In this chapter it is only Emma and Sean.
That night around 11 pm, I head a knocking noise of my basement window.
Hoping it was Craig, I got up and changed into some cuter clothes. After I opened my window I noticed that it wasn't Craig who was at my window, it was Sean Carmon.
"what do you want?" I said in a snobbish voice.
"em,lis-" he was cut off by her.
"it's Emma to you. Only friends and my boyfriends can call me that and last I checked you were neither. She said in a snobbish voice again.
"Emma look I know how bad I hu-"and again she cut him of.
"Do you Sean? Do you know how bad you really hurt me?" she said," cause if you do then high five we actually know something!!!" she said in a sarcastic voice.
"well Emma I know that I hurt you really bad and I'm willing to make it up to you." he said walking closer to her.
"you don't even know the half of it, do you?" she asked. "Do you know how much tears I cried every night, how much times I wanted to end my misery for me and everybody else, how much times I tried to hate you but I couldn't, how much times I had wished you would come back to me, to love me, to want me back in your life, how much times I wished it had all been a nightmare and we would wake up loving each other even more." She said raising her voice and letting tears slid down her face.
Sean was speechless, he didn't really know how bad he had hurt her in grade 9.
"I'm really sorry Emma, I really am. He said.
"no, no your not Sean. She said wiping the tears off of her face.
"I understand that your mad at me and I want you to know that I want to make it up for you. Emma I really do. He said walking over to her and wiping the rest of her tears away from her face.
She really loved his gentle touch, he always made her feel so specialâ€bit she couldn't let him near her, not now, not ever.
"get your pathetic sorry hands away from me" she said coldly. "Do you want to know how I think about you Sean?
"ok Emma tell me. Tell me Emma tell me how you think of me." He said walking even more closer to her. He new that whatever it was going to be, that it wasn't going to be good, but at least he new that he deserved it.
"Sean I loved you so much" she had the biggest smile on her face, she was thinking about the good times they had shared together." my God Sean you had meant so much to me then. Everything in the whole world." She turned her head so he wouldn't see her cry anymore." why Sean? Why? Why did you have to do what you did? She said turning back around to show her face all red and puffy from crying so much.
"me? What bout you em? He said.
"what about me Sean? She asked.
"well hmm lets seeâ€. For 1 WE NEVER DID ANYTHING TOGETHER. He yelled.
"DON'T YOU DARE YELL AT ME SEAN CAMRON. JUST WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?" she yelled, then she got in a snobby tone and remembered from 2 years ago " lets see Sean my step dad got CANCER, MY MOM HAD TO GET another job so we wouldn't go poor and since SNAKES chemo cost so much we couldn't afford a babysitter so YES I HAD TO BABYSIT MY BROTHER.
Oh and sorry Sean if I did care about the environment. I'M SORRY FOR BEING ME SEAN. I'M SORRY I WASN'T A SOME POT SMOKER, WHO SKIPED SCHOOL AND STOLE LAPTOPS. IM SORRY FOR HAVING A LIFE OF MY OWN, IM SORRY THAT I COULDN'T BE WITH YOU EVERY FREAKIN SECOND OF THE FREAKIN DAY SEAN! BUT YOU WANT TO KNOW SOMETHING SEAN? I NEVER WAS SORRY FOR LOVING YOU!
She yelled back. Her face now was red, her throat hurt from yelling and she was crying again. She finally got to get that, after 2 years all that build up, got to leave her chest.
She was right, he was being selfish then. He had been a total idiot to her in and he finally realized what she went through in grade 9. He didn't know what to do but one thing.
She was now sitting on the end of bed, crying uncontrollably in her hands. He walked over, lifted her head out of her hands, wiped all the tears off of her face and removed the hair in her face to the back of her ear. Then he cupped his two hands around her face, bringing her closer to him, and kissed her. This kiss wasn't like the ones they had, had in the past it was different, it was more slower and longer. She had wanted to stop because of Craig, but she didn't care anymore. All she cared about was returning the kiss he gave her.
There it was!!!!!!!!!!
I loved this chapter for some reason.
Anyway I hope you all liked it as well.
The next chapter will be longer.
Well please R&R!!