Richard-Raven-Croft: lol, I had thought of writing a novel but I don't got the time to plan it all out or write it, sorry it would be cool to try but sorry, maybe one day I will but that might be years off.

Xmenfan: Sorry no Wanda/Kurt relationship, I think he could just be a good friend at one point since I already got her and Amanda and I don't want to mess with that. Xavier is in this chapter so there you go, and I thought Xavier's would be the best place for her, that's why I had her there at this point. As for the boyfriend...I think she needs to settle in first before that don't you think? That and I'm not sure who to set her up with.

D-M-N-W-T: Kurt and Wanda got together in an alternate future in the comics and had a girl named TJ AKA Nocturne, and no they're not going to be together he's already got a girlfriend remember? Although I don't know why you think she's crazy. Oh and Van I wouldn't piss her off, remember that even Magneto was afraid of her so I'd start running.

jadestar123/pippo23: Don't worry I got an idea of who to hook her up with in adjustments you'll see who.

slickboy444: Yeah so do I but he's taken. I have thought of doing a Wanda/Kurt story and a Blink/Kurt one too sometime, of course this would be a stand alone one and not part of the AGU series.

Ldypebsaby: Don't worry I just got an idea of who she could fall for, you'll see him soon enough.

Ruby631: You're welcome, and yes she is protective can you blame her? The last girl that was interested in Kurt tried to steal him from her then kidnapped him.

Fire inu: Thanks, and I will.

WANDA'S THOUGHTS

Well here I am again, I'm still not sure why the hell I keep writing in this thing but I'm still not comfortable talking to the others about some of this stuff.

Well today I had a morning session with Xavier. Basically all we do is talk, well he tries to get me to talk, it's just that I don't want to...the things he wants me to talk about. Magneto, the Asylum...those are things I DON'T want to talk OR think about.

But at least he cares...that's more then anyone other then Agatha has done for me. It's strange, I remember all the times when Xavier came to see me, he tried to help me but I was so angry...to afraid even to let him.

I was so wound up I didn't know what was going on most of the time. That's another thing I lost while I was in that place...time. It seemed to drag on forever and yet went by so quickly, I didn't know what day, month or even year it was for the longest time. I never had a birthday or saw a calendar while I was in there so I never knew how much time was passing. All I knew was it was either morning, noon or night (At least when they didn't put me in that cage) and that was it.

I never knew how old I was until I saw the date when I got the Brotherhood house, well after I calmed down at seeing Pietro that is. I still don't get why he never came for me...he's supposed to be my brother, why didn't he come for me? Leaving me the first time I can understand, we were just children, never coming for me, lying to me about my memories, then he left me again to go off with Magneto...again...I don't know if I can ever forgive him for that and I don't know if I want to either.

Well back to Xavier now. At least Xavier he actually CARES. I mean sure I think his dream is a little far fetched, but at least it's something worth working for and he does it without treating everyone here like underlings, that they're expendable or useless and leaves them to fend for themselves or in the charge of psychos...well Logan comes close to that but he may be tough but at least fair.

That's what I just don't get about him...WHY does he care so much. In our sessions and when I see him interact with the others I see him as a caring father figure to them all. When I see him like that...well...it makes me wish my father had been more like him...sometimes...I even wish Xavier WAS my father.

I know that's sounds insane and stupid...but he makes me feel calm and safe. Being here with him and the others is definitely the best place I've ever lived, and there's a sense of 'family' here I never really had. Sure I still feel out of place...but at least it's a nice place to be while feeling that.

Xavier has tried so much to help me...I...I don't know why but...I'm starting to feel like I don't want to disappoint him. He's put some trust in me and had opened his home to me and also I'll admit his sessions have helped me a little.

Plus I'm also thinking of having regular tea sessions with Ororo and Blink now. I'm beginning to like it, it's nice to sit back and relax at times. Blink is a bit naive and a little shy...but she's honest and kind. Ororo is like the perfect mother figure.

Actually I'm getting used to a regular schedule now. Training sessions in the Danger Room, or Xavier's sessions one day, then a few hours of studying various subjects. I don't have much free time but I'm not complaining.

