After that day a new anger rose in Lindsey. When she would look at her mother she felt disgusted with herself. She would think 'How can you smile?' or 'why did you do this to me?' some how Lindsey managed to control her anger. She bottled it up. 'One of these days...' she thought as she walked by her mother. In school she said to Selena "How could she do this?" but Selena had no answer. Tears of anger would be hidden every time.
Towards the end of the year Selena gave Lindsey her expectance letter from Hogwarts. "Act happy Lindsey." Selena said when Lindsey did not jump for joy. The only thing was Lindsey could not react because she felt so cold. She had gotten so used to hiding her emotions she could not be happy. Yet Lindsey smiled. Everything Selena and her went through she felt in some way it was all her fault , like all children do.
By the time Lindsey's birthday came around she was sure that one day her father would rescue her. That day Selena had horrible news for Lindsey.