Hey you all.... thank you all so much for the reviews!!! im so sorry that i havent posted im forever...i leave Thursday to go back home....:( anyway im sorry that the last chapter totally sucked. this one is a little better but not great. i have a writers block. i have been thinking about how to end this in the future and i have some great ideas but im not sure how to get there...lol.. Anyway i hope you enjoy this and i promise the next chapter will 10x better!!!

PART 4 - feelings...

" well...." was all Craig could get out of him...he wanted to take Emma home, but he also wanted to take Manny home. so he could talk to her, see how she a doing. "uhh yeah Sean, great idea. Emma can i call you tomorrow?"

Her face dropped from a smile to a frown. He had just ditched her for non other than manny (A.K.A. the slut of Degrassi.) "What ever. Manny will always get what she wants from you...right?" she didn't mean to say it like that...but oh well...she hated manny and she hoped that she would die and burn in hell.

"emma now come dont be like that...you know that wasnt nice." Craig said, going over to emma and putting his arms around her waist, like he was going to kiss her, but when he tried she pushed him away and got her keys. " come on sean...drive me home. my head really hurts and i dont feel like driving so you can." she said while throwing her keys at sean and walking right past craig giving him the nastiest look that she has ever gave anyone before. This one hurt him bad because that look was full of hatred and hurt ness at the same time. He had once again screwed up because manny was around. Wow he was an idiot. Emma was his girlfriend and he was treating her like she was dirt on the back of someone's shoe.

The drive home was very quiet...Emma was close to tears because of what Craig had just did....she loved him and thought he loved her back but she was wrong. Sean noticed that Emma was coming close to crying to so he decided to turn the radio on...the song " your everywhere" by Michelle branch was on.... they both looked at each other and turned it off.

" i hate that song..." emma said while wiping her eyes.

" yeah me to..." sean lied. truth was he knew that emma used to love that song and since grade 9 she probably hated it because it explained to much about their relationship.

" so....emma how's your lip? is it still bleeding?" he asked, hoping it would bring up a conversation.

" its fine...." she said while wiping away more tears.

xXx

When they reached Manny's front porch. Manny stopped a few feet away from Craig like she was afraid to touch him or something...

"well i guess this is it..." craig said.

" yeah..." she said.

" well i guess i better get going." craige said.

" wait!!!! craig!" manny said.

" what is it, manny?" he asked.

" well umm my parents and brother aren't home and uhh i was wondering if you would like to uhh come in for a little bit. you know watch some TV, listen to music, talk...stuff like that.." she said.

" well manny...i dunno." he said. he really wanted to but he was so rude to emma and wanted to go over and apologize to her right away...but she probably wouldn't let him in to explain to her what had happened. " sure...for a little bit at least."

A smile so big appeared on her face..." ok!!! i mean ok cool..." she said almost jumping up and down.

xXx

Jt had wondered what emma was up to lately...they hadn't talked much in the past few days since this whole controversy think between sean and craig had entered her head...Emma had told him everything that she felt for both of them a few days ago. she seemed so confused when she was talking to him over the phone. He was her best friend now...ever since grade 9 when everything went bizarre for everyone. He was there for her when no one else wasnt, so he assumed that meant so much to her because they started hanging more often and going to the movies and just being there for one another. She was there for him when Manny had dumped him for Sully, one of these guys who had just liked her for her looks. She didnt care if she broke his heart all she cared for was the older, hotter and more experienced guys who didnt care what mattered inside a person unlike Jt. Ever since Craig had asked emma out, he had been feeling more and more lonely. She was always out with Craig and never really had any time to hang with him. Truth was he didnt like it at all....so he would stay up and wait till she was online at 3 in the morning to ask her how her date was or just to know that she was alive and healthy. He really cared for her like a sister anyway, but he never really noticed it until today. He had been going through the things under his bed. He came upon a she box labeled " Jt, Manny, and Emma's best friend box" the word manny was crossed out with a red sharpie and had emma and jt labeled in red " best friends forever"...inside it had pictures of them laughing at something snake or spike did to make them laugh. there was a picture of emma asleep in her bed. Jt remembered taking this one. he had snuck in early one morning to take her to the lake for a day with paige and them...he went in through the window and found her sleeping in her favorite summer outfit. then there was a picture of them together at school labeled " brother and sister!!!" There was so many pictures and notes that they had written to each other...Jt had noticed it till today but he was in love with emma......

ok!! there it was!!! i hope you liked it...i really did..im sorry if this didnt suck though. my brother said that it sucked..lol..anyway email me if you have concerns or questions. other wise R&R!!!!!!