But those days are all over.
It's all old history and no remembers it anymore.
Now she only has eyes for one man,and as much as i wish that man was me,it isn't.It's Aaron Jacobs,Sabrina's fiance.They plan on getting married,and I'm invited to the wedding.But there's no way I'm going.
When she says the words 'I do' my heart will stop,I will freeze and my world and that I've lived for will end.
Seeing Aaron's face when that happens will be so humiliating.He's always thought he's better than me,He always say me as a threat to his and Sabrina's relationship.But after that day,they won't even know I'm still around,quietly waiting for my life to change,to make me sane again,to stop all this sadness and anger inside of me.
People tell me i should move on with my life,and get over her.But how can you get over someone you've loved all your life,and know that you're meant to be together.
If only she knew how much i miss her,How much I'm suffering right now,that every time i go to sleep how much i wish she would be lying next to me,or how much it would mean tome,if she said 'I love you Harvey'.Just once and i would be the happiest man on earth.
But no,she can never know.
If only she was here right now,i wouldn't be like this miserable,upset,suffering,angry.Instead I'd be on cloud nine and it would be me standing at the altar not Aaron.
If only..................