground to drive on." Stupid Hakkai, always trying to please the brat.
"Sit down and shut-up. You're yelling in my ear." I snap at him.
"I wonder if you'll ever get rid of that stick in your ass." My attention rips from Goku to Gojyo instantly. He must have a death wish. "Hmmm...I guess stick isn't the right word is it? Would it happen to be ---?" I cut off his rambling as I place my gun in the middle of his forehead.
"I'm sorry, were you going to say something?" I bite at the idiot.
"Settle down guys, Hakuryu doesn't like it when you get all reckless." I snort at Hakkai and his attempt to keep me from killing Gojyo.
"Yeah monk, don't want to ruin the interior now do you?"
"Gojyo maybe you should stop now."
"I'd take his advice if I were you." I sneer and than return to me seat. Dumb-asses. I watch as Gojyo flips me off in the mirror before he pretends to fall back asleep. Soon everything was like it was five minutes ago; Hakkai driving while looking at the map every once in a while, Gojyo and his faux sleeping act, me trying to ignore all their presences and Goku staring off to space while moving with retained energy. Life is banal and it sucks. He sighs again and I watch him tuck his head between his drawn up knees. Just what is going through that pea brain head of yours?
Goku's POV
I smelled them before anyone realized it they were there. It makes my body sigh in relief but soon drives me farther and deeper into the need to destroy something. Anything it doesn't matter, I just need to feel something break beneath my fingers. I'm waiting for the others to notice and I wish they would cause I'm eager to move. But I practice one of the virtues I lack, patience. I don't like waiting, it causes you to think and as Gojyo said when I think it becomes dangerous. Besides I had five hundred years to think and it hasn't gotten me anywhere so the only thing left to do is fight. And the need is a taste that I can't get enough of.
"Someone's out there." I hold back a snort when I heard Hakkai finally notice.
"Any idea who it might be?" Gojyo asked stretching his limbs.
"Kougaiji." I smirk at the thought of the power and heat coursing through my body at the thrill of battle. Yes this is what I need right now, physical pain. I'm tired of the emotional bullshit as of lately.
"And how do you know?" Gojyo asks looking at me like I'm full of it.
"I smell him."
TBC
Errrrr...-=blink=-.... Gomen guys but I've been crazy with my finals so I haven't found the time to write and all this studying is clouding my brain. I wanted to make this chapter longer since I have a good idea of what I want but there just isn't the time right now. I felt like I needed to put something up or I was just going to quick and forget about it. I promise the next chapter will be more entertaining. To me it's been rather uneventful but I plan to toss a bit more action and drama in, if anything just to amuse myself. So sorry again for the rather dull and drawn out chapter I promise it is leading to something bigger and better. Don't give up on me yet!