Back in the Brotherhood place all I had was free time and I was so boring at least now I got stuff to do to keep me busy. Although I'm not looking forward to going to school...I don't think I'm ready for that, but Xavier, Hank and Ororo keep telling me I'll be fine...but I just don't know, I'm still getting used to all the people here, a whole school full of people, most of whom will hate me just because I'm a mutant isn't a pleasant thought either...yeah home schooling is looking better all the time. At least it will be in a familiar and safe environment.

But Xavier says I need to be prepared to live in the outside world. How can I live in a world I was shut away from for most of my life and is filled with people who hate and fear me? Well...not all...Amy and Pam are proof of that. Although Amy is a little timid at least Ray's girlfriend Pam is a little more outgoing, in fact she reminds me of a brunette version of Tabitha...now there's a scary thought, more then one Tabitha in the world.

I actually met Amy's little brother Joseph that is dating Rahne. I'm not sure if they are 'officially' a couple but he seemed nice, even if I only met him for a few minutes as he wait to take her out somewhere, but he didn't look at me as a freak or with hatred so he's better then most of the people I meet.

I swear trying to find a moments peace around here is hard. It's either every room is filled with the others arguing, playing or making out, at least they are before Logan walks in. I mean it's so hilarious when I see the boys literally jump off and away from the girls when they see or hear that low threatening growl of his. Just today I saw Jubilee and Bobby (I have no idea what she sees in that annoying prankster) making out slightly on the couch, and they were really getting into it from the moans Jubilee was doing, I saw Logan and I had a very cruel yet very funny idea.

I waved him over and pointed to the room. Logan was about to ask what was I pointing at but then Jubilee moaned again and I swear at the speed his head snapped to the left I though he was going to break his own neck. Then he stalked over and gave that growl of his. I swear Bobby looked so pale and was so scared for his life I thought he was going to faint.

I left trying to hold my laughter in before Logan gave them his speech on what he thought was 'inappropriate' behavior. That guy may act all tough but he's got this soft spot and he is REALLY protective of the girls. Most likely he's trying to protect their 'virtue' or something old fashioned like that. I wonder what he'd do if he found out about Jean and Scott? I also got to wonder how those two have kept it from Logan's nose and Xavier.

Anyway now whenever I need a laugh I just think of Bobby's reaction, it always does the trick. You know...I'm having a lot more fun living here then at the Brotherhood, plus you never know what is going on. Plus I like the pool table.

I never played but Sam, Tabitha and Ray showed me how and apparently I was pretty good for my first try. Of course Tabitha took the opportunity for Sam to 'help' her with all her shoots by having Sam right behind her with his hands on her's. Of course Ray told me she was just as good if not better then Sam but those two just liked to 'help' each other like that.

Thankfully when Ray helped me he kept it clean, because I doubt his girlfriend would like that and he REALLY wouldn't if he tried a move like that on me. I also leaned about some of the chores that everyone had to do. Apparently there's this list or something so I had to spend over an hour with the laundry duties with Jamie.

I don't see why he needs to be paired up with anyone, I mean he made several of his clones to help out but then I found out that normally they have the laundry split up with the boys and girls. He told me some days they do either just the boys or girls first then the other depending if anyone hasn't done their own. Mainly the oldest kids do their own mainly because whoever does their own laundry gets out of that duty...mental note: DO YOUR LAUNDRY FROM NOW ON!

I really don't want to look through the kinds of underwear some of the others wear, that's information I could live without thank you very much.

Luckily I learned how to do laundry at the brotherhood place...out of necessity of course but at least here they washers and dryers actually work all the time. Plus I don't see any underpants still in it. I still get chills of horror when I remember finding both Todd and Fred's boxers in the washer. God I never want to go through that again.

But Jamie was nice at least. He tried to make small talk but I let him talk most of the time. He told me how Forge had been working on this suit to contain his powers but for over a month he STILL couldn't work out the bugs.

He also let me on all the inside and juicy stuff around this place, for just a little kid he's got a LOT of inside information, most of which he's probably not supposed to know. Plus he's really a sweet kid, I can see him as the 'little brother' of this house and at least he tried to make the chore a little more easier and I guess he did, he's not as annoying as some of the others...so...I guess he's alright.

Well I guess that's enough for now, it's been kind of quiet here lately, so I guess that means something big will happen soon the way things happen in this house I just hope it's not too bad...but then again you never know what will happen next.